Galyna

Leo has video about it, talks about it for two hours straight.

@VeganAwake Thanks for your comments. ?

? Thanks. I feel so much joy, this is unbelievable.

Thanks! Driving and watching self-deception part 1.

@Salvijus oh dear, there is no meaning behind it, unless “you” assign it. but thanks for the words.

@VeganAwake understanding has happened. What helped is first I was aware of being aware, then I became unaware of the observer and became experience. I became nothing. This is huge. Being just happens.

@Salvijus Natural.

Love you, Leo. Everything, including your forum and important people that came from it into my life this year, was developed and tailored specifically for this experience. Ego is still there and is looking forward to "grasp" Absolute. I am so naive at this point bc I still do not understand how frightened and scary and terrifying will be to become Singularity. Ego still wants to claim this experience expecting so-called " Total Enlightenment", but we both know that there is no such thing as "enlightenment" and there is no such thing as "ego" all just thoughts! Working on deconstructing the concept of time and dualities. Hoping from all my heart to break through. When thoughts arise, they are recognized immediately as just thoughts and I let them go. No-mind is my best friend here. Want to forget all the concepts and everything I've ever learned. No books now, just meditation and being in the present moment. Losing myself to the raw experience is the best thing that ever happened in my life. It is the most pleasant thing I've ever felt. Feels like when in this state of no-mind I become a superhuman. Everything is done for me, this is amazing. I can be so focused on the task, I become the task I am doing and it is total equanimity! Intuition helps a lot, no need to worry about whether going right or left, the body does it automatically. Complete surrender and relaxation. Losing the grip of control. Feels like I trust and surrendered to God. Universe talks to me through synchronicities. This is amazing. This how the experience feels like when using human language, of course, this is just a construct of the mind. I understand that whatever is there for me on the other side of the river will never be explained in linguistic terms.

Your mind is not a good friend here, all that is needed is your intention to get the truth and ability noticing the blind spots. Start with being aware of your thoughts, feelings, and perceptions. Plus ofc meditation. The mind wants to cling and speculate. Staying alive vs dying another theme for the mind to run with and never shut up. @lmfao Congrats, dark night is the best thing that can happen in your life. Have you started to notice synchronicities? Just do not close off, let all the negative feelings and emotions to be there. What helped me to become "nothing" is to let go of the most intimate desire in my life, it was the last thing this ego could not let go of. Once you are empty you will get another spiritual epiphany. Also, I want it (understanding my true nature) more than anything in my life. Thanks, my friend. But even Jed can not help at this point, I am on my own completely!

"You" is the thought as well.

@justfortoday short answer would be "yes" and "no"

@Nate0068 by grounding yourself in the present moment and by becoming aware of your thoughts, feelings, and perception.

@latina25 Can experience be someone else's? If yes, who is the owner of it?

then what are they if not just thoughts?

Understanding is the wrong word, would be proper to ask what else is there for me to drop and let go? To go back and unlearn everything I knew before to embrace the paradox. Dualistic thinking is on the way, should be dropped completely where everything collapses into Singularity, which is God/Love.

Thanks, my friend, working on a time and space concept, deconstructing those. What happened to me is amazing. I got my first realization (which I always had, but never paid attention to) of being Nothing! Hurray, the stars are falling from the sky and I am dancing watching the moon!

Talking happens ?

hahaha, but we both know that these are just thoughts...."you", "I", "looking", "alive", "eyes", "kidding" etc......

@Someone here Lol, you want me to express something with language, you got me. However, mystical experience and major epiphany are yet to come.

@Someone here Good luck to us, the major breakthrough is coming. You realize that even these words are just an ego trying to define undefinable.

Hold on with me, there is more to come... Right now working on encapsulating the paradox. Still not there to blur the distinction between nothing and everything.

@Javfly33 there is no such thing as other people. There is also no such thing as time. Get rid of observer, time, perception...other people can’t be experienced. People are a concept of your mind. When hearing, seeing, and perceiving happens prior to any thought it becomes an inseparable bundle. There is no mind or a thought!!! there to register “other people”, as when you become raw experience, there is no observer. There is Nothing there.

Nah...theoretical knowledge prepared a good foundation for us to not be scary. We are ready for this and it was expected. But at the same time, feels a bit like denial or resilience. this stage shall pass, moving toward God like a rolling snow ball or avalanche. The funny is that I got used to being aware but had gaps in my day when I was loosing the observer and was falling asleep. now i will have gaps when I am the observer and nothingness. Lol. It makes sense to me. No mind , no thoughts, just pure being.

@Someone here Sommie, this song is for us ?

Exactly, when is just a raw being there is no one there to register the experience. When registering happens, “You”become the observer again. Still can’t fathom nothingness and everything as being a paradox and is all One!