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@VeganAwake That's a nice analogy for the ego ??

@Leo Gura Why is valid in your opinion to want to end one's life for chronic disease, and not because of depression? Can't see the difference. Not that I agree with the terms "valid" anyway btw. Everything is "valid" to be.

@Someone here I wouldn't say that. There's plenty of people that suffering has been a catalyzer for enlightenment . I had an Awakening after a deep suffering situation which forced me to focus on my breath. Eckhart Tolle reached enlightenment in almost suicidal moment of his life.

@nowimhere If I'm going to add coconut milk it goes after the vinegar right? Btw If I add coconut milk I don't have to add water right?

@Shiva99 @EnlightenmentBlog I know yet it feels the compulsion runs deep from things I haven't healed yet. @Shiva99 Maybe 2-3times a week. Too much I know but I use it as an anxiety relief is kind of a bad habit

@dimitri Oh man Neil Young too much ❣️

Cool, I'll inform myself but the info in the internet seems quite diverse and somewhat contradictory. Feels like listening to the body is the best guide. Because so far I'm feeling even better since I eat zero meat and way less eggs . Thanks for the sources mate @LfcCharlie4 I'll look into it . Gotta try the celery juice hack too btw !!

I think he's into something real

@student Sure, but knowing if Eckhart Tolle is in this state most of the time gives me an idea of what is possible, as I said. You seem you know about this stuff. Are you in this "full intensity" most of the time?

Don't worry 99% population don't know who he is at that age . What you're doing in your life is good to know it but that time because USUALLY life purposes/career passions take a hell lot of time and energy. But at whatever time you are in your life, that's where from you need to start. 26 is a still a young age for sure, are you kidding?

It's not the same. Notice that with suicide you are escaping from some place to go somewhere else. But enlightenment is being Here. Here's a guarantee for enlightenment: Let go of your survival. Then if the body wants to do this or that, it's his problem. The body probably will keep surviving. It's just that "You" will be gone.

Yeah ALD-52 has much more mellow effect that 1P imo. Such a pity I could only try one tiny dose of that one.

@WaveInTheOcean omg that is amazing dude! Are you conscious right now that we are One??? @SoonHei ?

@dimitri He does seem happy. Do you live conscious that only the Now exists? I can't believe it's so simple Lol it's only the thoughts that create the illusion of time ??

No, I just like to think sometimes if that happens to me if I would be able to remain conscious of my true nature. Makes me think for me my true nature is still a belief, not an actuality. But thanks ?

Can you be aware of being aware when thoughts of fear arise when you are jobless in the top of a mountain with no savings left in your account?

Let´s you don´t have savings and lose your job, you can´t find another job and end up homeless in the street. Hating the life on the city, kind of tired of the struggle until now in your life surviving, you say "fuck it I can´t do this anymore" and you go to the outskirts of the city to try to get in maybe some abandoned house. After a few days with no luck you go even go far away and you end up in nature, suddenly you find yourself with no food, little energy, maybe some water that runs from a river, you sit up exhausted at the top of a mountain. You are in shock. And a thought of fear creeps in that says... "This is dangerous, what do I do!, this is the worst situation possible! I don´t have anything, I can´t die this young! What this would mean for my family if they find me dead?" In that moment, do you know who you are? If you are fully enlightened in that moment you will be sitting peacefully letting go of those thoughts of fear, if you are not you will start panicking, will run down the mountain, and go back to the city to struggle to survive.

I get what you´re saying. My intention is not to argue with the Truth of Oneness, but rather contemplating how this truth is really present in each moment in our lives. I know right now I am not conscious that I am ONE, that Everything is my body. Therefore, if this body finds itself homeless, probably I will buy into thoughts of fear and anxiety. If I would be conciouss that I am really ONE, then those thoughts wouln´t make any sense. By this point I am pretty sure Leo it´s right on with saying that Enlightenement is a state. You can´t get work your way up here with beliefs or memories. Doesn´t matter how many awakenings you have, if right now you feel any kind of attachment or fear, it´s because deep down you are not that sure your body is reality. Deep down there´s still doubts. (Not talking about you btw, I don´t know how much consciouss you are. Although you haven´t answered my question

Interesting. So you literally see a bubble of energy when that shit happens? Omg hah

It depends. Some people to relax will spend time in a forum, others watching a movie, others watching TV Shows, others taking a walk... There´s no problem in instead of doing this things, you choose to play Cyberpunk. The problem would arise if you would play Cyberpunk ON TOP of everything else you already doing of fun and entertainment. It depends if you are going to burn those 500 hours in a 18, 12, 6, or 3 months. I wouldnt see crazy to spend 500 hours on entertainment in a whole year.

@Chumbimba Just choose love over fear. Just choose feeling over thought. That gets solved choosing feeling over thought. Feeling can´t lie. At the other hand thought (over thinking) is most of the time self-deception itself. ---- Try to be consciouss in your daily life what are the dynamics of attention between this two. (Love vs Fear / Feeling vs Thought) Are you listening to your feelings 10% and 90% to your thoughts? Maybe you can start giving your feelings 30% and thoughts 70%. Try giving 20% less priority to the monkey mind/opinion, and that 20% more to the inner feeling about how a situation feels to you, independently of thought.

I see. I agree im my experiece that clearing blockages of energy releases trauma. And this can lead to Spiritual awakening since much of our identity is grounded in deep beliefs about ourselves that usually they are negative (but even if they are positive, if they are beliefs, they are false, since our identity is not defined). So doing Kundalini Yoga I have experienced much improment and remembering who I am by the use of healing and releasing trauma, but... it would be for me a leap of faith to call it "kundalini awakening". Maybe I haven´t had it. I would say that doing certain yoguic practices raises your state of consciousness in certain ways which lets you "move energy" through the body, accesing memories, healing beliefs...etc. Do you refer to that when you talk about "energetic potential"?

What exactly is Kundalini Awakening ? Seems like something everybody repeats none actually know If I have a sudden mass of energy doing yoga I'll call it "that was Kundalini". Is that how it works?

@Oliver Saavedra What would you advice in order to realize that "emotionally" as you said?

Sure, I can have fun. But I´m saying that since I still think I am this body, I am enslaved to the chains of survival. If i knew 100% sure that I am not in the body, then I absolutely wouldn´t care at all about my survival. Would I continue to live? Probably, but it wouldn´t make for myself no difference if I have a nice job and a comfortable life or if I live under a bridge the rest of my life. Are you sure that if you lost your job and go live under a bridge you would still have that attitude? Would you maintain the attitude of "have fun, love!" if you end up homeless in a cold weather? If not, why? Since you are absolutely sure none of this is real and you are inmortal, you should still be having fun.