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@Cortex I can't wait to just fucking die and get this shit overwith. Get some Bliss for God's sake, literally.

I can't wait to have the revelation that I am immortal

The Bible actually is in agreement with what you said into that mic tho. The word says "he who is joined with the Lord is one spirit with him." It also says "it is no longer I that lives, but Christ that lives In me." Another verse says "we are the body of Christ." And Jesus himself actually says "ye are gods." However this is all spiritual truth (absolute truth), the soul and body are still there...but Catholics are especially focused on works based spiritual performance... constantly focused on what your works are and your sinful side...which of course is not really one with god [in the way I'm referring to it]. Catholics have misinterpreted the word, and so have protestants, I feel as though the closest Christian denomination is protestant, a denomination called "Elim." There are christian teachers who authentically hear gods teachings first hand. Men like "Andrew wommack" and "Todd white" and this [slightly less powerful] guy "francic Chan." But yes, everything in the bible is quite accurate spiritually

@Sharp dw Christians won't kill you but they won't like that. Muslims might hurt u. I would ask, are you fully enlightened? Because if not, what your saying is ideology...im just saying. Proper enlightened beings always bring happiness and unity I find... Galatians 5:22 says the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, goodness, faithfulness, kindness, gentleness and self control. It says these things will *flow* naturally out of your inner being. So then we just have to observe, in this situation did love manifest...or joy, or peace. This is not a criticism AT ALL...I'm just saying, when we don't have something authentically revealed to us by the holy ghost, it's just more human ideas. It's tricky because this kinda shit isint linear at all. There are so many dimensions and movements that are attached to spirituality, for example, it's possible to create the ideology that your reality is an ideology. Your not actually discovering matrix in this instance, your creating another layer of the matrix that is "I am in the matrix." So Satan comes in the form of light, pretending to be god. I gave up on knowledge a while ago. I just assume I'm wrong all the time now tbh. It's very very hard for me ATM actually

@Wisebaxter "focusing" and "letting go" are actually the same in this instance. We are focusing on the nothingness of letting go

I can thank kryia yoga + phyc's for the insight that I am not becoming more aware, it is the awareness that is becoming more human. Amazing

@Matt23 as of late, I have been experiencing some very very deep states, however I've made a vow to myself to completely let go of knowledge and just flow completely from what I feel in the present moment. With kryia yoga, then self enquiry immediately after, then vepaasana as well...6 months in and I'm starting to notice the reoccurring tangable feelings of just the deepening of my awareness I guess, whatever that means. All I do is look for the self, trust god for the rest. I find it works best, literally not thinking about anything at all haha. I've been able to become aware of what some of the rare actual Christian Mystics call "God's voice" and being able to affect things in your life just by focusing for 10 minutes. I started a business in 2 weeks, going to do loads of professional posters laminated all around the local area...I'm gonna teach piano. That's how powerful this voice has been. For me, I've never experienced one singlar point in time that I can say "that was a powerful spiritual awakening experience"...however, I feel this voice telling me that I will yse kryia yoga and 5meo DMT to attain enlightenment. Or at least get closer. I have some in my room, it's HCl so I was going to snort it...however I feel as though this is a better method as opposed to smoking it because I find smoking substances have a far heavily comeup. And my mind can be a, dodgy place like. So I'm gonna have to be careful make sure I'm in a class mood. I know I'm gonna be a bit scared like. Probably a lot actually. But yes I'm starting to experience the Bliss and noticeable change in personality, my lifestyle is much cleaner, I am talking seriously to a really nice looking girl and I like her, and this piano business and meditating and just all the brilliance of god

@Nahm yes, I do feel as though the happiness is reoccurring...like I've experienced happiness before but only at times. I think maybe I actually am happy and it's just because of my beliefs that I make myself happy or sad. I never experienced it reoccurring like that.

@Nahm yes, I do feel much happiness at this point in time like. It's so good

Feels pretty good lol...I guess......oh shit, I just got it...ok, I got it. Hahahahahaha thank you ?

Lol, I mean that its nearly like I'm only now starting to experience what it's like to be human because of how lost I was in false concepts and ideas

@Paul92 what's happening Paul mate, I'm aaron from Northern Ireland. Right, so straight away I'm just gonna tell you that all of these thoughts and emotions are VERY very typical to be seen in someone who is just about to embark on their spiritual path. So don't be depressed, just allow yourself to BE and keep following your heart. Excellent excellent excellent. Do NOT change this. And definitely do NOT believe in nonduality or spirituality. Belief leads to false revelations, and insights of the imagination... Imitations of the truth, instead of the truth itself. Don't reject any conceptualisations of nonduality, just don't believe them...see that whatever you imagine about god, isint actually god...it's your imagination. You will see certain truths when *God* chooses for you to see them. And not before then. It's very important that you neither believe or disbelieve anything. In other words, don't take any step in any direction. The only thing that matters are the practices, get familiar with self enquiry, kryia yoga especially, be careful with phyc's as well...they are explosive. Ohhhhhhh brother, this is FERTILE ground! Deeply philosophical mind, logical, analytical. Beware though, when using the mind to do philosophy, deep inner dissatisfaction arises (at least I find). I have an extremely deep mind, and I know that using it only brings more pain. Instead of eating more from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, you should eat once from the tree of life and become alive. It's all about discovering who/what you are. When using consciousness to see the truth (which is itself, consciousness), God's love and joy and peace overflow out of your heart. You have to die like Jesus died though, the worst death. You must decend to the lowest parts of the earth, and die so that you can be born again of the great one...and become him. "When you close your eyes you see black, you are not the black, *you are the consciousness in which the black exists*." You truly mean this? You'd give anything to be able to live forever? then give your SELF, begin the process of learning what you are by learning what you are NOT. self enquire and search. What part of the body is "you" the left pinkie fingernail? Is that part considered "you"? If it we're removed, would you still be here? Yes? Then you can exist without your pinkie nail, which means the pinkie nail isint you. What about more foundational things like your face...if the skin around your face and mouth was removed and replaced with a new face, would you still be here experiencing life directly? Can "you" exist without your face? Is it "you." What, when removed, causes *you* to be removed. Emotional sensations? Memory? What determines what you are? Is it your taste in music? If that was gone would you still be here experiencing life directly? Find the self, and you will find the gift of God, eternal life. The truth is, you are already an eternal God, it's not your choice...you already are. (Don't believe this though remember! *FIND* the truth by asking and answering simple self enquiry questions) Ok, the concept of "chemistry" you have right now...is happening *within* your consciousness right nowwwww. The idea that it is not happening within your consciousness, is an idea that is also happening within your consciousness. You cannot escape this. The belief that consciousness does not exist, occurs within your consciousness. And the idea that other people have consciousness, is still just another idea... happening within *YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS*.

@Peo just know, you will have physical and mental ramifications if you do this. Your muscles will become extremely weak and stuff if your meditaing all the time...you can develop problems from the withdrawal from your human nature. It would be hard to come back, but I know that enlightenment is the only thing that matters, and if you feel good telling to do some mad 1 year retreat, then you would be an absolute fool not to do it.

@Annoynymous check out shadow work

Love you man

@Aeris I definitely definitely think the best thing to do is work on yourself. Change your vibration and she will like it naturally

@Mafortu 1 John 4:8 (The Bible) "God is love."

@stukem ok...you are not any expression or field or witness. This, and the idea that it's "your purpose to know" is ALLLLLL happening within YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS. Your consciousness is the thing within which these things are perceived. If you want some practical advise...do the practises and just make sure your doing them right constantly. Don't rely on knowledge at all, just let your humans knowledge float and rise with the water level of your *spiritual/experiential* revelations. Literally the only thing that matters are the practises, making sure your doing them right and stuff...using self enquiry, doing retreats, using phycs if you feel ok with it. ***Side note, within self enquiry, don't forget to ask "who is the one who observes" and with whatever answer you give, ask "was this answer observed also?" (Check direct experience) "hmmm yes" [you'll probably say], well who was the one who observes that answer?

@Aakash there really is nothing else that matters other than enlightenment. Everything else is just pretend like...

Well Fuck me sideways and call me Jerry, where the fuck do I sign up ??????????????????????? It's a yes from me. Mate FUCK YEAH, this is gonna be sooo class

@Aeris Have you ever watched Leo's vid on counterintuitive-ness? There's always a counterintuitive move that's the right move. I had a deep insight that was so gradual, I didn't even realise it was an insight one time. It is this; "I am the Lord thy god...Thou shalt have no other gods before me.Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth." Exodus 20:2-4 (the Bible) Leo isint god, he's just a guy who's found god and actually, counterintuitively ? , respecting anyone too much...so that you believe whatever they say, is idolising them. Which actually hinders your growth. The point of this insight is "hold no higher authority than God himself." The best thing you can do for yourself (and leo) is not believing leo. Infact, if you believe everything that comes out of Leo's mouth you'd be more fucked up that before you started listening to him. Only use your direct experience, get familiar with the concept of communicating directly with God and saying "fuck you" to everyone else. This is absolutely necessary for fast spiritual development

Leo's probably off to the Caribbean islands for a month hahahah just not telling us HAHA ?? jammy bastard lol

@Aquarius homosexuality is actually something that you will find of hidden with a lot of the peeps on here. However, the reason for this is a little bit weird... With the kind of stuff that this website focuses on (spirituality, and in particular, general self improvement) it tends to attract a very specific kind of person. I'm not saying this is good or bad I'm just saying it's my observation. A boating shop will naturally attract fishermen, a hospital will naturally attract sick people, a library will naturally attract readers. The typical John Doe that is attracted to self improvement/spirituallity/god is a weak person, likely someone who is at the bottom of the food chain in some way...and in some way, just the lowest of the low. Jesus said that, in his kingdom, the last shall be the first and the first shall be the last. The Bible says that God uses the weak things of the earth to bring to naught, things that are great. And it's also been shown that (especially in males from 17-24) who have some kind of deep inner lack or weakness, turn to homosexuality as a coping mechanism for a lack of self love and authenticity within themselves. I did it to. For me it was my mental illness that caused me to be weak, it's not gone yet like. But it's a hell of a lot better...people only find god when they REALLY search, and why would someone put loads of effort into finding god if they didn't need something desperately. I was indeed the lowest of the low as well. Raised christian, I was the fat annoying Christian 14 year old who always was just somehow annoying and always talked about how you were wrong and I was right. Jesus Christ like. But yeah, thats why you'll find that homosexuality is probably more active within the guys on this site. I realised I wasn't gay though, I mean...fuck, if you wana do that, go for it...this is just an observation of my own that I'm pointing out. One thing I will stress is to *remember* you should not be in denial of any part of yourself. The only way you can heal from something is by first accepting where you are at first. That isint my opinion, this is actually a deep insight I got recently. And it's very important. Accept any of these feelings you have and then look deeper and accept what is there to..

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@Highest i became conscious that god is everything recently. Rather amazing actually