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I've started similar thread on reddit. The practice called Kunjal Kriya. You drink 3l of salty water (salt prevents acid secretion, so there should be no damage to teeth in theory). But unfortunately I've stopped doing this practice because I'm not able to vomit out all water and it goes down the intestine. https://www.reddit.com/r/yoga/comments/vapmpi/cant_vomit_out_all_water_kunjal_kriya/
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what do you mean by this? Actually I want to said I'm circumsed - so does anything changes with that? I'm more afraid to do cunnilingus to every girl I meet
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Sometimes when I go to the toilet I go near the cat and can't stop and give him a few strokes. After that, I go to the toilet and touch my penis. Should I be concerned? Could I get some infections in such a way? By the way, I have an outdoor toilet, where there is a bucket underneath your asshole which you are shitting into. As I suspect there are many bacteria floating in the air, toilet paper got covered by them. Could it also be a threat to infections? By the way, another question. Is there a risk of catching some infections from oral sex? Even kisses or laying in bed with another person may give you an undesirable microbiome. Sadhguru has the following perspective on this in his book "Karma": when you have a lot of sex with different people you are accumulating karma (memory), and women are more sensitive and accumulate more of it. Anthony Williams says in his book Cleanse to heal that you can catch a parasite an unproductive bacteria or a low-grade virus from a kiss, from common-living people. What do you guys think about these topics?
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Since the middle of the winter I've got ear ringing, it disturbs me at night and prevents me from falling asleep. The feeling slowly progresses, and I start feeling the slight aching in another ear. What I think it could be related to: I am doing jala neti (cleansing the nasal cavity with salty water), and the water I might have used wasn't very clean I've stopped the practice and I will wait for a few weeks to check if it was causing it I've caught a 'cold' - exposed ear to cold during winter My organism is highly intoxicated - there was a period of 2 years when I was eating a lot of junk food. Because of it, I have a lot of chronic symptoms: neural tics, restless leg syndrome/muscle cramps/stiffness(cured this), spasms, hot flashes, etc I suppose to do some shankha prakshalana (yogic practice of cleansing the intestine with salty water The complicated factor is that I don't have money now, I'm stuck in a small village in Ukraine, and my grandma sustains me. I've got some job offers in Poland but men are not allowed to leave the country (due to obvious reasons). If I would have enough money, and access to a grocery store with a bunch of celery, I would do Anthony Williams 3:6:9 cleanse (celery helped me earlier, but then I temporarily moved to my grandma where I wasn't able to access celery). Also, my grandma bakes some cakes after which I don't feel good, and my health problems only strengthen. When I was sustaining myself I didn't have a problem with healthy eating, but now when a smelly pie lies on a table I couldn't avoid eating it. Other ways I suppose to do to cure myself continue to do yoga. Yoga offers a lot of asanas that massage the internal organs and thus push dirty blood to be filtered do shankha prakshalana do 36hrs water fasts every week try not to concentrate to avoid junk food but to eat as much healthy food I can What do you think could be a reason to ear ringing issue, and how to cure it? Again, I know the tools, but couldn't afford them right now, and fear that if I wait for half of the year, my health would be destroyed
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I have the same issue, I would go to a doctor in the coming days
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In my case, it doesn't feel like I've become conscious of the all-penetrating AUM or sth. It is persistent, it affects only one ear, sometimes I experience mild pain, feel like there is some 'water' in there. Generally, I have a lot of chronic illness symptoms and in the background of these symptoms ear ringing doesn't seem to be a sign of spiritual growth I would visit a doctor at the soonest time.
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Revolver - stage yellow movie with elements of spiritual wisdom packed in an envelope of Las Vegas, gangs, robbing a casino etc Peaceful warrior - about a hero's journey, living your purpose American made - a beautiful movie with Tom Cruise
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EugeneTheSage replied to IAmReallyImportant's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
I watched this video. I'm Ukrainian. WION point of view is also not complete. It is clear that they didn't go very deep, and don't understand all subtleties of Ukrainian politics (connection of Zelensky to oligarchs and other stuff) -
EugeneTheSage replied to hello1234's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
How to know if it is legit? I'm also Ukrainian by the way -
When I overwatching especially bad, I usually wake up very early, don't need to beg myself to wake up and feel refreshed. I wonder how does it even work? Maybe I'm doing some reset through this addiction? I think contemplating about the fact that this habit doesn't serve me, could help. Sometimes I have a gap between impulse to go to YouTube, and pressing the icon, I stop and understand that it doesn't serve me, there is nothing new I can find. Or read a book. As after reading EasyPeasy I found it easier to stop porn, so the 'deepen your understanding' principle can change the current habit
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There are such evenings when I've done everything and ready to preapre to sleep, but the finger falls onto YouTube icon. I can waste few hours watching videos. Then I can't sleep because I have tensions in my eyes. And in the morning I can't wake up. So i can't fall asleep, I can't wake up - that feels really terrible, exhausts me, makes me less efficient, ruins my vision, sometimes triggers other addictions such as PMO, eating what I wouldn't normally do. That is one of the major obstacles to happiness (sometimes when I manage not to behave in such a way i feel genuinly happy). When I decide to read a book I find it troublesome because my dopaminergic system is burnt out and simple tasks are not as exciting. 3 years before I was much more disciplined and focused than now. Another aspect that irritstes me: at evening I feel more energy to do something, but I want to restore regimen, so I don't allow myself to work on a project, so I sneak on these YouTube videos. Then I wake up late, work for 3hrs and then the day ends and I can't work, so I watch videos instead. It doesn't happen every day, just occasionally Right now I am doing yoga, Shambhavi Mahamudra Kriya meditation and these practices help, but my sleepless nights sometimes interfere with these habits so they are less efficient, so the pattern perpetuates hindering to resolve it. Can you reccomend some materials, books, lifestyle changes that could help me? I'm more interested in a long term solutions. Maybe I just need to take 1 month off work and spend time walking in the forest the whole week but I couldn't allow myself because I'm so eager to build a portfolio of a 3D designer
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Again: I have an intuition that I should stop any computer work for a month and work out all the excessive energy: have a lot of walks, jogging, yoga, but I can't allow myself to because it would lenghten my time working on a dead-end job
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Another example: right now i watched videos, ate (foods that are not aligning with each other), then drank water, then ate again - now I guaranteed to have a big heavy belly so I don't even consider to try to sleep, and also I am resistant to meditate because it I feel tooo heavy to put any awareness in the body
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@John Paul 4 years ago I was very disciplined and waking up was really easy. Right now I just can't force myself. Yeah, maybe I can drink more. But here is the problem with the food: I eat 2 times per day and don't have much flexibility with it because you need to wait 4 hrs before yoga nad Shambhavi Mahamudra Kriya or do them first thing in the morning. Or wake up earlier and then your 'useful day' is longer. But the problem is that I can't wake up)
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My recent 3D visualisation artwork https://www.artstation.com/artwork/03BPke
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I've read easypeasy recently. Right now 5 days without PMO. Guy busts the myth that you experience pleasure from porn and you give up something valuable
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@Knowledge Hoarder @Human Mint@Vincent S @Vincent S (can't delete markers) They weren't done by me. They represent the harmony of the movements
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As it may be obvious it isn't PMO. My Grandma has a cat [female] and she likes me stroking and petting her. I realised that she wan'ts rough strokes instead of soft ones. Sometimes she induces me to do this dives under my palms inducinng me to stroke her. That act of rough petting reminds me the sex with a real girl. My movements are harmonical, like music, decisive nevertheless ruthless. Sometimes they remind me a sine wave or a S-curve (if you are 3D/2Dan animator you now what I mean). There are interchangeable periods of rapid stroking and culmination, sometimes her 'murring' resemble the rhytm of the moaning of the woman. Before I discovered this practice with the cat, there was an experience with a real girl and she told it was the best experience in her life (she seemed sincere, since it was hard to hide). It is definitely the result of doing acid and practicing Shambhavi Mahamudra Kriya every day. Hopes it will help you, guys
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@Human Mint I haven't tried othes. Only mushroom microdosing. No, I don't think it is@Vincent S (Can't delete marker) because of acid. Just gnereally - because of altered states of consciousness @Vincent S Absolutely agree. I can also see that. Having an enemy is also having a sex. I watched King Arthur and knights of round table, and here the arthur won in a duel with saxon chief. His last words were "Eventually somebody won me" - this indicates that even the most tyrant want to be submissed, want to be on a feminine side of a sex
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No. Just the fact thet my logic become more visual because of spiritual experiences. I wouldn't even name it a logic - I became more emotional.
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If you want to do music I'd recommend building a really strong skill. Before starting some enterprise I ask myself: "Would you continue with this project if it would take 2 times more time, energy, money than your estimate?". If not I wouldn't start it
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@Focus Shift I also want to do psychedelic videos like you. Currently I tearing apart which route to choose: hard surface 3d modeling (tanks, cars, robots) for games and movies or Houdini motion design. Inspired by https://youtu.be/Kpm1l0HfkV0 https://youtu.be/iIpwbbkFi-8
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@Focus Shift Sorry
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EugeneTheSage replied to Peter-Andre's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
I am from Ukraine, so this is not a bad thing for us here! If there would be no competent successor then it will hard times for Russia. -
I've dropped high school at the age of 17. I don't recommend you to do that) After doing this I found a decent job and had been rapidly promoted. But then I quit it (because guys had shady marketing strategies) and had hard financial situation during the winter. There were times when I was renting an awful dirty room with mold. During that winter I began addicted to junk food which at that time I wasn't even touching for the 2 years time. The things spiraled down: I started masturbating once again, playing video games (which I also wasn't doing for a long), and to sustain this destructive lifestyle I was borrowing money. I developed over 2000$ in debts - enormous money for Ukraine. My health was in a horrible state because of junk food. Then I went to a nearby country Poland where I worked this money out (it took me 2years) and now I am alright. It was very hard to end addictive behaviors, and I still masturbate. I dropped school without knowing my life purpose, so I was just drifting trying different jobs, and starting each time from scratch. Fortunately, I corrected this. Dropping the school helped me find Life purpose at a faster pace, but at a bigger price. It could be the case I would not survive the hard periods and quit self-actualization. Right now I have a good financial situation, working on my skills to become a full-time 3D graphic designer. My health is still not in the best condition, I did some detoxes, and in 2 months I will have a possibility to do a 3:6:9 detox by Antony Williams book "Cleanse to heal". I am also establishing everyday yoga practice, and I've been initiated into Shambhavi Mahamudra Kriya. Don't drop the school unless you have strong expertise in some field that will be able to deliver value to society and in return sustain you. I highly recommend book by Cal Newport "So good they can't ignore you" - he busts the myth of "following your passion". Absolutely agree