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@Breakingthewall What 'trick' are you talking about exactly? Can't see any trick here.

Nobody 'knows' because it's Infinite. Only Infinite can know itself. 'Knowing' = Finite. Finite can NOT grasp Infinite. How many times this has to be said? ?

@Holykael No, this is false. You created your ego complaining about God. It's all designed by You, and in reality you do not hate God. This ideas are all just products of a very compulsive and dense vibratory mind. I recommend you to pick up a proper sadhana to keep the mind still.

Radical statement but I think most people dont know how true this statement is. Its not a metaphor or a happy word. Today in Samadhi state (or whatever the fuck you want to call it), I become conscious how I was creating/maintaining a certain Building (yes, a physical building with floors, where people live) in a certain city. The possibility of dissolving/destroying/making that building collapse was possible, but because God is literally Love, It was recognised that it wasn't possible for the ego (anything that is not love) to influence their bias and childish control to it. It's not that God can not destroy a building if it wants, its the fact that since God is actual - straight up Love, it can only be that, so any control or desire of a corrupted form of God (the ego) will not be able to manipulate God in the slightest way. Summary: I become conscious of a real Building in a my city and how I was creating it with "my" consciousness, the possibility of collapse it just to try 'my power' came up, but I couldn't because Love is untouchable. (In other words, As Leo has said: LOVE IS LIMITED BY LOVE).

So I'm inside the WhatsApp group of the Psychedelic society of my city. There are more than 250 people in this group. Well, it came up the topic of God, Truth, and etc... I obviously refrain of talking about this stuff and guiding people in thinking deeper than materialism, but, since its a psychedelic group I thought what the hell, If this is ain't the place to talk about this stuff then what is it. Turns out after some discussion, they completely ignore me and gaslight me, one of them "calling me out" because what I was saying could be "dangerous". To sum it up, they found the sentence "Reality is your imagination" threatening. (Yeah, no shit little devil. It's threatening to your fantasy. That's what I'm literally trying to help you deconstruct) Not one. Not single fucking one dude out of 250 people stepped up. Not one out of 250 people Intuit Love/God it's possible. What the fuck? So there you go, to most even psychedelics can't wake up normies. Fuck me. If they can't even open their minds and hearts to Love with the help of psychedelics and someone that points and guides them, i feel it's safe to say most humans are not born and "made" to awaken at all.

@Yimpa Of course Lol. The title literally says 'I hate'. Well you are right it's not a great feeling. Definitely want to move to higher kind of emotions. I been stucked in hate for some time as I believe is a reponse to shame and guilt.

@Thought Art Dude, Dude, Dude. can't you see he started by bullying and fucking around (@Stretch) Read the message @Stretch wrote first. It's really fucking hypocritical sometimes what you guys do. I opened a topic about some stuff and yeah, I´m not going to be bullyed by the first smartass that thinks he can project his judgment of morality on to me. You guys as mod really need to see beyond just the fact that I call him 'dumb'. Yeah, I call it dumb, but watch the message I´m replying to him when he was trying to fuck me when his 'humour' trying to ridicule me. And the mod @Carl-Richard just laughing their words. Dude, great. You are doing a great work then around here, if you laughing the words of people that just go into post to automatically trying to discredit the validity of the topic the author is sharing. Really 'motivates' people to share stuff. Yeah, maybe laugh a bit better more. If a guy just go into posts to try to 'debunk' the author of the validity of the post he's sharing (like saying, woah, you are so false, that you are preaching about love and at the same time you are hating, that's so ironic mueheheHEHEHE). What you want me to do? That I just 'buy' that attack?. I´m not going to do it. And if these kind of passive-aggressive, subtle bullying replies, is normal for you guys, fine. I´ll just wait until I get banned for defending myself. But I´m not going to receive any kind of judgment projection of some people here that just want to project their frustration/depression, or whatever stuff on to me, which I didn´t do anything wrong. Bottom line is in this forum trying to instantly being the smartest one (probably motivated by Leo's narcissism) has become so normal that you guys just normalise this shit. And then when I stop the bully, you say to me this shit. C´mon man. @Thought Art

@Thought Art @Carl-Richard I retreat my words. Went today to a meet-up and most of them were great guys. The energy was great. Probably will accept most folks are not at a point of wanting to awaken and stop trying to enlighten people.

I totally get that. I haven't been able to generate such constant bliss but that totally happens to me lately that I do a very powerful practice, it leaves the rest of the day just "buzzed" out and I procrastinate work because one just feels SO GOOD doing nothing/feeling the breeze...etc.

Dude. I appreciate your experience. But Lol. There is no "limited consciousness". Are you *kidding me? @Jowblob

Are you sure of that? Consciousness is not experiencing a body. Not fucking with you. Look at direct experience. Look actually what is being 'experienced'. See if there is really a 'body' as a whole being experienced, as you say. I don't know. But it's clear to me that identifying as the body is just that, an identity. You can actually drop it, because obviously you are not the body. The fact that we are even discussing this is comical. How the fuck you going to be a 'body'? An inert flesh of cellular tissue and bones. You clearly know deep down that's not you.

Bro, I'm not kidding you. I'm not playing no advaita Vedanta shit. If you lose the illusory reference point, there is NO SUFFERING. Believe me. Physical sensations will keep happening, pain can happen, but no suffering. The problem is NOT pain. An animal also has pain. The problem is you reacting to the pain and creating suffering. There's a whole "science" about this in Zen (if I'm not mistaken). It's call "equanimity" of experiences. @r0ckyreed So since I can move my car with the steering wheel wherever I want, it's "logical" to identify myself with the car? Please see how the fact that you can control the body doesn't make necessary that you are the body.

? Sure bro, of course they exist. I´m just saying why you keep identifying with that as 'you' ?

Awakening comes with a clear realization of something. Seems yours was "just" a blissful pleasurable state. Really applaud your results, not everybody can say that. What is your meditation technique? I got jealous of all of that bliss lol

@integral @Stretch Don´t be so smartass. The Love I´m talking have nothing to do with agreeing or not. Hate happens within LOVE, dummy.

You right. Couldn't have said it better. @M A J I All can be an opportunity to grow

Sometimes if I close my eyes and a certain thing happens, there is an absolute disappearance of sense of existing as a subject inside a body, like, completely gone to the point every perceptions that is happening around me it's The love that I am. It's like watching your Kid expressing itself, and you can only drip love for that kid watching him. Thanks for existing, I love you all ❤️?

God is such that can hate itself sometimes

Of course Love is the most important thing and worthwhile thing. What is more important than fucking Love?? Fucking buying a Mercedes? Going on holidays? Having a matcha latte? Can't you see people ARE NOT Satisfied with the materialist pursue of happiness and love? Can't you see it doesn't fucking work and people do a mess of the world, by being asleep of what they are? You think what I tried to do was childish? Nope. What I did today was what it had to be done. The fuck is this nonsense. You guys are starting to defend the indefendable.

It was done out of Love for Myself.

I have to disagree! I've had realizations as strong and some even clearer than with the "toad". Although I have only taken 5-meo, not really toad not sure if that matters

I see ? The irony is that this came up because they were discussing if astrology could influence your trip. So they were already in a kind of metaphysical point to begin . Yup.

With the "Game" I mean the game of seeking Love-Union, etc... If you look closely, the only reason there is a lack of Love in your life (I'm assuming there is, maybe you are an exception, correct if I'm wrong), it's because there are thoughts that are not "pure" light, and you identify with this thoughts. The lack of self awareness of you being Absolute Light, absolute Love, makes it so that you put up with this shitty thoughts and mind that tells you you are not absolutely complete and perfect right now. And where this thoughts were created? In trauma, I suppose. There must be a moment in your life where you accepted you were less than fucking Light, and bum, you fucked up right there. Notice that all fucking humans are seeking something, they are seeking that sweet feeling of Love and Grandiosity, why? They are literally that light and love and Grandiosity. Well, because of trauma, past, the story of the ego. So its very twisted, there is no a single fucking being that don't carry some sort of fucked up belief or trauma about themselves, that makes it for them not possible to be feeling Love constantly, so they need to be constantly seeking it outside in form of validation from people, achievements, things, entertainment.

So I´ve discovered that of all the drugs I´ve tried, opiates definitely hit the 'key' in the sense that they 'erase' my trauma type of thoughts like no other drug. I finally feel fucking normal and with no 'karma' when I take them. Fortunately I don't have any problem or addiction with them, since one of the downsides of them its that they block higher sensitivity and perception so you can't really feel the highest emotions and states of consciousness of reality. After a while, particularly I find them just boring and wouldn't be on them as a habit. However,I wonder if I should do a trip with ibogaine, even though I don't have an addiction, it seems opiates fit the piece of the puzzle of my trauma so maybe taking a psychedelic that apparently 'heals' people with addiction to opiates could also heal my trauma. What do you think? I´m kind of tired of trying to heal my shit with psychedelics and I was lately on a 100% sober path with straight meditation and yoga. It's definitely working for me on the 'transcendence' part. I am getting to incredible states of consciousness which I could never have believed they were possible with sober methods. But I´m finding that they are not solving the trauma. I still get triggered and it's still there. Maybe I get triggered 70% less and life is way more stable, but I still find they are not solving it. Has anyone tried Ibogaine in this sub?? I never see people talking about it in trip repots.

I've heard opium is one of the most addictive opiates out there, so maybe look something else. Also the fact you will have your own 'thing' you can get the stuff from will probably make it very easy for you to make it a habit. Also, opiates dull psychedelic effects, so its a waste for that matter.