Javfly33

Thanks bro, definetely your words resonate. I Will definetely check out that book. I feel It could be a good turning point in my current phase of my Life in regards to sex 👌🌊blessings.

@StarStruck i do. I spent 4K in sex content last years. Now im almost 0$ in bank account. Altough not just because of that just reckless irresponsible spending since having moms economic couch in the back of my Mind subconsciously not caring much about money Now that im separating from my mom im fucked, also feel so dumb for having spent money so carelessly 🤦🤦🤦 I Hope i dont get laid off from work if not im really fucked dude

I actually didnt told her fuck you. I didnt insult her. I just told her she was a narcisist and similar things and hypocrite etc and dont message me more on WhatsApp Got it. My idea was not to completely cut relationship but at least some months. She messages me on WhatsApp at least once a week for years. And thats after i stop answering his calls because i told her phone conversations with her was not doing me good. I told her adults have respect for other adults if the other adult is asking for some distance the other adult should respect that, knowing im not asking her any money or anything since years ago It would be nice to hear more details in your story though

I think that Thinking that thinking can be a good thing is a great thought and something to think aboutz dont you think so?

Yeah, the funny thing is i already Live in my own from 4 years ago or so. But subconsciously i think i havent been able to tell her fuck you because i was leeching of their economic safety (never ask her for money, but knowing you have an asset of economic safety It can be very entangling for you to Keep maintaning that relationship). Last week i told her fuck you for the first time and now i realize i almost have no money in bank account and job status is meh. So yeah lol Talk about being unrresponsbible, Now i face true reality lol For sure (GREAT point) Until this... 🤣🤣🤣You couldnt avoid saying that could you? 🤣🤣🤣

I get you but i dont think everyone can do sexual transmuttation. Now that you mention hard drugs, ive done hard drugs and compared to not watching porn, they are easy to abstain from them. Porn seemed just impossible for me.

What you mean? @Hojo Im not sure. My sexual tendencies range between the most dysfunctional violent masochist shit and the more masculine loving alpha super healthy ones. Seems the more i fully open myself to observe the dysfunctional ones the more fast the process goes. Kind of a ptds soldier or russian prision surviver, they dont want to relieve the memories but until that no process in their Mind can truly happen to grow i Guess

@Someone here holy shit dude Look at wikipedia says: " ānanda signifies eternal bliss which accompanies the ending of the rebirth cycle. Those who renounce the fruits of their actions and submit themselves completely to the divine will, arrive at the final termination of the cyclical life process (saṃsāra) to enjoy eternal bliss (ānanda) in perfect union with the godhead. " Literally yesterday i had the same idea. Before reading that wikipedia Page. I had the intuition, reincarnation process ends when consciousness realizes itself as Pure Bliss (its own nature/ purest quality). And until that happen the consciousness keeps reincarnating in bodies in order to be able to consciously Awaken. Im not fantasizing. Are you jealous of me i get to experience true Bliss? You shouldnt, this didnt come free. Ive invested about 500 hours or more in current yoga process which delivers this kind of realizations. And even, this does not come each day. ""What if you realize that everything is already perfect, divine, whole, complete?"" Yes and no. Because as wikipedia says, much probably the work is making those states of being a reality, more than conceptually telling Yourself is all perfect and bliss while not quite true feeling perfect and bliss Cycle of reincarnation Will Keep repeating if not handling this properly. You have been warned! 🫢 There is a difference between concepts and reality. Is very different to conceptually telling Yourself is all bliss vs actually Being That. The difference might be stopping the cycle of reincarnation or not. So, the stakes are high. Your perspective of just fuck everything probably wont cut It. But...you do you. Lets see Who bet most wisely.

@Bazooka Jesus

Yesterday was in a sharing hippie group circle people sharing stories of their trips, and I couldn´t avoid looking at the phone of one of the girls there and I became conscious that phone was infinity, she is God, the whole room where we were was truly Love, Infinity. Awakening can take a lifetime because you can deny it for a lifetime , no ego wants to accept other Beings are also Infinite, they are part of your Dream. Is too real, it would make you shed tears if you would be in this type of realization constantly. To see others and truly accept they are God and Infinite as You, and there is no separation because there is no separate self, just Infinite Consciousness, is something in my back of my mind I keep repeating it can not be possible, but perception is becoming more and more clear, God is preparing me for true Heaven, true Infinite Love.

we will gladly accept it, and we would appreciate an invitation to the European Union too That will be all, Signed The Not-YET Independent Republic of Catalonia.

Damn, didnt got the news independence was finally achieved 😂

Maybe I went a bit too much LMAO. But I would say realistically I have hit the 600 hours mark at least. What you experience? How do you know that what you experience is Kundalini? I mean I do hatha yoga but in the past I did maybe 50 hours of Kundalini Yoga, experienced all sorts of crazy shit/releases, but how do you know that those things is the kundalini raising or not?

I´ve done at this point over 1000hours of Yoga and I never have reached that kundalini awakening thing. But hey, that doesn´t mean is not there. Yoga definitely is a super profound complex ancient tool. Who knows.

@Emerald interesting. What is womens collective wound? How It relates or differenciates from the collective shame wound of men?

@Princess Arabia yeap well said 😊 Yes i agree, people make a fuzz out of it I dont know, i used to think as you but when i was on no fap i had more sexual type of Thoughts around women. You could say this does encourage you more to approach them though Thats the way for sure lol

I cant remember but i think not more than 12 years old

Ok got it. @Water by the River by the way, is It called "mahamudra" because It "seals the Non Dual Realization"? Just looked in Google what mahamudra means and It says "great seal". Funny enough, the yoga kriya practice ive been focusing past 2 years has the Word mahamudra in It too 😲

yes. Should I stop?

that's a good one

Yeah man I think at this point is just a Matter of Accepting It, and stabilizing fully as @Water by the River said, thanks for the info btw. @Bazooka Jesus @Razard86 what you mean with God consciousness? Being conscious an object is Infinite Love/Being/Consciousness?

See is very tricky. There is actually no difference between a DMT breakthrough where you are seeing constant visuals and mandalas and This "physical Reality". Realizing both are literally the same is the key. That there is no physical world nor a physical dimension AT ALL. When you see your laptop screen right now you are seeing Consciousness forming an object. You are seeing MIND. I was going to actually post a mantra song telling you guys that if i repeat this mantra i become conscious the walls of my room are made of Brahman, Mind, and if i utter the mantra right i literally can communicate with Infinity Gods (Basically You guys LOL) and break the boundary of physicality But then i thought...wait a minute. Why i have to do the mantra stuff to communicate with them if there is such a thing as the internet already LOL? And It hit me, oh wait, maybe the internet is literally imagined by consciousness right fucking now. Maybe the INTERNET CABLE IS LITERALLY THE SAME AS A MANDALA OR PATTERN THAT YOU SEE ON DMT. Is completely imaginary/pure MIND. When you go out each morning to throw the Bin to the container, the container is as imaginary as a beatiful pattern you see on an Lsd trip. Complete MIND. 0 substance. And yes, THIS IS FUCKING INSANE. Is all a projection. A projection of inmense proportions. Not Only because of how Big It is, also because of the congruence of It. Just because you see the same apartment/Building for 70 years does not mean is imaginary. This is fucking Infinity/Unlimited reality we are talking here. If It wants to imagine an apartment Building for 70 fucking years It does It. No problem. And other Infinity Gods that experience and Live in that Building also experience that Building. When you die the Building Still exists, as long as other Infinity Gods are Still in the dream, the Building doesnt dissappear until all Creation ends. (What would be a Universal Mahasamadhi you could say). As Leo said, there are levels of Awakening, never stop becoming more conscious. This shit goes deeper and deeper.

Was meditating and the neighbours kids were arguing about some shit with their parents. I couldn´t avoid perceiving the Love that emanated of each of their voices, even though they were arguing. The bliss of GOD. At that point was fully conscious there was no difference between my cousins and those kids, or my parents and those parents. Clear perception that their voices are literally Consciousness. Consciousness (or God) is 'all over the place'. There is no such a thing as 'my consciouness'. (Biggest bullshit I ever came up with. )

It doesn´t need a how. Is pure intelligence.

Right, I understand you know. In my experience you only need to focus and work on building regular habits, attitudes and actions that go against the "ghosting patters". For example, one of my clear ghosting patters in using drugs, I don´t have a physical dependency in the sense I need a drug to be funcional, like your brother might need, but I can clearly see from time to time I use drugs to numb and create a fake comfort chemical atmosphere. This type of pattern slows down progress and reduces clarity on where one is in life. But mind picks up this ghosting patterns because mind Is usually about homeostasis, comfort, cyclical nature. Is not about expansion and transformation. Is something 'natural' for the mind. What I have done that has improved my relationship with this 'ghosting patters' is that instead of judging them and try to avoid them, reject them, completely Focus my attention, focus, and energy on the things that are anti-ghosting, in my case, last year which I was trying to improve my social circle, going out 3 days a week for a full year. While this year ghosting patters where there but I accept them as rain in the sky, what I made sure is to focus on going out, and even though there were ghosting patters through the whole year while doing this, there was a certain transformation and expansion going on. Another example would be this current year, where I am focusing and going deep in Yoga practice. Is another example of anti-ghosting actions because it not only improves awareness and clarity of mind it kinda automatically has made easier to let go certain addictive or compulsive tendencies such as using drugs. So even though the mind still feels the desire to scratch the itch with the ghosting pattern, I don´t pay it much attention. I just keep myself focused. In other words, focus on Consciousness instead of compulsiveness, whatever turns out that to be in your situation. And compulsiveness and avoidance patters will slowly being to fall or be reduced on their own. If you focus on trying to reduce or eliminate the compulsive or cyclical patters you are just feeding more on to them. Where your focus is, is where your life will grow. Hope that helps-