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@kira Don't over-complicate this. Just put it in a mini plastic seal bag (the one that is used to keep weed in) and just put in the freezer.

This is a good one!

If it's already on paper just put it in the freezer. Works for me.

@Adilbek You are a "It" no gender, no form, but everything at the same time at once. When Leo is saying that he is God he doesn't mean it from an Ego's perspective, he is speaking from the absolute sense, because there is nothing else but God. Total non-duality, total singularity. Once you have a mystical experience you wake up from the illusion that you are a human being, separate from God, and then you realize that you are One with it, later you understand that you are literally God. This work takes time, don't think it's one awakening and your done. In my personal experience I've gone through several awakenings and you understand more with each awakening. You understand it more clearly, you can wrap your mind around it.

Such arrogance

By the way our normal consciousness level is yet too low to awaken fully, it's a part of evolution. Consciousness grows on it's own when you are getting older, you are way more conscious then when you were a teen, and you will be more conscious after 10 years. This is where yoga/meditation comes in, you "speed up" your normal consciousness evolution and after 10-20 years you might grow it enough to awaken fully. It's just evolution.

Doing Yoga will heal your body if you do it correctly which is beneficial on it's own but this is another topic. Growing consciousness/awareness through meditation/yoga is crucial in this work. Once you have a nice base then trying psychedelics will just sky-rocket your built consciousness through the roof, you might not even handle such consciousness, tripping you might "feel" some things, but you can't understand what it is. It takes time. In my experience when I do a lot of yoga and smoke weed at the weekend my consciousness just blows me out so much that I just can't handle so much awareness, also I'am using a vaporizer to smoke it, it makes more of a mental high than a body compared to a bong hit. Also I smoke max 0.4g, that's enough for me cause when you are stoned af you just can't contemplate normally. Also I've worked with it for a long time now, not many people can awaken through weed. It's a tool and you must learn how to use it to your advantage, not just surrender to laziness and entertainment like Youtube videos, music, movies and food cause that will be a temptation towards those things. Here this pic might help you to understand more about how consciousness works. (it's just a model, but you might benefit from it)

@ttm That's how reality works. Some "rant", some "defend".

@Justine You will out of this home-retreat. Maybe not as much as leaving your home living near a forest (electronics/radio waves/wifi signals tires the body.) But still do it!

We are probably both projecting stuff. Understand that it's very very hard to communicate through some forum using written words. To completely understand a persons view you have to have a linguistic conversation face to face because a lot is said by HOW you said something. You must hear the intonation and the emotion behind the words spoken to fully understand. I don't mean anything in an angry way, you probably read and thought that, that's OK from my POV cause I understand this problem. Which is also not spoken by other people and I myself see tons of confusion here on the forum and else where like emails, chats, public comment sections such as youtube etc. Im not here to defend.

I can't take people seriously when they speak such things.

You see how you yourself are dependent on Leo? If he does something that no other man is trying to do (go that deep to the extreme) you start to doubt spiritual work. Tons of people left Leo when he started spiritual work and moved pass Stage Orange (basic self-help material). Tons of people left Leo when he started to say that he was God. Tons of people will doubt and leave Leo after this retreat. If you doubt him then leave and let it be, don't just rant about it here on the forum. You are probably just angry that he goes deeper/faster and doesn't resonate with you anymore.

@ElenaO Reiki kinda helps a person to get grounded, especially when the person is in a lot of anxiety and worry. It helps to relax a person, also reiki energy heals. I got a first initiation a while back, but I'm so lazy to give myself reiki everyday. But once I do it I feel it immediately, calmness/love flows through my body.

@moon777light You feel it because the meditation itself grew your awareness and thus making you more self-aware of your emotions. That's why you are feeling it, your awareness is like a knife which now became more sharper. Also your ego is resisting it, that's why you feel bad emotions so you quit and degrade to your base level for a little while until you still find the strength to meditate and restart all over. These on's and off's are quite frequent for myself. I do yoga and just can't stand it for weeks until I go back to my earlier stage. That's the magnetic pull of the ego identity. My tip would be just do it no matter what comes up. You will break through it eventually if you have accumulated enough inner strength and will power.

Good work! You are moving to stage Yellow! You are becoming a systemic thinker, it first shows up when you are self-reflecting and being honest about your not knowing, this is a HUUUUUUGE step for you! Be happy!

Staying present grows your awareness and ability to be in the moment, it's also a technique! Do it! Also don't forget to do other consciousness work exercises like contemplation and actual breathing meditation or yoga. You need to quiet down the mind for this work we are doing.

This made me awake so much that I actually felt like I was in Paris.

@ivankiss Thank you! It's amazing that some of you are sharing these insight here so beautifully.

His wife is already gone. Maha-samadhi. In my stand point I have a wife, but after 2.5 years of being together our paths actually changed and now we are in a crisis moment where it's either we cope with it or we leave each other in order to walk our own path. And I want to be alone actually, nothing could hold me back from doing what ever I want. I have a way different vision of how my life should be now vs what I thought some time before. I think I will actually get divorced, but not only for me, for her also, cause I see that I hold her back from her "true dreams" and I see that it's not me that she actually wants and I understand that which makes it easier to make the decision. I'm actually looking forward for it, no matter if it means divorce, being single, social judgment etc. It's best for us to just set apart and be. We will be way more happy without each other than just suffering trying to pull it together. Also I have the same problem where our consciousness is different so we see the world and our life differently, we have different needs. Just think what you want and make the decision. You don't need a SO to live. You have yourself for it. Also you can just hang out with different people when you feel like it. But I think for you it would be way easier to just split. @mikey1028 Good luck!

"The trial never ends"

@Annoynymous Weed takes too long to work with. Also it has bad after effects, such as brain fog, and addiction to it. Either smoke it every few weeks to think about what is going on in your life. Never use it daily though.

Ofc it's regular exercises. You won't even reach those peaks with psychedelics if you don't have a well developed consciousness/awareness.

@DreamScape Total non-duality shows what is God

@DreamScape It wants to experience itself.