Javfly33

I said sorry because it seems it has been God the one who suffered my ignorance. I know it's untouchable formlessness etc and so on but it felt like it . Of course this duality really doesn't make sense because there's no separation between ego-god. Ego are just thoughts appearing in awareness. But ..you know ?? @Inliytened1 ?

The amount of suffering and self-denial, the amount of rejection towards self-expansion and self-expression that I have caused to this avatar @Javfly33 designed by God, it's undeniable at this point. All of that has been caused by me, the ego. I have caused this inner joyful and pure light @Javfly33 lots of suffering, I have mistreated his body. I, as an ego, by believing myself to be somebody, I forced @Javfly33 to be a certain way, I stretched and compressed his heart, his power, his freedom. Forgive God because I don't exist and all my life has been trying to leave a fake mark of my delusion and devilry, only You but showing me that I am not but I am You, has given me the clarity to let go and surrender to You I say I am sorry a thousand times. Forgive me @Javfly33 because I didn't know what I was doing. I was deeply ignorant. Now you are free.

Quit caffeine.

Fuck THIS, I´m on day 12 and I can´t fucking focus on work. Literally I have done in the last 12 days like in 2 days that I would do on caffeine. Energy levels for exercising and physical energy it´s OK, once I get moving I am more or less the same as I was on caffeine. But mental work? OMG! Such an idiot I was conditionining myself all of this years working with coffee.

How could it not?¿, This is life, after all. Lately I've been waking up from sleeping and I find myself that I can't believe this is actually happening. Like...yeah, I'm actually literally hacking Reality! Omg how this is even possible. Yet here it is. It's happening. We are IT

@Someone here I´ll try to explain it with an analogy of a videogame. Imagine that you are a character inside a videogame and the videogame is programmed with a certain typed language and a certain rules. All characters, are programmed to understand and interact precisely with this typed language and with its rules. This is applicable to 100% of characters. Until know there´s no way out of this typed language and rules because that´s just how the programming is. But suddenly imagine we inject into this videogame a hack. It´s an script that if run against the characters, they will be able to step out of the typed language and rules for some time. During this time they will be able to completely think and operate withouth 0 rules. This could mean even realizing that they are inside a videogame and this videogame is not reality. But just a part of it. And precisely a very small part of it, of infinite possibilites. To the realization of the existence of this whole reality, and not just a videogame, they will call this Infinity. Also, some of them they will no longer consider the script an object using the typed language of the videogame, because the script itself let them saw that actually the typed language and the rules of the videogame were just "programmed". They weren´t really grounded in anything. Now substitue script by psychedelic, videogame by what you call "real life", typed language by logical thinking and linear thinking, and rules by science and materalism. I hope you got an idea.

I started to contemplate about a particular person in my life, wondering if this person actually had its own POV. It become clear to me that my "presumption" about this person having their own POV as mine, was held in my imagination and has been held there all the time. Afterwards I had a shift in perspective. Other POV's can't never happen because the mere concept about "other" is held in imagination! Since "other POV" is just a thought/imagination, they are not real POV's. A real POV can only happen RIGHT HERE!!!!! Basically I'm totally alone, I'm talking to myself, and there aren't any other persons having it's own experience. Not unless I experience their POV. If this would happen, then yes, the "other POV" would be TRUE, but funny thing, at this point it wouldn't be "other" because remember their POV's would need to happen ... RIGHT HERE!! In order to be TRUE. Anything else is imagination.

Just stop wasting time and energy

No, it's not worth it. It still a good documentary since most society still see psychedelics as something extremely dangerous and reckless, but the documentary depicts a use still very recreational. You won't find "How did I used LSD to Awaken".

@Visionary Amazing video!

You're not going to understand shit if you put x2 speed. Those videos are way too advanced to listen to them like they were a football podcast.

You're starting to sound like @VeganAwake ? Interesting, that paraph seem that opened up an interesting possibility... I'll tell you this thought, as you said, you are now in a different state of consciousness as yesterday, so right now is not as "clear" for you as it was yesterday. This has happened to me a lot of times too, because of that I'm still somewhat skeptic sometimes all of this "conclusions", because, If they were that total and undeniable, how come when we are in another state of consciousness why don't see it that clear? I guess one answer could be that the ego can't grasp it, that's why it can only be clear when you literally are in a different state of being (not the ego). Having said that, still it makes me think if all this conclusions we make are really that useful. Personally I'm forcing myself to just not "act like I know", because the ego loves to do this, but just raise my stats and let the "truth" talk by itself.

What happened exactly that made you realize you are living all of our lives right now?

Damn! I want to go live there!

@DaHonorableCourt Really? Interesting. I think that opens up some room for further exploration... I´ll have to keep an open mind. @The observer Ok, I´ll contemplate deeply

I guess, since imagination happens IN direct experience, they are not separate. A thought happens IN direct experience. That thought is occurring NOW and Here. Not "there". Contemplate is something other than "here" could ever exist. Existence can only happen Here. Because THIS is existence! Now if you want to imagine/think that there is some planet called Mars miles away from here, you can. But notice that is not truth. The thought about Mars is TRUTH. But you imagining that thought actually means something and that Mars is actually existing out there is complete delusion. Direct experience IS existence. Is so obvious I laugh how I could have missed it all this time ?

I don´t know if God could exist out of my direct experience, but if it would, it would just be an imagination. I literally would imagine that God exists "out there". That is the nature of imagination: To imagine something that is not right here. Contemplate what really means that something exists.

Sure, if you imagine that, for you it will be real. But is not actually true . Truth is only direct Experiencia. Can't you see everything else is imaginary? It's pretty obvious, really. You are doing it right now. You are imagining other POVs!! I'm talking about what is true. Not theories or imaginations.

Thanks for the message, very interesting

I think the OP is not talking about a dream. He was awake (no pun intended)

@Inliytened1 No, but you are right. I haven´t still put the materialism to bed. Because I remember your recent topic about the "tree falling in the forest". Yesterday I was focused on the "do other POV exists?" question, and is where I became conscious of what is true. But I didn´t contemplated about the concept of "objects out there" But if I become consciouss about how an object in the forest right now is always been held in imagination and never in direct experience, I´m sure it will happen again. (Oh boy I can´t wait to do it lol) Truth is too obvious when you stop treating imagination the same as actuality!

Then why are you listening to the fear of the mind? Why you take "conditions" towards truth? You want the highest love but you are listening to the mind, the mind is telling you "yeah go towards this BUT don't do it if it causes this or that, sure go towards x but not if it causes a turmoil in my reality". Notice that this are conditions of the mind. You don't really care about this. You just care about love, peace, truth. Notice that Is the same mind that prevents you from happiness is giving you now conditions to why you shouldn't do this or that. The whole point of this is you going towards love, not fear. As I said, and I haven't yet taking 5-MeO, but from what I heard once should be have Truth as his first priority, willing to surrender everything else. That means your sanity, your view of the world...etc. If you are not willing your reality to be deeply changed after doing powerful psychedelics I'm not sure if this is the right time for you.

Kundalini Yoga.

Hahah that can only happen here.

Why that attitude? Maybe you should re-think why you are doing all of this.