Javfly33

Shunyamurti is all the time talking about reality becoming apocalyptical. Particularly what has surprised me and catched my curiosity, is that sometimes he has said something along the lines as: "We can dream another world from the understanding of love and the Self". So basically what he's saying is that all that is happening in reality ( Covid, global warming, wars) it's an imagination of God and God can actually dream something radically different if humans start to wake up? Right now maybe 0.001% of population is awake. Is shunyamurti saying that if maybe 1% of people become God Realize God will dream a world more loving?

I am feeling like everything lacks meaning. How can you have joy if there is no meaning? Every difference I made in reality has been reveiled to be an total illusion, since everything is love. Everything is fundamentally the same. Also the fact that I am alone forever in my own godhood for eternity. And "everyone else" it's alone too. Forever. Additionally nobody I know friends or family understands me and they don't know I am them.

They can think they can, but in reality is you who cause you emotional suffering and THEN project that she/he hurt you. Of course emotional suffering is of your creation and responsability. Physical suffering is more difficult to trascend. It requires insane mystic levels of controlling the body and mind. I am not advocating for that kind of control as a goal for people.

Thats a very victim mentality of the mind. How could anyone cause you suffering? You are the one projecting that other people can make you suffer, particularly emotional suffering, which is the one we are talking here.

Yes, of course.

No, the essential ingredients are surrender and expansion. My best trips has been in difficult moments in my life, but willing to surrender and learn.

Yeah, me too. Imagine taking acid in your room while your hot roommate is sleeping in the other room, and being shitless scared of being kicked out of the house while in the peak Because you get paranoid and you are making noises and crying, and then start meditating on Love prying that the other soul on the other room have a speck of intuition that we are One and I'm not a weirdo stranger just taking drugs and that should be kicked out, and then realize the prying worked because once she woke up we started talking and it turned out she was such a bright soul and she just nourished me and talked to me for 2-3 hours even though we knew ourselves for just 3 weeks, and that conversation heales me and I realized we are One and she is not a stranger and therefore I completely cured my social anxiety and my belief of being different or hated by others and I can ultimately finally relax and let go and see everyone as myself and yeah that was because of radical honesty and tellin her how fucked up I am and asking for help being vulnerable , and that was indeed what I needed to do to realize I'm actually fine and my life has always been love and everything is allright with me and I'm not broken at all and I'm love ????

Right. They should have lived my life to experience first hand how that idelogy is so not accurate with reality ?

You guys are making a fuss out of something is not such a big deal. Most Guys who don't get laid, with the exception of maybe guys which are unfortunately very very ugly or weird, it's simply a lack of confidence/self love which stems from childhood trauma/conditioning or self hate karmic herency from parents. This guys don't have the masculine side developed correctly so they are not attractive and they don't behave in an attractive manner to the opposite sex chronically. The solution is simply mental health awareness . Dating advice and so on is a good thing for development but we should know what the basic root problem is. From that point Dating courses and social hacks and bootcamps are the "excuse" the guy will do and accomplish to finally realize there was nothing wrong with him. And of course long before that point the "incel" will stop being such since he will stop projecting any type of fault to women . Of course women are selective and like attractive guys, just as guys. It's such a duh. Unfortunately the sneaky projection of the mind makes the incel movement possible

Well the same idea that gives you that if you put a large knife on to your throat you are going to have a problem. The whole thing is an idea, and imagination and a concept, yet you act like it's useful for your life and somewhat accurate in reality and you do not do such a thing. But yeah I get your point, let go, flow with life, accept the new understanding, etc. I will do that thanks ?

I used to get veery stupid and horny when seeing girls attractive feet, even hough culturally it's a more or less widely accepted fetish, sometimes I thought that shit couldn't be normal. However today I went out to party scene where girls wear heels and all sort of that and I couldn't get excited at all. I haven't done nofap or anything like that. I do have way less interest in porn (close to none) but I still do it due to habit. Something has rewired in my brain and is not because of nofap or noporn, which just makes it even more curious. It seems there was a psychological trauma factor in relationship with foot fetish. Kind of fucked up since it seems its a pretty popular fetish. But anyway, at least I know it now and I healed a lot.

Any word you use to describe anything will be a concept.

I mean you are alone in your own perceptions and you will always be "there". Nobody will never be able to enter your own godhood.

I will start a meditation routine, yes. I just laugh because I could never realize what I realized only with meditation.

??Thank u

Hahahaha meditation they say

@Tanz of course. I would never inhale 35mg of pure 5-meo. Was talking about plugging. I agree with @Girzo Some people resonate better with some substances and less with others.

What works best for me Low/moderate dose of LSD (100-150ug) going the deepest you can into your feelings. High doses might be too trascendental to being enough practical for the material/low vibration world. That's why 5-MeO-DMT is not very practical for lots of people, for example. Too "out of the illusion". After the trip integrate for at least 2-3 months working with a therapist. Although ANYBODY or ANYTHING can be "your therapist". The therapist is an excuse you play to yourself as God to heal yourself. You imagine your therapist ? But yeah, whatever works for you man.

I just hope reality is truly love and we will reunite with each other in one single singularity for eternity. Oh wait...that's already the case. Yeah man but anyway there's always the doubt of "what if I'm wrong"? What if I'm not really Infinity?

Whars wrong with taking 35mg? I've seen lots of times here people recomming 30mg for an infinity breakthrough. So +5mg more one wouldn't think it's letal. Additionally everyone else has different tolerance. I particularly think I have high tolerance to triptamines. I can't breakthrough in dmt no matter how much I smoke, 4-aco-dmt it's way way weaker at the average dose of what people would consider a "proper trip", and 32mg of 5-meo-dmt (highest I've done) still didn't gave me an infinity breakthrough. (Plugging technique is good)

Yeah plugging it instead of inssuflated might have made a significant difference in effects.

MxiPr is NOT warm hahaha. I almost lose my mind on that one. Completely insane trip I had. In other psychedelics I might suffer but at least I know more or less what is happening. That chem was like triggering schizophrenia for me for a couple of hours. Then I couldn't understand anything or integrate anything after the trip. No thanks. But hey if It works for you...we are all different in that regard. Thanks for sharing

So it seems my social anxiety and fear of being less/inferior stems from some kind of mental illness, or maybe a trauma, or conditioning, or both. Now I know it's not real. It's not the truth. I am creating it with my constant thoughts about reality. Leo says one should research his problem until it finds a solution. So I am interested in knowing about good resources to let me understand what is wrong with my thoughts and how can I solve it. I would prefer serious books on the matter instead of the typical 10min video from teal swan Lol Thank u very much

Its unbeareble to feel this. To hate yourself. I want to love myself But i Dont have good reasons to. Im trying to get to an honest description of myself. I need to know, why i feel impairing feelings of unworthiness after years of self development and spirituality. Hahaha its fucking crazy that i haven't done anything in terms of actual growth. Im truly have a devil inside me. This devil is me Because i'm me. And me doesnt deserve love and worthiness. No. Because there is something utterly wrong with me. I Dont know What it is. But there must be something. Because i feel bad and when i feel bad is because that is Who i am. Feeling is telling the truth. If i am feeling bad its because i'm bad! Thats why i Dont deserve GODs love. Everybody else does. But not me. Im utterly the worst person on the universe. My only hope is a psychedelic breakthrough. Infinite love. Nothing less. I cant and i Dont want to live like this insane act of unworthiness , hate and fear. My Life is all the time like this. Nooooo! Fuck this. PLEASE save me and made this bulllshit stop. I want to live properly!! Fuck this bullshit ! I seriously pray you God for fucks SAKES kill the devil. I cant bear being myself. Its hell. PLEASE. LOVE. PLEASE .

For example, In my last 5-meo-dmt "trip" I started releasing tension in my back and crying of joy Because I realized (as Consciousness) that I have lived my crushe's Life. That made me joyful and releasing tension Because...that means I'm her, I'm not below her, which erased a little bit of the lack of self love shadow than my ego has. However now thinking about it, I question the validity of the insight. 1. How do I know it's true? 2. Isn't just another belief now? 3. Even in the experience, could as well be a delusion. I've read about non duality, so the trip shows and projects already my beliefs. See this is the problem. Supposedly 5-meo-dmt state of awareness is such a high state. Yet I feel as lost and deluded as always. Unfortunately I don't seem to gain any lasting insights of truth from the trips. I do get very lasting ego-reduction effects, letting go, and openmindness from trips. But insights of truth? They seem as deluded as sober.