Justine

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  1. Hello is it safe to take acid while on a 3 month long course of antibiotics? I was prescribed antibiotics specifically for cystic acne. Nothing else is wrong with me .and I feel fine.
  2. I have developed this condition 4 months after I healed from covid and its affected a load of the way my food tastes Alot of my food tatse like mold and its really nasty I've had it 8 weeks now and it just seems to be getting worse. And I don't enjoy eating food anymore. Especially out at restaurants. The condition is something to do with the olfactory senses being damaged And I was wondering if there is any kind of nootropic I can take to regrow new cells or heal the damaged ones ? At the moment there is only one cure for it which is done by 2 doctors in texas involving an injection in the neck Which I wouldn't have done anyway even if I lived in texas because the thought of someone injecting something in my neck terrifying me. Does anyone have any ideas that may help heal this condition please?
  3. Hello guys, so leo makes mention of the 10 day retreat and the benefits in one of his videos And due to my low income, which would prevent me from being able to go somewhere to part take this. I have decided to bring it to my home. I will be let a friend hold my phone for this period, which is actually my wifi connection to all my house so il be left with no access to media ect in my home. No soical interactions Will stock up on food for the period. Has anyone done this at home themselves?
  4. @Travelion did you witness the all knowing that you wasn't the only one having the experience, that the entire universe along with you was having the experience. Because you are the entire universe.
  5. @Leo Gura I feel this would of been good advice for me 3 years ago. But it is too late now and I have gone to far. Life is meaningless.
  6. A friend i believe may be on his way to a slow full blown ego death. Day by day he is dissolving and can feel the illusion breaking around him he is almost completed centred and he can feel himself coming completely still. I also witness that he is not himself recently. He has been taking lsd for personal development for 6 years and so he has had a lot of actual ego deaths and learn alot, while on these substances. He says but now, he feels like he is in an almost, if not constant state of heightened consciousness awarness as he would experience while on lsd. He says it feels like he is knocking on heavens door. In chigong and tai chi A particular energy movement is called "knocking on heavens door" Its said to induce a Kundalini awakening Which makes me wonder would this be linked to also kundalini? Hope that makes sense
  7. I recently finished a course of 2 types of antibiotic and loads fo painkillers including codeine I stopped a 2 days ago Is it ok for me to drop acid today?
  8. Hi there. Is it safe to take l theanine prior to tripping on 200ug lsd?
  9. Is leos idea of karma still the same as it was when he filmed his karma video or has it changed since? I'm trying to learn how karma works It's a huge part of my PD at this moment in my life.
  10. "We are all just walking each other home " -Ram dass Another enlightened individual who used suffering as a tool of enlightenment. And what a beautiful loving soul he truly was.
  11. @Tim Gardner hello, tolle, gained this consciousness and enlightenment through suffering. Suffering is a great teacher. Not saying go force yourself through it. Unfortunately for me when I gained this insight I didnt get the full picture. I went on to cause myself intentional sufferings at the thought that it would only make me better and speed my process of enlightenment up and that went horribly wrong which set me right back in my PD. But I'm glad I learned that lesson now I have the insight that even if something worls out a particular way , that it should not be forced by man, but rather accepted, as it flows in and out of our lives. Action with out action , try but dont try -WU WEI God wills to awaken itself in infinite forms through infinite possibilities, no 2 peoples awakenings are identical. Of course until you actually die in real like then youl see how we were all the same entity.
  12. @Leo Gura I realised a few times now, the truth about love and that action out of love, nothing can go wrong. As long as its love. There is no right nor wrong.
  13. Leo before you go, please can I have your input on this subject. My partner has been doing alot of self development recently using lsd And last night he told me that all this time he thought god was the only thing above us as infinite as it is. But recently he has came to a knew deeper inner knowing that there may be something above god, something else. This thought does scare me. I am no where near as self improved and enlightened as he is to even try comprehend. He says it's not good nor bad. But its something trapping us here on this physical plane over and over again.
  14. Thank you, all the best on your break. ?☺️
  15. Has anyone figured out how karma works in depth and how to hack the system of karma without having to walk on egg shells? Do we create our own karma by believing in it? Is it real? What's the natural law on it, is it energy? leo what's your take? Would it be possible to do a video on it?
  16. I have invested in like 15 tabs of 200mg pure lsd tabs And I have used them twice since 400mg the first time then the second time I used 200mg Which takes me down to 12 tabs now Both times were unpleasant experiences I dont handle to come up very well especially the second time it took over 2 hours, and it was only pleasant for 40 mins out of 8 hours trip. I feel like I'm not learning enough each time, it dont feel worth the exhaustion just to learn small things here and there. Long while ago I was okay with lsd and I'd take up to 700 with dmt which gave me the best enlightening experience and show me the infinite. Back then It was easy to let go I was alot stronger willed.. But since April I did mushroom and had a very bad trip which lead to a series of unfortunate events which turned my entire life upside down and I lost everything. So I think from that very experience it has put me back in my development And I'm scared to let go on lsd. Please does anyone know what I can do to prepare myself for an overall better experience that will benefit me for my actulization and enlightenment?
  17. Has anyone here experienced a terrifying dmt void? End of 2017 I started using dmt alot coming into 2018 for around 9 months straight every other day. One day I had a good trip and I came back and I wanted to go back In after 15 min so I did the usually procedure 4 tokes in and out, However this time I rushed the tokes with short period of time in between. I was suppose to hold In each toke 7 secs each but I dont think I was. Which basically cut off all my senses. I saw nothing felt nothing heard nothing and at this point I remember thinking to myself "I have given myself brain damage " I felt as though I had been in this state for longer than i was meant to and seriously thought I was going to end up in a psychiatric ward. Then my visions very gradually started coming back from then and boy was I relieved... after that I never wanted to do dmt again That was the worst trip of my entire life Then few weeks later I knew I had to face dmt and undo my fear of it so I did it which was successful and I was happy, a week or two later I was peeking on lsd and I decided to do dmt and I must of did it again wrong as i did it before and it happend again, but because i had already had this experience before I wasnt as scared. It wasnt untill after I did it this time I worked out that it must be the short puffs in and out that cause this altered state of consciousness. So I'm just wondering does anyone know what I am talking about here could I be right about why it happened this way? I am seriously contemplating getting more that's why I ask. Thanks
  18. @Meditationdude it was bot unhealthy, I intended to use it for my personal development. Thank you. And it taught me alot, especially how to cry.
  19. @Nahm I thought I understood it due to an eminence amount of brutal suffering my entire life. And I thought because of it all I finally made it. And I was accepting of it and knew it to be one of the greatest teachers in my life to give me the enlightenment experiences I had. But now, after the mushroom trip and seeing the future and it all happening grieving my kids, knowing I have no control no free will. That yes it will be ok in the end even if I dont have happiness now it will be ok when I die it will all be worth it all the pain I ever endured all the pain and suffering all the universe endured all worth it for that one moment, that death brings to me, to experience the infinite again for the infinite time to then through myself back in this life to play it all over again. I know it will all be worth it. I've seen it before. There is nothing like the absolute beauty and love of death. Maybe I dont know the depth of suffering yet. Maybe one day il get through this and then il let myself once again, I thought I knew before untill I knew this, and then il know once more, that I still dont know. Because as far as the infinite goes we will truly never know. Then that's what scares me, just how much do I have to suffer again to see what I have to see to feel what I have to feel to know more than i know now . I always knew it's not meant to be easy. I knew the harder it is the better the reward. Perhaps i have not suffered enough. The devil is so powerful Why do I fear it? When I know that to is me. It wants me to think its setting ne up to fail when its setting me up to a great achievement because the only way to god is through the devil. To know what one is, one must know what it is not!! I should just do it. There is no other way. It's either I suffer more or il be stuck here. Wishing death took me sooner than later.
  20. @Leo Gura I am just confused because I thought I had done alot of work already passed alot of these ego traits and shadows. Life was amazing I was doing so well, end 2018 to march. Then by the end of april I lost myself (the higher self I had worked so hard to bring into my life) because I was ungrateful for what I became . I cried one night when I realized I lost everything i ever knew i was, all these 28 years and i couldn't recognize myself. I did alot of awareness work and used l-theanine daily. And used 600-700 lsd every fortnight. Now Its like I'm at the beginning again but even worse. I literally feel like I'm in an abys. I think sometimes that maybe I took on too much to soon and learned things I was not ready to learn. And I couldn't integrate it all properly. Either way it is what it is now I'm really struggling to pick myself back up. Second time it's harder. Your video (life unfolds I'm chapters and phases) explains it. How one can get to a particular phase and if they dont push through with it it's harder the next time. Well this is where I am. I have being watching and learning your videos for 3 years and was always so exciting but now I'm past the excitement as it's no longer NEW to me. I feel numb.
  21. @Inliytened1 quite the opposite made me feel as though all conciousness that ever exsisted was now trapped inside nothing. I guess leo aims it up well, I was scared because the ego dont want to not exist.