Javfly33

Really? then I don't understand what happened. Plugged yesterday and the day before 4-AcO with exactly the same technique (minus the coconut milk) and it did work with no problem.

It's normal that it didn't work because I didn't mix the powder with the vinegar right? It was freebase and plugged. Forgot to add the vinegar but just in case I ask

What do you really want to do? If you put aside thoughts like "not respectable girl" which does not feel good. Either way keep approaching. If you meet more girls those feelings towards this girl, I'm not saying they are going to dissappear, but they will be put into a proper perspective. To get you out of emotional neediness

500-600ug is a pretty dangerous dose for a lot of people. With my sensitivity with Psychedelics at that dose I would probably lose the ability to see anything and it could become physically dangerous

I did make a mistake. I don't mean pain but suffering. You can feel pain but not suffer I've been consciouss enough to feel physical sensations that I recognized as "negative" (relative to my survival) and yet didn't experience suffering.. because there wasnt identification/no ego energy.

Of course I'm not saying there is the state of consciousness of the ego and then the state of consciousness of no-ego and that's it. I do categorize Enlightement relative to the goals of my ego, which is avoid pain and suffering. However what I wanted to point out to @Enlightenment is that if Eckhart Tolle is not at a high enough state of consciousness where he is not able to step out of identification with the mind and body in a constant basis, that is not Enlightement on the MY STANDARDS of awakeness. Can you be more awake than that mere not-identification? Of course, it's just that's already a "good enough" standard from where I would start categorizing as a "high state". Other people might categorize "high state" as just being human and not an ant. And others might categorize a high state as being God Omniscient. Also, I doubt my Mom is far less awake than Ekchart Tolle @Enlightenment . She is constantly in a state of acceptance, never in thoughts. It's been years since I have seen her complain or furious. And I had some non dual conversations with her, even though she's hardcore materialist, funny thing is she has pretty clear she is not his thoughts and their actions show that.

You guys are complicated stuff too much. Just inquire and contemplate how is it possible that you are a form and not a other form. Is clear that 'You' could never choose what body and mind you would have in this life. This should give you a clear intuition that is literally impossible that you are who you think you are. If you seriously contemplate, non duality is actually the most coherent thing ever and the only possible thing ever.

Then Eckhart is not more "enlightened" than my Mom. But there's no way what you are describing IS ENLIGHTEMENT. Enlightement is like what happened to Ramana Maharshi that almost flies eat his body because he was absolutely zoned out Abiding in the Self. Enlightement is no self. If you experience pain there's a misperception going in in there because there's a believe theres an indidivual receiving pain. Which it isn't. That's the whole point of illusion. Yes you can write books withouth ego. As I said ego is completely unnecessary. I actually don't think Echart is Enlightened. He sure has had awakenings but I would bet he is not in a very high state of consciousness most of the time. But maybe I'm wrong.

No. I have had 5-meo but no ego death. Just infinite light/nothingness. Planning tomorrow actually to finally do 5-meo plugged and contemplate in silence. Why do you say BS?

Ego is not personality. Ego is "the misperception". The whole point is everything to remain the same (even have a personality that prefers coffee over tea) but you as an ego is dead

That's ILLUSION. It's literally One man ?

Conscioussness can be awoke or sleep in any of these forms. In the Eckhart Tolle form, conscioussness is awaken so Ekchart Tolle form doesn't construct an ego, therefore Conscioussness is fluid there. But in a normal human Consciousness is sleep and therefore the form has an ego Which maintains this sleep state. At least that's my view.

Lol how do you know that Frank is enlightened? I could basically say the same that Frank says and be totally locked in egoic Consciousness. I seriously can't understand why you guys believe everyone you see on the internet...

"everything" is actually One

Ironically that human bias prevents you from being consciouss of Love constantly and 100%

Yes, nailed it. Seeing perfection in imperfection is a 'trait' of no-duality. Since only imperfection can exist with a distinction to perfection.

@Someone here Nice ?

Don't worry. The first step into spiritualty is always tough and pretty traumatizing for the ego. If you keep going good things will come to you that you cant even imagine now If you could see how living in egoic Consciousness limits your joy for life and freedom to Be and share Love you would be conscious of how worthwhile this work is. Is just that is also very sacrificing. But that's also with any good worthwhile thing in life. Hard work comes with it.

There's nobody inside the skin. That's literally your whole problem. You think you are inside the body. There's nobody there.

You can't lose Consciousness because you don't have Consciousness. Consciousness is not something you have. Conscioussness is reality. Conscioussness has you.

How is it, God Conscioussness? In that place is where you are consciouss that you are creating reality and the whole world?

Pretty much what Leo said. You say it's a downgrade from the point of view of the ego mind because you have preferences between unity bliss and identity constrain doom God however doesn't . So it's 'happy' to live the life your ego is 'creating' right now, doesn't matter if that entails 'suffering'

Are you consciouss right now there's no separation between 'you' and 'I'?

@StudentOfLeove Nailed it ? Couldn't agree more.

Now multiply that o x1000000 to know where I'm referring to. And you are that love! We are the same fucking literally! Haha fuck me!! I'm eternal and you are too. We are so eternal United I could fucking cry my eyes out of so beautiful it is. We really are close for ever. I love you