non_nothing

Sorry but this thread is full of me, me, me, me, I, I, I, I god damn it. It's so simple you guys. This video was so simple. Come on, harden up.

You are not the only one, in fact we are not alone and this video showed me once again we're more connected than we think/we share more common past than we think

When I see the limitations of rationalism, in which the "other side" gave me such lot's of wisdom and removed the limitation of rationalism too, for my experience. Now I can see more greater picture and my understanding of world is more wider than ever.

(I'll continue to read on later, this is all your typo-errors until now)

there's personal space there's personal experience there's separation within everyone there's a person only sees through the body's eyes there's other persons sees through their own eyes note: I fully acknowledge that there's no person and identity. I experienced several if not many no-self experiences too. when there's no identity, that means the whole universe is one giant machine or whatever you wanna call it. but then why, is this personal separation?

man, that thing is so powerful. now i really need to learn how to hack my reality. there're still infinite possibilities and opportunities that has not collapsed into my reality yet. meanwhile I will try to live and radiate this understanding for other illusions nearby me. many thanks to all

@Shin that's a goddamn good answer. I'll add this to my inventory.

@Shin but still why, why would I need to limit myself? is it a limitation? or is it something different? @Leo Gura why would I need illusions or the same question again, why am I limited being right now or think that I am limited, TF

Did I just create myself? Like fucking my own mother to give birth to myself but then who gave birth at the first place? this ... mind...blowing..fuck

several illusions of himself, the human invention is the most accurate version of the biological creature that exists yet that can experience god, himself, how else could it be? this goddamn trip is good.

Hi everyone. This is non_nothing. After spending long hours and almost a month about working on my life purpose, I have a feedback and a question for you today. Feedback is: Life purpose is REALLY distinct thing, apart from earning ANY, let me say it again, ANY tiny PENNY. If you really have any actions or thinking towards making money from your life purpose, let me say from the first experience, you'll ruin your work. Why? Because in the background, your brain might have some wired logic running behind the scenes, testing it against whether you made money or not. This is that simple. LOOK. You won't be aware of this. Until if say, you have first person experience and got the point where I got. If you have hard time understanding that, the following contemplates will help you: - What is money? - Would I really be doing the thing I earn for money if there was nobody on the earth, for real. (Warning this is not some fantasy thing, of course this 99.999% time won't happen but this contemplate will lead you somewhere, take it seriously) The question is: My life purpose is built around becoming a polymath, that is a person has wide spread interest on things i.e. how things work, physics, music, astronomy and such. The two primary source of my life purpose's study fields are music and electronics. Within these, I launched a channel and put my music work out there like 2 months ago. I stopped at the first plateau. Why? Because I was testing it against whether did I make money or not. So that, this had being pinpointed out, the question is, should I be very intentionally working on earning money from other things apart from my life purpose. Because I find that, it kind of poisons my life purpose and my passion. I can't escape the money game. So that I thought instead of escaping should I be doing it brute-force like going straight to it? The first thing is If I ever do such thing, I'm afraid it would be something really orange. And that wouldn't satisfy me at all. Meanwhile you guys read this and answer, I'll be contemplating on "what's that I fear If I don't have any money". Thank you for your time.

Bumping the thread for potential answers to the following question asked above: Should I be very intentionally working on earning money from other things apart from my life purpose. Because I find that, it kind of poisons my life purpose and my passion. I can't escape the money game. So that I thought instead of escaping should I be doing it brute-force like going straight to it? The first thing is If I ever do such thing, I'm afraid it would be something really orange. And that wouldn't satisfy me at all.

fuck god

just gonna tell you something simple if you believed that you're so bored with life, you also deceived into believing that the opposite polar (i.e happiness) exists also. but the paradox is, you won't ever or/ you don't believe you're happy, thus making the opposite polar non-existent. the thing is both not exist. these are just words you come up with. I'm not being iffy or mystical. what is happiness?

My personal instant panic attack relief methods: - sit on floor while taking cold shower for 2 minutes at least, breathe. you'll kind of get numb. - meditation for 5-10 min at least (if you can't do i.e sometimes if severe, the only method worked me was cold showers) - asmr videos cure books: - feeling good by david burns (archive.org available legal free digital)

Those don't suit for everyone. Though on my personal experiences I have the practice of those two and I would pretty much say they work. Wish everyone had courage to do these.

Let us see it as exclusive content over the forums

You don't really understand. The one first most is: No bullshit guide to meditation (this is where I discovered Leo, and where I've built my 1year+ meditation habit which allowed me space to swallow and soak the information) From the first, you can choose whatever the 4 for your own personal taste, I'd recommend: -Self deception, -Stop being victim -The very first video on the Leo's channel where he talks about whether you're a short-term or long-term thinker. -Sameness vs difference (re contextualization)

DIdn't read your thread description, just a response to your title: It's all depend on you, and your values. Nothing is wrong in that.

I was in your shoes back in 2010-2009, I was fascinated by the time about passive income. There's forums out there if you just google "black hat" keywords you'd get somewhere. I did earn a couple of bucks back then, like 40$ or smth.

Try OMAD. One meal a day. It will fire you up in the morning

This is the most potent answer given in this thread.

"feeling good" by david burns. You can get digital version on archive.org for free I guess It's legal.

I'm not yet discovered but my passion is to compose music and discover new possibilities for music/forms. I find it interesting somehow.

Just to give some feedback to this thread, recently I had launched my YT channel as well where I put my musical compositions. The obstacle I hit recently was I convinced myself that I was not getting view, no subscriber and what I was doing was not a valuable thing. This kept me for a week. Then I remembered the excitement and the passion that I had in the morning that I've never been experienced before the second day after following first day of launching my videos to YT. So I re-framed my inner logic and spend this energy to even create more videos, guess what? 5 compositions on that day /30 minute composition was the result of this relief + editing + mastering/mix + putting it all together in video + publishing it to 3 different platforms. You see? Yeah not gonna lie I searched upon the google to how to trick google lol. It's all the same old story that's been told for many years. Get tags. Get keywords. Get hot trend keywords. For wtf really? If I make music videos and I put "minecraft" or "hot chick" tags as tags, don't you think google is not stupid enough to guess what am I doing there? Well the thing is it's been changed a lot since this was working. I'm 100% sure there's new systems or methods out there or more like click-bait thumbnails or stuff but I'm not really interested in "GETTING VIEWS or SUBS". You see the point here? My goal is not GETTING VIEWS or SUBS, my goal is to put my music out there and listen wherever I go and proud of my work that I compose really good music. Enjoy listening my own work. Thats my goal.