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Aaron p replied to Drake72's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The easiest way to avoid all delusion is to simply believe nothing and hold all notes loosely acknowledging their hypothetical nature. Then put 5meo in your ass lol -
Aaron p replied to from chaos into self's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Put 5meoDMT in your ass -
Aaron p replied to from chaos into self's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Put 5meoDMT in your ass -
Aaron p replied to Drake72's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Drake72 the truth always brings disruption...like a field being plowed in preparation for new growth. The field must be tore up and ripped apart. In fact, controversy and disruption are signs of truth from what I've seen -
Aaron p replied to Spiral Wizard's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Enlightenment is the most magical experience of them all! And it must be chased after. Not looking for the needle is not the same as finding the no-needle -
Aaron p replied to Zabuloon's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Ketamine is something I've found to be very powerful for some reason It's also very addictive so be careful. ? -
Aaron p replied to Drake72's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Your roots are very shallow ♥️ what if he's right? I mean...someone has to be right....it would be quite weird for a successful millionaire like Leo to have such fruits and rewards and success...and still be wrong That would be very suspicious -
Aaron p replied to UDT's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
5meo brings about permanent change doesn't it? -
Aaron p replied to Toadie2018's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Contemplating is so cool. Questioning things. Why am I typing this, why are you reading this. There's a reason for everything. It also cuts a lot of bullshit out. For example, the reason I did terrible in my high school exams was because teachers didn't advocate solo, critical contemplation and authentic understanding. I didn't contemplate *why* I was at school, or how it could benefit me. They didn't show me concentration exercises to help me focus. After I found Leo, I contemplated and realized that education is very important...and with concentration exercises helping my focus, I'm on my way to getting my degree in business studies -
Aaron p replied to justfortoday's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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@Space last time I plugged I did 25mg and felt very little. Which, in comparison to my [much stronger] 15mg plugged dose, reveals that the variables in absorption with plugging are considerable. Gonna try snorting. I have a feeling snorting might be easier to pull off
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Yo, is snorting freebase really unbearable? I'm gonna try it. I have a feeling that if you snort 25mg and just force yourself to endure the pain it'll not matter after a few seconds
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@Death_ leo recommends 21 years old in one of his vids. There seems to be different levels of consciousness that transpire at different ages. Psychological maturity. But also, the psychedelics themselves bring about a lot of psychological maturity in my opinion.
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I'm going to start journaling and reading hardcore soon. I find it brings about measures of clarity that I cannot establish when holding something in thoughts alone. And clarity reveals beauty in things I think. There is so much beauty everywhere. As I journey into the 30mg range with 5-meo I'm starting to see that there is beauty everywhere and that id like to write about it. I just intuit that there is beauty everywhere. I'm noticing less fear, my sits are getting easier, 5 brings SO much strength when you use it ♥️ ?? Strength
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Aaron p replied to Aaron p's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Aaron p replied to Aaron p's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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I did scientific tests bro. Repeated tested and observed. Consistent. With one batch I tried it 5 times in a row and felt disphoric, twisted and confusing. Had to sit down and breath when my head started to seriously spin after. With the batch I have now...it's just pure Bliss every time. Noticable difference. I'm not saying all batches will be different...but mate it's just chemistry, each batch will not be 100% the same as each other. I'm just saying that different batches of 5meo have different effects. One easy way to tell if the batch is pure (if purity is indeed what the problem is) is that pure 5meo will cause something like a full body orgasm. Many do not experience this whatsoever Simply put, there is such a thing as shit 5meo that causes disphoria, as opposed to euphoria consistently Which is, in my opinion, an extremely important piece if information for someone who seems to be struggling with their 5meo to the point where it's unreasonable. This is very important to note for newbies. There is good 5meo and there is bad 5meo. My stuff was labeled, tested and reviewed. For someone like obeler, he could have shit 5meo. My research shows its extremely possible, and actually likely...if bought...online... And this one piece if information could be the difference between someone giving you on 5meo or not. And considering 5meo is one of the most powerful tool we have, if not the most important, it makes this one observation quite an important one?? peace and love to you friend @Corpus♥️
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@OBEler your batch of 5meo is probably just one of the disphoric confusing batches. Bro. Each batch I have tried has been different each time. I got 3 different batches. First batch was extremely weak, confusing. No power at all even though everyone was giving it amazing reviews?? It looked the part. Second batch was wayyyy more powerful, but extremely twisted hellish and disphoric. Third batch was amazing, pure, clear, clean, HEAVEN. I'm currently waiting for my dopamine levels to restabilize to remove any anxiety before I hit up a 27mg trip plugged. Then go for 30, possibly 35/40. I don't think I could do a breakthrough dose with the disphoric one though. That would be a biggggggg bigger hindrance to my progress
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Aaron p replied to Balyrean's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@OBEler have you tried combining MDMA and 5meo to push past the fear? This is definitely something I might consider in the future. Of course research would need to be done to see if it's safe or not. But I know that when I combined DMT (which can be an extremely extremely scary substance) and MDMA, I had no fear at all. I'm aware I only did that once, but regarding overcoming fear, I reckon MDMA might have something to offer. Gotta watch the heart rate though -
Aaron p replied to Aaron p's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Sorry I meant to say dissolving it in water -
I bought "35mg" of 5meo, it came and I weighed it on my brand new precision mg scales...it came to as 180mg so i was confused. I already tested the scales, it's highly unlikely that they're wrong... Then I weighed out 20mg according to the scales (it looked like a tiny amount, what I would have visually estimated to be more around 5mg or so (see picture). I plugged it and SUCCESS! FINALLY. Fuck sake haha. I can plug! Awesome. Studied plugging and administered carefully and accurately. Trip was weak (what I expected). Experienced slight nausea. Going to research antinausea methods and use that for tomorrow when I'll try a 40mg according to the scales. The dosage looked like 5mg and felt like 5mg, but the scales are super accurate... ...the only thing I can think of that might make sense of this is that there is *35mg's worth* of pure 5meo in the batch. Could it be the potency? Anyway, I don't care I'm just going to slowly increase my dosage until I experience God...or until..... God.. experiences God. I reckon I took 5mg... Logically though, I could also deduct that, because the "180mg" was listen as "35mg" I could say that it's possible that 50mg is actually 10mg (since 180÷3.5 is about 50). The trip today was certainly veryyyyy weak. I might just weigh out 50mg (10mg) then 75mg (15mg) then 100mg (20mg) [image removed]
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Aaron p replied to Kalki Avatar's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Kalki Avatar is it better to get your shit together first or go for enlightenment first...well instantly i's recognise that it will be different for different people. i believe that someone who has a massive, dysfunctional shadow that is making their life a living hell then enlightenment is what that person should go for first. seeing as the shadow [in this instance] is what is stopping such person from "getting their shit together". by the way bro, it seems like your equating "enlightenment" with self neglect. the whole idea that an enlightened person needs to be a loner and have no friends or be poor, is simply religious dogma. with powerful techniques you do not need such self neglect. look at leo, hes literally a millionaire. this is what i'd recommend. when you finish your yoga and your self enquiry, and after you have a reality shattering 5meo trip, go out to a club, get drunk and fuck some bitches. then when you come home, do more yoga and self enquiry. there is lots of dogma here -
Aaron p replied to Aquarius's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
If a tree falls in the Forrest and there's nobody there to hear it fall, does it make a sound? The answer is no. Because the only thing in all of existence that makes sound, is ears. This is a very well known philosophical idea. One that I believe is true. The tree creates vibration, but the only point at which *sound* specifically comes into existence is when vibration is interpreted and ultimately *created* from an interpretation of vibration, in your hear drum. You are creating the sound. Everything is like this. Use this to contemplate. In a night time dream it feels like your walking around discovering things, but your actually creating them. To have "perception" is to literally create everything in real time. 5meo is powerful at revealing this. I have only grasped this conceptually so far, for the most part. Something I look forward to actualizing with the help of 5 -
Aaron p replied to seeking_brilliance's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@seeking_brilliance buy me dinner first lol
