Javfly33

Great! Time to go within now

When summer comes I get so Incredibly nostalgic of all the amazing times I had previous summers in spiritual retreats. This retreats would consist on going to the mountains (a house of my family that nobody usually goes there, or either I rent something around) for a week at least and taking psychedelics almost everyday The level of insight and specially profoundness that I have gotten out of this retreats is incomparable to anything else...they are in my memory for ever...they are memories of profound information and Healing beyond anything else a human can provide... I truly recommend people do this, at least 1 a year, if their economy/work allows it. Is very important to retreat from the social forces and matrix. Is very important that you go to a deeply nature/raw environment. It will make the trips much more intense and clear.

Me too ? Damn, too much competition I see ?

Emotions are a very important part of most of us, is one of the most important drives of our lifes...and even maybe they were for starting the spiritual path... But at one point they must be abandoned if one wants to go beyond the typical forces of the ego and survival. What does this mean? Well, it means that if you are doing things right, emotion won't be an important thing in your life. A car does not need emotion to move, just the necessary ingredients. A full actualized human neither. Emotion was constructed for survival, there is nothing beautiful or romantic about it . Of course, a sweet loving emotion is way better than an angry emotion state. But, is still Maya, survival forces, and ultimately, not liberation or Mastery of the game. But what about Love? Of course, the actual Love we are seeking, is not an emotion. It goes beyond human emotion. Is a state of consciousness beyond those petty limited emotions. The same goes with any other kind of "High state" of consciousness. One of the common denominator is that there won't be emotion in it. Because emotion (any kind) implies suffering, limitations, knot, entanglement, attachment. It won't let you fully be free, it won't set you free from the bounds. Explosion can not happen if there is emotion in your system. Namaste

it can, until it gets tired and it doesn't and is mortal again ?

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The Bliss some of us we are talking here, is not within the mental/psychological process. What most people understand as happiness is still Maya and suffering, positive thoughts, excitement, peacefulness. That's great and I wish most of the world would be in that. But still, I just want to reiterate, those are still mental states. That is not Bliss.

What is the feeling of happiness? Happiness means different things for different people, I'm not sure I understand you correctly.

@Bazooka Jesus Notice that in a 'high state', there is no such a thing as a thought or mental understanding of "I'm in a high state, I'm enjoying this because I can compare it to a low state such as being miserable or stressed!". No! It just instantly feels good! And if you would reside in the high state for 50 years straight, it would still feel good. Because the state has nothing to do with thoughts or memory, The reason a 'High state' feels good, is because energetically is more close to Who you Are, than a low state. Here's a fact, if you stop experiencing your physical body, I can guarantee you it will feel like the best orgasm in the world. It feels like that because Who You Are is not the body, so when it experiences that freedom from bondage, it automatically feels Fucking Awesome. If it wasn't because I know you guys have done psychedelics, I would say you guys that reject Bliss have never ever touch actual Bliss. If not you would not be saying such a things. Overall, what I'm trying to say is that Bliss, Love, Ecstasy, you name it, does not happen in the mind or in the psychological process, this means, is not bound to rules of memory or comparison. Bliss will always feel bliss. Because is not something of the mind or Thought. Is a state that "resembles" or mimics Who You Are: Freedom, Boundlessness, Explosion, Ilimitation.

It is a shame that God lost the control and master of what it literally created. But it is a more a shame to God not actually wanting to reclaim their power! Damn. What can you tell them. They are God, misery or salvation, is their choice at the end of the day.

A rock does not have consciousness. But, your reflection is good. There are certain ways of beings where the intensity of aliveness and easiness of body is so pumped up, then that 'chemical phenomena' can produce non-dual, no self experiences. No matter what this forum says, this is all beings want. And while they say here they are too cool and they enjoy some suffering here and there, every little step or word they write is subconsciously a move towards this freedom. Their ego might lie, but their real Nature knows what it wants.

When I do this asana after certain yogic stretches/processes: Instantly it happens a dissolution of Localization of Consciousness. There is nothing to be done for me, no "trying" to concentrate, not "trying to let go" of thoughts, nothing. I just sit and it happens. This is what it means with tuning and firing up certain energy channels in the body, it means that you don't have to go seeking heaven, heaven comes to you. If you tune your body in a certain way, things will happen. Veerasana: The Hero's pose. It is said it is called like that because is a way of you reclaiming the BIG THING vs the smallest things. The whole asana is a way of saying I´m not going to let small petty things (thoughts, attachments, ego), surpass the big thing (Me, Mind, Consciousness).

I can attest to this. I have a friend that eats quite quite bad, yet he is 53 and looks like he is 38. He is always super relaxed and with energy. He used to practice Tantra sessions, Reiki, and so on. He is pretty awake. He just understands that everything is mind. He doesn't brainwashed himself with beliefs and thoughts that the food he is going to eat is horrible (like I do LoL) so he just gets nourished pretty good even by the "worst" food.

Science (or better said "Bro science") calls it a dopamine hit, the one that common humans nowdays try to seek through scrolling their phone, posting a message on social media, smoking, porn, a drink, hanging out with a dear friend, you name it. The thing is, humans are seeking this dopamine hit because they haven't found a tool to produce this on their own, internally, without external stimulation. Pursuing truth and external goals is fine, and it has a place in life. But first handling inner internal balance and well being is crucial so we don't make a fool out ourselves outside, or we burn up the planet trying to "fulfill out purpose". The planet is fucked due to too many people and CEOs fulfilling their purpose, seeking their dopamine high. What would happen if you could trigger this inner stillness and satisfaction on your own? Just knowing and discovering some tricks of your own body, of your own inner energies. Just imagine, if you could have a switch to feel totally complete and your own, how free and effortless any type of action you want to do on the outside/material reality/society would be. Right now people are feeling meh on the inside, so they are trying any type of action and trick so whatever achievement and goal that is accomplished finally stimulates this dopamine high. Is time to swift the mechanics 180°. First I feel like a God within me, because of no reason, (just because I'm God, I don't need a reason to feel Good). Then from that place, any challenge or task is a joy.

If it could be communicated everyone would be Awake mate

I have a topic created in the High Consciousness Resources where I explain some things. Ultimately, it can not be taught, you will need to do Yoga to discover the tricks of your own system. Can you produce this openess at will? Because if not, we are talking about the same thing. What I call pleasure you call openness maybe.

Indeed, you are alone. Enjoy your mind

Booom!

It seems that one of God's more twisted and grandiose games is to start life at a point where your mind is dirty and obscure by constant projections of differences towards all kind of things, as humans one of the most things we project differences of value is towards humans. This constant mechanism of the mind produces suffering so we seek unity, unconsciously, but someday it might be conscious, and one has a realization that all differences were imaginary, in that the ego disappears and you realize every little problem you had it was because of this, thinking one thing is better than other thing. One human is better than other. One action is more important than other. All of this preferences, were happening because Life was corrupted by delusion,by ego, by darkness,by ignorance. The game of going from darkness to Light. An entertaining game for sure. What else is there to do .

You have a point in that, having said that, I think one can learn from Leo, he is a special individual, the mistake is to ideolize them. As with any teacher, that is a mistake .

Thanks for recommending, I´ll give a try, since is a local product for me ? Maybe I´ll become the irresistible Macho Ibérico.

For sure, that is a very good way to describe it. Until God wakes up of course

5-meo-dmt ?

Is definetely not common. All of my experiences with ketamine were fine and more or less 'comfy' except this one. I just bumped 2 lines, sit on my room in a corner at night and had the great idea of turn it off the lights. Suddenly, it become clear in my face that I had a fear of darkness in my house (only happens in my mom's house) that I had been avoiding all my life. The thoughts of fear become so intense I had to let go, count´do anything else. I started breathing and then everything started to 'collapse'. Here's the trip report if you want to read it: @LSD-Rumi @Yimpa

Roa: Hcl plugged I Sit in lotus pose and put a powerful mantra of sadhguru called 'Aum Namah Shivaya'. I thought I was ready for what would come afterwards... It started to come up...but this time stronger than any other time... way way stronger. I thought I Knew the limit of 5-MeO-DMT. The following 4-5 minutes (although they felt like a LIFETIME) were an horrendous time where there was a sudden intuition that this moment was all that there was. I could not think, I could not imagine, I could not nothing. Total confusion, I wanted to puke. I wanted it to end. But no thoughts were available, just total confusion NOW. Then I surrendered .And I shouted my insides out what it felt like a lifetime of trauma, beliefs, and concepts of lack of self-love, of differences, or judgment, of DELUSION. I didn't shouted like that in my life. That felt like a release of no other, the release I wanted all of my life. To feel completely in Love with myself. Overall I would say this as a far as 5-MeO-DMT plugged will take me. To total insanity, to then to a Total Brutal Explosive Love, to a Heaven that I was not ready. To a LOVE that can not be forgotten (but let's see how this integrates the following weeks). What can I say? This is a fucking dream... believe it or not...the play is eternal, completely eternal...eternally playing thought stories in your head (or not), to avoid GOD, to avoid LOVE. Wow. What a fucking play this is. What a brilliant trick. What a masterpiece this is. Pure Masterpiece of Love. I dedicate this trip to my father, RIP. Your pain is My pain. I love you.