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the body is not the same as the ego. The ego is an idea. The body is "physical"

We are have heard "Past times were always better" but I think this goes deeper than the usual idealization of the past. Since some time ago sometimes memories of the past arise and I feel every moment I've experienced until now it's actually been totally perfect. For example memories of times were I would complain or suffer a lot, anxious times. Now I remember them and I have this sense that those times were just as "cool" as any other moment . It seems when I lived them a sense of "this present moment is not worthy/is not enough", was creating the suffering, and now remembering them I can see clearly those moments were grandiose. They were created by Reality. Those weren't "lesser moments" that those of fun, happiness or relaxation. What is this?

Nothing, basically. Just the 4 encounters I´ve had with them he just treats me with disrespect and aggresively. For example last wednesday I was going down the stairs and he was going up. He started saying, "come on come on we don´t have all day" like I was supposed to get of the way

@Leo Gura are you sure that is really possible? Have you achieved those levels with DMT?

@Inliytened1 Sure. But what I don't get is why Leo is making the simplistic distinction between being lost in ego or being absolutely consciouss of infinity. There are "medium" stages, and some of them enough "pleasurable" (to be honest for me Infinity is terrifying Lol) to call them Nirvana. In this states you are still *in* a human form , that's what I describe enlightened beings. They are consciouss but of course not so much to leave the body. But those states are still very "blissful".

Yeah, of course I want to do that. The thing is I am evading doing that because I'm concerned of retailiation. He's not going to take it well. He is always in a bad mood. But I'll have to probably do it and let's see how it ends.

That's the one million dollar question. See, imo, if God really, really, really, wakes up, I don't see how the fuck he could forget it. Why would he? The fact that he remembers doesn't mean the person is going to be dead. That's supposedly the state where "enlightened beings" are. The knowing is fully Consciouss of itself, and everything else keeps moving. The body moves, the mouth speaks. "You" as an entity is dead of course. Only You as your true Self is there. Fully Consciouss. So what , not necessary to annihilate the world. Like I don't get why Leo compares it to that such radical degree, like there's no necessary to be that consciouss to be in Nirvana anyway ? @Leo Gura

Imo they work as placebo and/or as anxiolitic effect mainly

Hehe...and what does it mean that something has "happened"?

@allislove Self-realization, uh? That damn thing.

damn, something to inquiry about. Thanks for your view

Nonsense. An Awakening is an Awakening. Doesn't matter how it happens. What I do think it happens is that Awakening via sober methods is more possible that the person was ready to experience therefore the ego might not have such a big ego-backlash. With Awakening via Psychedelics, a lot of people might pop them, have a realization, but since it was "forced" the ego might not be ready and ego backlash and "retention" might be lower. However if you use Psychedelics as potentiator they will be very useful. Incredibly useful. Just make sure you are not self-deluding yourself.

I smell something, yes! Well I want the whole thing! Who took the other piece of the cake? @traveler That´s nice to hear. Some of it was smelling like kind of Spiritual insight thingy @mandyjw

Welcome to the Truth

Hell yes, go for it. I instinct you could be great at it.

So good explained ❣️?almost gave me goosebumps. Have you considered becoming a spiritual teacher? YouTube channel/podcast?

Exactly. The irony is that you are nothing and you are everything. Is a matter of words/perspective.

So I am confused. 1 year ago I started self actualizing and I found out I judged myself a lot. Worked on that and loved myself a lot, and judgement was greatly reduced. For example I would take photos of me and make videos on Instagram and I wouldn't feel embarrassed. But it has been some months already since I don't post any videos on my social apps. Today I wanted to upload some short video of myself talking that my friend recorded me some weeks ago, and, to my surprise, I can't even watch the video because I feel so embarrassed to watch me talk!! (I am judging myself again? Wtf). If you feel embarassment for videos or photos is it REALLY always because of embarrassment? Couldn't be also because naturally humans beings we have a minimum of self-consciousness and everything that goes through a screen we instantaneously feel "shy" you if you are not used to record videos and share them when you do it you feel this "social embarrassment"?

That's why it's called Infinity. Although until you experience it by yourself that is just a word with little guidance value I guess

Very well said. So true and on point!

Lol Thanks for sharing the trip

Moderate this? ? @Forestluv @Moon @Inliytened1

@Breakingthewall Consider doing a small dose of another Psychedelic to out your ego "on the mood" and maybe do 5-MeO next week. Or just don't do it. If you don't feel ready pushing it never really works Ime.

Netherlands is a freaking awesome country. Be sure to be open-minded ! One of my favorites if not my favorite of Europe. Enjoy.

Imo You shouldn't accept suffering because suffering is possible thanks to the illusion of the ego. That's why when you settle for anything other than Truth, you are saying something like "I want to be a slave of the ego because it promises [x material benefits]" even though you will get also not artificial satisfaction but suffering into the recipe. For me it just doesn't make sense. Abide in awareness peace for ever. I would push that button NOW