Javfly33

Yeap, that's literally what I said . but what I want to point out is that The fact that the dream doesn't touch or can't hurt you, while you believe it can, it can be painful and horrific. Because "pain" and "horror" is something conscioussness imagines. So for me I'm getting tired of hearing "your true self is untouchable", "suffering is delusion because there's not a self that can suffer"..etc. Yes, there it's a self. An imaginary self. That is enough to suffer to feel "real" as it gets. People keep using the word as "imaginary" , "dream" or ",illusion" as if the word could ever help, when literally dreaming is all there is. (Except the Self)

Thanks. That's what I more or less thought/my strategy. 0 agenda, see each approach as self-growth/exploration. And thanks for the advice of finding a common grown/connection, I think it will be very useful.

I don't know exactly what you mean. But imo a kick in the balls even if it's Illusion it still hurts. Since Reality is imagination if God imagines a human being trapped by emotions you will be trapped by emotions. Even though it's all false. For example God can awaken and yet fall back to delusion and to the ego self and that low state of consciousness and what it entails it will be "real*

That's great. Yet most of all us live in such a low state of consciousness, so far from that where you can realize that, that you ask yourself, does it really matter? It seems kind of "fucked up" to live 99.9% of time in delusion, fear, believing the dream, the illusion, maya, and then 0.01% being awake and realizing everything is perfect and you are God and reality is Love. Like...why? Why I have to be in such a low state? Why the hell I keep going back to delusion and Maya? Even spending money and time in retreats I start to believe if it's worth it .if it wouldn't because I genuinely like altered states of consciousness and exploring reality, I don't think anymore if it's even "practical" to have an Awakening if then you go back to delusion life, have 8 hour work that is painful and boring to maintain...etc. Seems like Awakening is only worth it to do once you have totally mastered the rest. If not, you inevitably fall back to Maya

Definitely 1 month is little for microdosing. Having said that, proper trips are just more effective in every way, but not everybody might be ready for that so microdosing is a good start that might give you some results if you stay consistent.

Lol this is not stack overflow. As a matter of fact, try literally asking this question on stack overflow. Be very detailed and specific, otherwise it might get deleted. But if you follow the rules is the best site to post/ask this kind of stuff

Hi . My caffeine intake has greatly been reduced and I have low tolerance so when I do a coffee at about 6-7pm, I have a very hard time sleeping Do you guys know of any nootropic I could take , maybe at 4pm, so I energy from 6 to 8pm and I can sleep fine by 23:00pm for example?

What is a breakthrough exactly? Total and absolute non-duality?

Some reasons : 1- It hits me so strong I have a hard time to prepare myself to let go. With plugging the Real Reality washing over me is more gradual, so it feels is much gentler this way even though the destination is the same. 2- with smoking there's this moment in the maximum peak where I almost black out of so strong it is. Even though it wasn't as strong to breakthrough. Well I don't even know what is "breakthrough" anyway. But since difficult to integrate it when it's so intense. 3- And also, I remember I had quite a headache after smoking it that lasted a good 3 - 4 hours. This was pure 5-meo-dmt, not Bufo Alvarius. Didn't happen with plugging.

Yes, I agree. After trying successfully plugging (although not being able to reach breakthrough territory but I have hope I will be able to) I'm not looking forward to smoke it ever again (only smoke it one but it was enough lol)

Not much. But notice that the experience of 5-meo is not different than THIS. The only thing that changes is that the ego comes back. But you are Still inside infinity/mind of God Lol So far I've had 3 trials with this chem and yeah, it's not one of those you remember much of the experience like the tradicional pyschs. But the afterglow the following week is when you see how this chem works. Nothing changes much yet ego structures are so clean seen the following week as well as just living life more mindfully, present...etc Can't put it into words but for me it seems 5-meo is quite a beast. Subtle but" it kills you softly" lol (referring to the ego)

Well, in the mornings I go to work and the work is not very resource demanding. Nor cognitive or physical. At the afternoons thought I work on my career and business and it's actually when I need the energy.

?¿ Is it possible at high states of consciousness?

Yes, the question is more about time and space. You say it's easily resolvable as a question of indentity? Well, I could always believe that my girlfriends POV is just infinity living another dream so sure, I am her. But as you said my question is more about time/space. When I am talking to my girlfriend, how in the hell I could be "at the other side" experiencing his POV too, if at that time I am at mine. The trick could be realizing that there's no time. But at my current state of consciousness can't grasp that. I hope I will be able in the future.

@Bulgarianspirit Thanks for the reply. That give me hope! ??

That's fine. I trascended the belief in such a thing as a material reality a long time ago. It hasn't helped to explain the problem of the simultaneous POV's though. My question is not speculation, is simple; Do I ever live my girlfriends POV / experience his body, Yes or No. What I think is you guys don't really know this answer, and go on with backstories such as there's no universe, that's only a thought blabla.

The thing is, the human body is empty. I'm not in the body. I am everywhere. It just is difficult to imagine that somewhere else in another dimension there's another infinity imagining another universe and that universe is interconnected with mine. And also why I am not Experiencing that universe but I am this one. But Yes, I hope you are right and I discover it by myself.

See. That's the problem. I can think that there are infinite number of dimensions but... The fact is I have never experienced another POV. Just white pure light and Imagination on 5-meo-dmt and then the rest of the time my normal POV. Never ever another body has been experienced. So I just find that believing that there are in fact other POV its going to be belief. And if it's a belief, what differenciates from religion? I thought Spirituality and Truth was direct Experience, no beliefs, suppositions, guessings...

@Someone here I have taken several Psychedelics. Although I still I am Psychedelic newbie. I even did 5-meo-dmt last weekend. Took a supposedly "breakthrough dose", realized I was inside Infinity. Realized that the possibility of infinite dimensions (where infinite lives could be lived by Consciousness) could be possible. Realized the floor I was sitting in was being imagined by ME (NOT my mind, but Infinity, which is actually mi mind lol. But is the "great mind" , the "universal mind"). YET, here I am. A universe is being imagined around me. But the physical body that is being placed around this universe, it's a certain one. It's definitely not my mother's body. I haven't lived my mother's body. As far as I know, my mom's live could be just a fantasy. I just really want to know if: 1 - the bodies I see on the street, does a Consciousness emanates and it's aware of them in a POV dynamic the same as mine? 2 - Do I ever live, in first person, just as I am living this life, those other "persons" lives? 3- If the second is correct, then I can only live one POV AT A TIME. It's difficult to say if when I am talking to my girlfriend there actually somebody there with a POV being experienced or not. I don't know man, I just really want to fucking know. There can't be any assumptions, ideas, logical inferences. I want to verify in my experience experiencing my girlfriends POV. If not , it's going to be belief. Only experiencing each person POV and remember it will do.

I didn't mean it in a bad way. I just want to verify it in my own direct Experience

I don't mean how in the material sense. Of course infinity doesn't need a how because it isn't limited. Only something limited would need a how . I mean how we are creating the coronavirus, suffering, self-deception, delusion, ... etc If we would be more aware we would create a more nice reality for all of us

Woah. That some interesting insight. But I still don't buy it.

The worst thing is, nobody knows how in the hell we created Reality. Yes 'we' are God but we don't have no idea how we are creating Reality and why we do what we do.

@Gesundheit Interesting, thanks for sharing.

Because that's a fantasy ? But sure you can life in delusion. Almost everybody does it. In a single second you could comtemplate how is actually impossible that you are a certain human being and not another one. How come you are @Gesundheit human being and not @Javfly33 human being? Were you asked before you were born to be who you are?