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  5. Posted

    Since I'm already good with the heart Chakra, I won't be looking into heart Chakra deities. 

    I'll only consider the heart Chakra for practicing Empathy. 

    My focus is mainly on 

    Root Chakra, Throat Chakra, Third Eye Chakra and Crown Chakra. 

     

    I have chosen a few deities to be important. 

     

    • Satan. (root 
    • Entity John (root) 
    • Dragon (throat) 
    • Mahakaala (third eye) I'm replacing Kaala Bhairava 
    • Vishnu (Crown Chakra) 

     

     

     

  6. Posted

     

    1 hour ago, Preety_India said:

    Since I have been digging into Shiva (especially Mahakaala who I consider my personal protector ) and Vishnu (my divine protector), I scrambled for hours looking for some simple mantra chants with English translation. 

    Decided to share. 

    Enjoy 

     

     

    Mahakaala 

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    3 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

     

    Also I found these really interesting Shiva Drum music pieces. Hope ya'll like these.

    Good for Hindus who do meditation. 

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

  14. Posted

     

     

    On 6/9/2022 at 0:15 AM, Preety_India said:

    I have written about the Dragon so many times before 

    It's an important figure in Eastern philosophy. 

     

     

      On 6/4/2022 at 7:59 AM, Preety_India said:

    Dragon has always represented as a male to me.

     

     

    Yay. 

     

     

      On 6/4/2022 at 8:01 AM, Preety_India said:

    Now I have 4 entities that help me 

     

    Devi 

    Satan 

    Entity John 

    Dragon 

    These are major. 

     

    Right now I don't get Kali in mind. 

     

     

      On 6/4/2022 at 8:03 AM, Preety_India said:

    Devi is for heart Chakra. Although my heart Chakra is big 

     

    Satan and Entity John are for the root Chakra 

     

    Dragon is for throat Chakra (important for self expression) 

     

     

     

     

     

      On 6/4/2022 at 8:10 AM, Preety_India said:

    I don't think there's any entity for the crown Chakra because it's simply based on intellectual processing. 

    But what can I find for the third eye Chakra. 

     

     

      On 6/4/2022 at 2:27 PM, Preety_India said:

    Finally I got my dragon back.. 

     

      On 6/4/2022 at 2:54 PM, Preety_India said:

     

     

    Devi. Heart Chakra 

    Satan. Root 

    Entity John. Root 

    Dragon throat 

    Kaal Bhairava third eye 

    Mantra Crown Chakra 

     

    Devi,

     

    Kali,

     

    Devi, Kali,

     

    Linga Bhairavi,,

     

    Kaal Bhairava

     

    Ram can also be heart Chakra 

     

     

    Linga

     

     

    Bhairavi,Kaal Bhairava, Ram

     

     

     

    INFJ-T,ptsd,BPD, autism, anger issues

    Cleared out ignore list today. 

     

    So the Dragon stuff is interesting. 

    I associate the Dragon with emotional intelligence. 

    So I'll associate the throat Chakra with emotional intelligence 

     

     

      On 6/5/2022 at 3:01 AM, Preety_India said:

    So I'll call this emotional intimacy. 

    If the root Chakra is physical intimacy in my mind (this is my own version of it all) the throat Chakra to me represents emotional intimacy. 

    I have invented a new philosophy regarding this. 

    Although yantra is actually used in a different way in the sense you have something like Devi Yantra used by Sadhguru, I will use it my way. 

    My way would be this - that yantra is a method of achieving intimacy. 

    So I will define it in this manner according to my spin on it. 

    I will say that Tantra is physical intimacy. I will assign it at the root.. 

    I'll say yantra is overall intimacy. Which can involve a lot of things like emotional intimacy and psychic intimacy. 

    This is what I got during Satan meditation. 

    .. 

     6/5/2022 at 3:08 AM, Preety_India said:

    At the crown Chakra I said Mantra.. This came after an intense contemplation of 2 hours early in the morning (today). 

    I said it because mantra means a word and I was thinking in what way can a person show love at the highest level???????

     

    Maybe a word? 

    So I thought, yea it has gotta be a word. 

    Only a word would make sense. 

    In Hindu mythology and principle, a word that I might use for chanting is also called a chant or mantra 

    And so I decided that the crown has to be associated with Mantra. 

    This also brings up the next thought and conclusion in my mind. 

    ...... 

    at 3:29 AM, Preety_India said:

    So yea I was talking about mantra. 

    Mantra means a word. Especially an important word or phrase. 

    So my way of looking at entities and the system of Chakras is this. 

    I'll call it the Tantra, Yantra and Mantra. 

    As per my philosophy, 

    The Tantra means the root Chakra. 

    The Yantra means the body or a method. This method can be manifold.. Many methods of achieving intimacy - like emotional intimacy, heart intimacy and so on. 

    And mantra means a powerful chant. 

    I'll say that this powerful Chant can consist of an intention. 

    So the whole thing lines up as — tantra, Yantra and Mantra. 

     

     

     

     

     

     

    The Dragon thing is really important to me.....

    It suddenly came up the other day while I was flipping through my journals. 

    And I don't know how to feel about it. 

    It gave me a sudden feeling of protection and calm. 

    Like a big thing was protecting me. 

     

    ....... 

     6/5/2022 at 3:37 AM, Preety_India said:

     

    So the Dragon stuff is associated with emotional intelligence. 

    I will write a lot about the Dragon thing. 

    I have written before too. It's time to revisit. But to bring some changes and edits. 

     

     6/5/2022 at 4:31 AM, Preety_India said:

    I have a lot more to say about the throat Chakra or this seat of emotional intelligence and emotional intimacy.. 

    Imagine poetry. It's an expression. 

    I'm not sure if this Chakra is balanced for me. 

    at 5:09 AM, Preety_India said:

    The Dragon thing has helped me a lot. It suddenly got all entities together into one. 

     

    This and the true essence of love thing. 

     

    I have a framework with my spirituality now. This is the final framework although I have many spiritual frameworks if you read my previous journals. Many many frameworks. 

    This framework will be awesome for this year. 

    It's the Entity based Chakra framework. 

    I'll also call this the Lucid Spirituality. To me it appears simple, easy, free flowing and much like lucid dreaming. 

    ........ 

     

     at 5:24 AM, Preety_India said:

    So who is the Dragon? 

    The Dragon is a major entity on the Chakra axis. Because it represents the Throat Chakra and the Yantra. 

    What does this mean? 

    The Dragon is someone who has deep emotional intimacy with you. They understand your emotions. They know how you feel. They feel with you. If you feel sad, they know it. If you feel happy, they know it too. 

    It's like two notes that are together. I'm not much of a poet (although I'm trying hard to excel at this). 

    So someone who has emotional intimacy with you shares and sometimes mirrors your emotions. They also respond to your emotions. 

    This is called Congruence, harmony, alignment. Match match(in simple words). 

    Do you understand now? (I rarely speak to people in my journals. I usually only speak to myself, but this is a rare moment where I'm speaking to people). 

     

    ........ 

    at 6:16 AM, Preety_India said:

    The Dragon is a major entity on the Chakra axis. Because it represents the Throat Chakra and the Yantra. 

    In the last post I talked about Congruence. 

    This is about emotions. 

    Emotional Congruence and intimacy. 

    So when someone is emotionally intimate with you, they will respond to you in a way that is reassuring and exactly how you would have wanted an emotionally resonant person to respond to you.. 

    Let's take an example.. 

    You're upset and you don't want to talk about a certain movie because it's triggering. Let's say you don't like horror movies.

    An emotionally intimate partner/lover/friend will immediately stop a discussion on horror movies and assure you that they will never do so in the future. 

    An emotionally non-intimate person (no matter how loving and caring, even if they are the type that fix a breakfast for you each morning before you leave for work) will continue to discuss the topic of horror movies much to your discontent and frustration. The person will make an asshole of themselves. And a conflict will ensue

    An emotionally intimate person will fulfill your emotional needs in a relationship by being attentive and caring and understanding your emotional states, and responding to them in an empathetic and resonant way. 

    In fact most relationships break down because of a lack of intimacy no matter how loving and caring the partners are to one another. They fail to develop intimacy (both sexual and emotional). Why??? 

    Because developing intimacy is not everyone's cup of tea. It's hard work. It's a skill. It's an art like cooking. It needs emotional intelligence and most people suck at emotional intelligence. Even emotional people suck at emotional intelligence. It's a unique form of intelligence that needs tact, control, understanding, swag, subtlety and tenderness. It's where "less is more." Gregarious people fail at emotional intelligence because they try too hard. If you give someone a bouquet of flowers every  morning, you might assume in the hearts of hearts that you might be doing something right, but you're grossly mistaken. Giving something is a great gesture, it makes a person feel appreciated, yes..yet doing it repeatedly takes away its novelty and originality and can even make the person lose interest because you pampered them too much. The act of love is a delicate dance. Like passive aggressive. You have to be ready for the game. You have to play games. Not mind games. But beautiful playful romantic games. You have to push and pull. Just like sex. You have to keep it both enchanting and enticing. Revealing as well as mesmerizing. If you act too mysterious it can lead to misunderstanding and suspicion, if you act too revealing it can take out the element of surprise and novelty and make it super boring. It's a magical dance, a foreplay, eternal romance, it is igniting the fire with a lot of boost but also knowing how to keep this fire alive (can you imagine the Dragon spouting fire from its mouth). If you can't dance, the show is over. Your partner is gone. Where is the interest? Of course I don't mean to say that relationships are fickle. Yet relationships also need novelty along with harmony, beauty along with stability. You don't want it to be boring when you make it super special. And why not? Why wouldn't you? If you love someone, you would want to give them the best experience your mind and body can give them, after all you think they deserve all of your love, don't you? Lovers only wish to please each other more than anything and everything and enjoy the intimate paradise they create for each other. 

    Emotional intimacy. 

    Emotional intimacy heightens the joy in a relationship. Whereas lack of it sucks out the fire that ignited/birthed it. 

    Throat Chakra is associated with emotional intelligence and therefore emotional intimacy. 

    It's a place of fire, (the Dragon), but this fire should not be mistaken for sexual fire, it's emotional fire. 

    Generally speaking, fire is usually associated with sex. But you can also think of emotional passion/emotional fire. 

    Sexual intimacy/fire will be shelved under the category of root Chakra, root Chakra also combines the sacral Chakra of passion and desires as well as the productivity Chakra of Solar Plexus Or Manipura, I have combined all of them as the Root Chakra to make it less cumbersome. They are all physical in nature, that's why root. 

    What's the Yantra here? 

    Yantra basically means a method or a technique. I am assigning a meaning to yantra here. 

    The method at this Chakra/entity would be : Emotional Intimacy and Intelligence. So that's the Yantra (or method) to be used at this Chakra. 

    So if you want to expand the size of your Throat Chakra, you must try to improve your emotional intelligence and intimacy (whoever you are with). You can also improve your emotional intelligence in general and try to get better at reading people's emotions. 

    That's how you can work on your throat Chakra. 

    Alternatively, Connect to the Entity of Dragon to expand your throat Chakra. Dragon when invoked will give you clues and downloads of information on how to be more emotionally intelligent and expressive in your life. 

    6:24 AM, Preety_India said:

    So the Dragon, since it's associated with fire, will have a huge place in Kundalini Activation since Kundalini is a form of energy that travels through the spine and I assume it travels through all the Chakras as each Chakra gets fired up, activated and expanded

    7 deities /entities 

    Ram 

    Linga Bhairavi Devi

    Satan 

    Entity John 

    Dragon 

    Kaal Bhairava 

    Mantra 

     

    5 chakras. 

    Root, Heart, Throat, Third Eye and Crown 

    4 Elements of the ZODIAC 

    Earth, water, fire and air 

     

    Different deities and their Chakra correlates along with pictures of deities 

     

    Ram 

    Heart Chakra 

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    Satan 

    Root Chakra 

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    Entity John 

    Root Chakra 

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    Devi Linga Bhairavi 

    Heart Chakra 

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    Dragon 

    Throat Chakra 

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    Kaal Bhairava

    third eye Chakra 

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    Mantra 

    Crown Chakra 

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    On 6/9/2022 at 0:22 AM, Preety_India said:

    7 deities /entities 

    Ram 

    Linga Bhairavi Devi

    Satan 

    Entity John 

    Dragon 

    Kaal Bhairava 

    Mantra 

     

    5 chakras. 

    Root, Heart, Throat, Third Eye and Crown 

    4 Elements of the ZODIAC 

    Earth, water, fire and air 

     

     

    1 hour ago, Preety_India said:

    One of the deities is Vishnu. 

     

     

    Vishnu will protect me 

     

     

     

    Vishnu is all loving and all knowing. 

     

     

    Yes yes yes.. 

     

     

     

     

     

    38 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

     

     

     

  22. Posted · Edited by Preety_India

    I'm looking for clarity and closure in my life. 

    Two things that I really wish I could get some closure on. 

    • The subject of evil - I still haven't got closure on this for the last 4 years that I have been struggling with it. I have contemplated numerous times with no clues to lead me to a proper conclusion. I can't pretend that I have answers to everything, I'm not that type. I take my own time for my spiritual quests. 
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  23. Posted

    I have been a very forgiving person all my life. 

    I just don't know where to begin. 

    I have lots of love for people.. 

    I have never intentionally tried to trigger someone. 

    But sometimes I just wish people the best. 

    I don't know what to say. 

    I have been living in a mentally fuzzy dissociated spacey confused state for this entire 2 month period starting April. 

     

  25. Posted

    Is it unrealistic to expect your partner/boyfriend to not cheat on you ever (lifetime)? 

    Do the best relationships suffer cheating too? 

    For the longest time, loyalty was my most important value and my top most priority. I never cheated on any of my ex partners (100%) and I used to pride in being 100% loyal in friendships and relationships. 

    Lately I have been questioning if this attribute is solely based on judgment. 

    Is cheating okay/acceptable (as in human nature)? 

    Or is it unrealistic to ask/expect of your partner to never cheat on you?