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@SQAAD there was once a man who was discussing his next life decision with god... The mam said "okay god, I have a choice...either I go to Cambridge University or Oxford University. Which one should I attend?" God replied with "Oxford University will be best". The man spent six months at Oxford University and absolutely detested every second of it. After 6 months he decided to leave and he asked God, "God, why did you tell me to go to Oxford University if you knew I was going to hate it?" God replied by saying, "i didn't want you to go to either, I wanted you somewhere completely different...but you gave me to choices and I gave you the best between the two...there was no other option." Moral of the story is, sometimes having expectations in advance can be a bad thing, they can misdirect you and limit you.

@SQAAD oh damn...this is a good question. I know within meditation and self enquiry, to hold any kind of expectation or prediction or projection of what you are (as opposed to direct experience) isint good for practise. See honestly mate...I don't plan much in advance at all. I live very VERY passively regarding what happens to me. I believe part of this might stem from a little laziness ?. I do have small expectations and future plans, but most of it is just feeling the energy of the present and literally not thinking about anything. A bit thing to remember is the only thing you need to remember (other than do spiritual practises) is remember the more you let go and allow yourself to discover the truth...you shall know the truth and the *truth* shall set you free. Do not lean heavily on questions like this. Matthew 11:28-30 “Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you’ll recover your life. I’ll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won’t lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly.” - The Bible One thing I will say is, do not try to control the mind this is a trap. Since, to "try" to do anything...*requires* the use of your mind, when you *try* to do anything you instantly let go of your special nature and become a human mind again. While I acknowledge that I'm a be wrong, the best advice I would give to you would be: neither try to have expectations, or not to have expectations. Only observe the one who fabricated the question, and also who the one is here is observing the question right now.

I WANT TO BE A NONDUAL BEING!!! fuck sake

Ok so how is it possible that I can now tell exactly when I need to phone someone...or know exactly what I need to do to obtain a certain outcome in my life *fast*. How is it possible that when I really need something, it arrives hand delivered to me on a platter? I can get a lot of this spiritual stuff, but how the hell does the synchronicity work? It feels like someone is walking around taking notes on me and leaving things for me. Its got to a point where I notice it quite obviously...how is that possible? How is synchronicity at this level possible at all? I mean actually... Genuine question seeking genuine answer..

@Shin do you think it would be fair to say that to have any kind of knowledge whatsoever would be ignorance? I have gained insight and understanding about how it should not be seen as a task to eliminate new conceptual ideas that arise from the mind and that in fact it should not be seen as a task to remove any concepts at all And yet I can't help agree with you

@Aakash ignorance is the belief that you are not ignorant

@Mikael89 you do dream you just can't remember it. When you wake up, instantly remember this instruction...don't move a muscle, go over the dream that you've just had multiple times then speak it outloud, then sit up and speak it out loud again. And you'll remember your dream. You dream every night ...and every day ...but technically, "you" don't. Lol

"collective consciousness" is not something I understand. So far all I've seen is that my consciousness is the only consciousness that exists

@Wisebaxter i do 1 hour sit every day. 40mins self enquiry followed immediately by breath focus meditation. Try not to confuse yourself with too much knowledge, especially correct knowledge. Just make sure your doing the techniques correctly.

@Paul92 Leo said one time, "the problem with being unaware is, you are unaware that you are unaware." This means that you think you know what you desire, when in actual fact you do not. This is why I think spiritual work and religious work tend to attract very very weak minded, or mentally "strange" people. It's harder to let go of reality when the goings good. (No offence my peeps) In short, there's nothing wrong with doing any of that stuff...but if a person feels like they are uninterested in consciousness that's fine, however because of the nature of unconsciousness they do not realise what their desires truly are. Nobody has any other desire other than awakening, it's just some people are in the right vibrational state at the right time, being exposed to the truth in the right way...that they break their unconsciousness for a moment and see the truth. Transcension is an interesting thing...

@now is forever @Truth Addict am I missing something here?

@Nahm lol, good. It freaks me out a bit so most of the time I ignore it

@isabel actually I have yes. I'm starting teaching piano soon, hopefully I'll have business cards and a full 6 week program for beginners. I need to research a little more. Also, I don't really want to say too much, but I'm selling some other stuff that will double my money lol. And in general, when I take the time aside to allow God to mould my consciousness concerning that which I wish to develop...I find these kinds of things really easy now. It's like they come to me. My practise is this; sit, become aware of what I want to happen (the next step in what I want to happen), visualise it and feel I to it's energy (it'll feel quite, wishful and imaginative), then I completely let go of it and everything else for 30 seconds and then listen to God. For me, an important part of this is not having any sort of expectation regarding what kind of answer I will get...for example, instead of asking "can I have a yellow car or a a blue car" and waiting for either yellow or blue...I completely open myself to abstract answers like "take the bus" haha. The way I know the answer is truly God is because the answer typically feels very solid and as if I was blind and now I can see it clearly. It feels right, and concrete. Like today I was communicating to the energy source that I would like to start having a daily 15 minute kryia yoga sit on top of my hour of 'self enquiry/vepaasana" sit. I presented what I wanted, let go of reality for 30 seconds, i returned and listened and he said..."you are kryia." Also learning how to recognise the voice of the energy source needs to be experiential. It's got to the point, for me, where I just know what it sounds like and I can trust it. That's how I do it

It seems as though you cannot test psilocybin with standard reagents like you can with lsd and dmt. How might one test psilocybin powder?

Anything that uses the word "Christian" usually carries Christian religion in with it. I was originally a Christian until I realised that I was not a christian, but Christ himself. I have had incredible insight into the Bible and it's true meaning. Christianity a riddle! It's a reflection to try to humanise the truth. But human knowledge is dangerous...very ideological. I can tell the woman in this video is speaking a hell of a lot from human-created ideas. Jesus did not exist 2000 years ago, he exists right now in the room your in right now, looking at this screen...Jesus is the one who is reading these words right now. You. And you but die and be ressurected, born again...a second time. The Vail of [your/jesus'] flesh must be torn in half to release the pressure of God's Spirit from one confined space, into the whole world. You must tear your flesh away. In the end days I will your my spirit out upon ALL flesh saith the Lord. His presence will no longer be within one location, his spirit will be everywhere. This world will be destroyed when the ressurected Christ (you) comes back to be seated as the king of the entire universe for ever. To reign over the earth for a thousand years. He will roll this universe up like an old garment and burn it. And create the new universe, without Satan...heaven on Earth. Beware Christian ideology, you must become aware of what it represents. Even Jesus said himself...there is no salvation in the Biblical scriptures...not a drop. "You search the Scriptures because you think they give you eternal life. But the Scriptures point to Me!" - John 5:39 Do not focus on the scriptures, focus on the one whom the scriptures point to. Isint it suspicious that *you* have the mind of christ (1 Corinthians 2:16), you are the body of Christ (1 Corinthians 12:27), and "during our time in this world, we are *just like Jesus*" (1 John 4:17 ISV). "...he who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies because of *his Spirit who lives in you*." You have his mind, his body, his spirit...what part of you *isint* Jesus? Look to the living God...not false ideological replicant gods of human imagination.

My dad nearly accidentally placed a curse on me one time... He said "aaron, some people just get away with things and others just don't. You dont." I instantly recognised that I could either receive it or challenge it as a belief. Of course I challenged it and now I'm a person who gets away with EVERYTHING. You can place blessings upon yourself though. Create a concentrated beam of consciousness onto a picture of yourself succeeding in a certain area of life that you wish to Excell in. It works for me, I'm going to start teaching piano soon...and I fabricated it from my consciousness. Every time I lose something, no matter how lost it is... I remember the blessing that I have placed upon myself, that I am a "master finder" haha ?. I find everything when I remember the blessing. 1 time in particular I lost £20 worth of marijuana, I remembered the blessing and remembered that I am a master finder of lost objects... I followed my intuition, drove back to the car park I was in earlier that day, and found the grass sitting on the ground right beside where I parked up. Be aware of what you allow into your heart. "Guard your heart above all else, for it is the source of life." Proverbs 4:23 - The Bible

How can i remain within the parameters of direct experience when enquiring into things like my heart, or lungs, or kidneys...when they themselves are not within my direct experience. The confusion (for me) is amplified further when enquiring into things like my happiness or anxiety. These things are not present within my direct experience during my self enquiry practises, so how can i analyse whether or not i would still be there if they were removed...they arent there to begin with, not at that present moment. Also, things like my 'knowledge' or 'memory'...i do not know what it would be like to have lost my memory, since if i did lose my memory i would not remember what it was like to have *not* lost my memory. This disables me from concluding whether or not i would still exist if my memory ceased to exist. I find it incredibly hard to answer the question "if my knowledge was removed, would i be removed" because i do not know how it feels to exist without knowledge. Answers?

@Manjushri spiritual work does not require you to neglect any aspect of your physical human life. The ying and the yang need one another and to neglect either would be foolish, the physical and the spiritual. I actually had a bad LSD trip recently and i looked like a fuckin meth adict for 12 hours and i felt like my life was going to shit because of how disconnected i had become as a result of my meditation...but then i realised that enlightenment does not take you away from a human life... in fact it is the ONLY way to experience a truely normal human life. What im trying to say is, if you are losing a grip on your physical life then know that you dont have to. Enlightenment will not destroy your life, it will create it. Try this, start spending time meditating on new areas of life that you wish to embark on...new activities, ways to make money, develop your physical body and your relationship with your family. when i miss a day of meditation i feel it strongly knocking at the door. Enlightenment is my only hope, and i like it that way. I like the fact that i am weak without meditation and spirituality...it keeps me focused as FUCK. 2 practical tips for you, dont do psychedelics if you have a predisposition to any mental disorders and also, when you feel an "attack" coming (if you do experience this) just force yourself to question it over and over again saying "who is the one who observes this thing?" (allowing yourself to actually become aware of who it is that is actually observing, not just giving a mental answer). Remember, dont just try to "do" new things. you must allow yourself to enter into the new place *in your consciousness* and allow it to saturate your vibrational frequency so it can conceive in your mind...otherwise the growth will be hollow. Learn how to plant seeds of growth deep within your being.

@Charlotte ok...I know when someone wants to talk to me before I see them. Theres all kinds of weird shit....I can predict things INCREDIBLY accurately now Also, I've started doing this thing where I can change things about my life by focusing really hard.

@Nahm well...it's mostly confusion still I'll be completely honest. Definitely lots and lots of confusion. I can feel it pulling me though. It's hard though, it feels like I'm completely in the dark in spite of the incredible clarity that I have seen. It's also a little bit scary...I have no idea wtf is going on haha. Trust is still an instrumental component for now...

@Nahm yeah man, I've been hitting it hard every day...not Gona stop until something gives

@Shadowraix @Leo Gura @Space Good shit gentlemen, good shit. This has saved me unnecessary time and effort. Thank you

I'm just being 100% sure this is the right stuff. I need to test LSD, DMT and 5meo. Ain't no way in fuck I'm doing 5meo before testing it. This eBay add says this "reagent multipack" is for MDMA but it doesent matter does it? The reagents will still work won't they? Also, does 5-MeO-DMT HCL react differently to freebase? (I'm looking for serious answers on this one boys...I value this body very much, it's handy)

Do 5-MeO-DMT HCL, 5-MeO-DMT Freebase and NN-DMT react the same?@Shadowraix

@GabeN im very very very excited to experience the universe eventually. Exit this stupid dream and enter the "real". Its always been my dream to see the stars. I know I can't see them ATM. I'll be able to see them when I disappear tho