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It seems that Being is neccesarary for reality to exist.

I don´t mean metaphorically. I mean literally I just had a weird realization, a realization that says something like " I might haven´t moved a bit". Let me explain, I just had a sudden raise in consciousness about 10 minutes ago. I don´t know why, but I remembered an experience I lived months ago, yet it totally felt like that experience just happened a few seconds ago. Not in the sense that I just re-lived that experience, but in the sense that no time has passed from x months ago to NOW. It´s sooo hard to explain. But it feels like "I haven´t moved a bit" from past to NOW. I have the feeling I am living all my life in the Now. Please can someone tell me what the hell just happened lol

@Frenk Yeah, it was something like that.

@Breakingthewall What are the other bondages?

Interesting. Something to contemplate @Nahm I am intensely contemplating at the moment. It seems the common denominator between all experiences is that in all experiences Being was there.

I see thanks for the clarification. After your explanation I definetely will abstain from more trials with vaporization and just plug it.

@Michal__ Nicotine a nootropic. Sure, an stimulating high that lasts 3 minutes, and that it literally produces anxiety for +10minutes afterwards if you don´t have tolerance to it. Nicotine is one of the shittiest things i´ve tried. Basically almost any drug is superior to nicotine.

Yeah, I used to have this realization when I was kid. i would try to imagine death, and it would feel like an impossible thing. Because awareness must be there to exist.

Wow. Well I´m telling you this stuff is a winner! Omg still feeling great

@snowyowl Of course no difference at all. But shunyamurti speaks truth and most people speak delusion.

Just happened a weird thing watching the last Shunyamurti video he just uploaded on youtube He was talking about not being trapped by the thoughts which maintain the ilusion, the matrix of desire. At one point, something clicked . I was there listening to him and I had a deep recognition of something very clear. Shunyamurti says I am not the body, i am not the ego. But I am supposed to control something, because Shunyamurti says "I need to get out of the matrix". So... I must be something which is intelligent. Yet is not a thought or a mechanical process like a body. So... who is really Shunyamurti speaking to? And then it hit me. He is speaking to the Consciousness which has been the whole time here! I became Consciouss I am Conscioussness listening to him. The words of Shunyamurti are not being listened by a hand. They are not being listened by a leg. They are not being listened by a thought. A thought can't listen. Lol! They are being listened by Consciousness! Shunyamurti is speaking to ("my") Consciousness! The whole secret thing has been hidden in plain sight the whole time! Omg! ? And funny thing is I don't have to do anything to be Consciousness. I am always conscioussness. I can forget myself and believe I am a thought. But that's just an dumb Illusion.

Haha thanks I guess!

Yeah, when I did my first DMT one morning I was the rest of the afternoon smiling for no reason

It depends what you call death. If you identify Life as a set of fixed forms (as your body or the colours you see), then death is real, since your body will stop appearing and the colours will probably change. However if you identify Life as awareness, if you think as Life as being conscious of something, then death is not real, it´s just an idea in your mind. Since there must be consciousness at all times. Since consciousness it´s all that exists (Lol).

Thanks a lot! Very useful and insightful answer @Byun Sean

I know my life purpose but I don't know yet how I'm going to make money with it or the details on what is going to consist / be about Is there a basic roadmap at least to not be so lost when starting to build my LP? I'm totally lost but I don't want to waste time being stuck in a wage slavery as I am

@Yarco I don´t doubt Leo´s life purpose value but I don´t think it fits what I´m looking for. Notice that I already know my life purpose. I just need now stage orange materialistic/marketing/entreprenur rational approach. The rest of the list, apart from one or two things, I already had "solved it".

Nailed it

Awesome!! Come back to update how it went. Sending to you mystical vibes so you can achieve your goal

@Ananta I found more hard to let go of the psychological addiction more than the physical one (nicotine). I probably had cravings until the 3 month mark. Of course the 90% of them were in the first two weeks. But I find that "in 3 days you are 100% nicotine free" a little too naive.

@Raptorsin7 How exactly do you plan to have a meditation practice if you are addicted to drugs? Just in case it hasnt crossed your mind, when you are addicted to hard drugs like heroin, meth, cocaine, etc... When you are not on them your brain functions like shit. So theres no way you are going to be able to meditate properly.

I had a deep insight today. I was looking at some tree and had the following thought "Why I am giving more importance to this body than to that tree?" This made me think, that survival is stupid. There´s actually no reason to give more importance to the survival of my body than the survival of a fly or of a tree. So that´s basically my question. Why the inertia of surviving exists at all? It seems that the most reasonable thing to do would be to not have a particular agenda for anything to survive more than any other thing.

Sorry can't unquote @Corpus Well, my first 5-meo experience was like that and I must say it left me a little bit dissapointed. And it was 10mg. You sure that was "overshooting" and I should do less?

Are you trying to say that the ego has any power whatsover in God´s agenda? Hehe...

What is "evolution" but just a thought??