moon777light

the work reminds of pyrrhonism

i know, which is why it confused me i guess to hear him way something. I still have that underlying expectation of some wonder. agreed

In this reality, we can see/touch/grasp the world around us. This is what all organisms can experience. But i guess its hurting my mind/head that i can't fully grasp concepts as real. Im scared that i'll be wasting time on something that has been used to make us be more social/ interact better. The more think about it, the more my head hurts, and im starting to forget what im asking and what answer im seeking. 1.) no 2.) i want to say yes lol (im too attached ot my thoughts) but no, im still 'here"..i guess 3.)not really 4.)nothing i guess, i just need to be.. So the problem is that thinking about it wont give an answer but just being will? If evolution gave us the ability to talk about things that don't exist, fictious stuff, then won't not utilizing this ability (i.e. just being/no thoughts/just awareness) be regressing evolution?

i guess im more so asking whats the difference in the significance between Gods/Company's/Truth? Arent they all the same, in the fact that they are something that we cannot see/touch, and something that only comes to life through people's words?

but how does that help anyone? if there is no human imagination, there is no awareness/chakras or whatever...then what? 1.) i can see them/touch them/feel them 2.)I am aware of some heavy feelings in the chest 3.) i can hear different tones that form music, i can hear someone moving things around in the room , a person walking footsteps 4.) Im aware of sensations and colors around me...i hear stuff, i feel emotion stuff inside of me. I can feel hard surfaces around me....so yes, i think.

what do you mean? Like aware that im observing around?

https://www.youtube.com/user/ThatYogiGuy/videos I was asking around on other forums regarding kriya and apparently this is a good channel among kriyabans, in case it helps anyone especially this vid for newbies:

thx guys, i used the gamma waves for 10 minutes, and it was so weird, i felt strange pulsations in my mind, but not sure if its placebo or not. Nothing in my awareness changed throughout the day

YES!!! thats the one, thanks

I remember someone mention here an emergency doctor who managed to balance career with consciousness work, but i forgot his name, if anyone remembers it. Also does anyone know examples of mainstream doctors (as in MD's not ND's) who are moving the medical field steps forward regarding exploring consciousness or just improving the "system" overall? I know in the usa in the last few years a new residency called "functional medicine" appeared, which basically integrates diet and lifestyle with treating an illness and has significantly improved patient's lives.

THANK YOU! ...Is that Santa?

everyone is giving weird zen answers like all the people here are enlightened. Its important to recognize when your just regurgitating answers you heard someone wiser than you say. You should see a therapist or a psychiatrist to make sure everything is ok. this video below is a good watch. IF you watch it and get triggered (maybe thoughts along the lines of: "how dare they think im crazy? they dont know anything!") then your probably not enlightened.

You might be confusing general anxiety with social anxiety. In general anxiety, you have a fear of the worst that could happen, including losing your life. Social anxiety you have fear of being the least social and being lonely and judged. As a person conquering social anxiety, my fear comes from people rejecting me and ending up being alone, as with other people i know who have it. I trained in martial arts, krav maga (im not sure if this counts as martial arts), and i did heavy weight lifting and it didnt change anything, i have the same level of social anxiety as before that. However the two disorders (GAD and SAD) have a very fine line, so it could be possible. Also, a lot of people that have social anxiety also have general anxiety. As an example, a socially anxious person in a crowd will have thoughts like "everyone is looking at me, they surely think im weird and a loser, omg no one likes me", etc. a person with general anxiety disorder in a crowd will think "omg what if a bomb goes off right now, what if someone is going to rob me, what if someone stabs me, what if i forgot my phone and my keys, what if this/that", etc If you trace the reason for social anxiety, yes it ultimately leads to fear of death, but not from someone randomly attacking you, but by being the outcast and left to die alone.

So i usually have these about once a month, where for some reason, something triggers me that im somehow in someway not enough, and i cant stop thinking about it, and i start to overthink and overanalyze everything and everything spirals downward. IM having one right now, which started last night. I was looking at something online that for some reason made me thought no one wanted me (it was just pictures of people i knew having fun), and my heart started feeling very heavy as if someone attached a chain and a 5kilo weight on it dangling downward. This heavy heart feeling is still present to today. I tried to do the "radiate love" method, where you love yourself no matter what feeling, including this suffering, and it didnt really help. Today somepeople glanced at me in school for a slightly longer period and i immediatey jumped to conclusions like "something here is wrong with me, i dont belong here, no one accepts me, im not enough bla bla bla" i even started fantasizing about scenarios of getting revenge on the person. I knew i was making up stories and that i need to stop this, i tried, but they kept coming up. This episode usually lasts a day and then it goes away for a month and i completely forget about it. Anyone have any advice for this? thank you

@Nahm thank you for your answer. That's so hard to do, when im spiriling down i try my absolute hardest to focus away from other's opinions but i cant do it for more than a few seconds. Its like some weird negative glue in my mind that i try to pry myself off from. I tried to stop resisting but i just get boggled down by more negative them-vs-me thoughts, or maybe im 'not resisting' in a wrong way? @Colin Thanks, ill look it into it. Positive thing is i asked my BF for a therapist he can try to connect me with, i feel like that'll be the best option for now, just hope i can get an appointment

Interesting vid to watch especially with the talks of SD on here. I guess this is Blue vs Orange/Green? debate

i was talking about the method mentioned

little late reply but im currently listening to an elective at school about the importance of probiotics. The ones listed as examples that were vegan are kombucha, beet kvass, sauerkraut (best one imo), olives, ...and suprisingly simple fruit and veggie juices contain probiotics too! Also its really important to combine Prebiotics with probiotics, because a prebiotic is food for the probiotic bacteria. If the bacteria doesnt have enough food it will be hard to survive all the way to your intestines. Some good prebiotic foods are garlic, leek asparagus, strawberries, and red wine

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2755247/ heres an article from 2008, thats says 1/5 of all indian manufactered AND!!! USA manufactered products had lead. After researching more i saw that the KSM-66 type of ashwagandha is like theonly one that is stricltly regulated and certifies that its heavy metal free. I dont know what to do with the one i purchased,...to stop using it?, but it is organic? its 150 gramsss :(((( i knew i should have been patient and bought the jarrow pill-form ksm66 one

@Charlotte i just got my lions mane in the mail cant wait to hear your experience, i hope its similar for me DOes anyone get a small headache with ashwagandha? Or a hot feeling? ...i did more research and in 2004 they discovered that a 1/4 of all ashwagandha products from india had significant amounts of toxic heavy metals like lead. in 1990 more than half had this. Since its 2018, its should be much much less, and if its certified organic, your likely good, but still good to be warned.

ha! thats what my parents and grandparents talked about too. Thank you everyone for advice. its not for me, but for someone i know. I keep telling them that meditation and pranayama is important, but theyre lazy to implement the work. But thats another topic

Like whenever we try to fix ourselves, do work on ourselves, try to make ourselves free from the ego, we only end up hurting ourselves further and making in even more challenging to integrate our whole and enlighten? The intellectual mind that we actively think with being the woman in the video and the ego/our higher self being the alien humanoid? Is the paradox that we need to fully accept the "enemy" and what we're afraid of as part of us?

He emphasizes to not use his videos as DOGMA. But its inevitable. As with everything and everyone in the world. Its inevitable that people that dont have a strong mental fence will see SSRI's/anti-psychotics as a cure because theyre doctor is 100% right, or drugs as a cure because they see whoever giving them drugs as a person who is right. Sadly it happens on a daily basis with whatever situation you want, not just Leo. Can be applied to religion/politics/etc

@omTom @DrewNowsthanks!

yes, true. In the end, its what he uses. You decide what you want to use. Thats why research/research/RESEARCH