Preety_India

If he was with me,I would look at him this way, the maneater look.. I'll never have that saintly calm expression on my face. I'm too volatile for that

Even though I hate to say this. The video is a bit crass while trying to make a point. But there is a certain truth to the phenomenon of single mothers choosing men who are a bit submissive and less alpha. Then reason being that her stress levels are significantly lower around a beta man . At this stage of her life she can't handle an alpha. Not that this has any evolutionary consequences as dating is a very random game. Both alpha and beta genes get passed on

He has a certain innocence, that creates a lust in me. Did I forget to mention that he looks so much like my first crush? He absolutely does. I hate that he looks older in the picture. I would have definitely appreciated a much younger look but he still rocks that rugged guy look in this picture. I love the roughness on his face, the feeling that all he cares about is grabbing a woman and giving her a mouthful of his load.

If I were looking at him, I would be looking at him in several different ways. My way of showing love is eccentric. I would look at him with some anger to get him stimulated.

Heck,I'm falling in love with this dude and his eternal hungry/ exploring gaze.. What a dude! I like his soft muted look, serious ,skeptical yet gentle and not aggressive. Curious yet not daunting, mild but stern enough, neither too generous nor too self protective, just a calm demeanour with a slight curiosity. He exudes passion in a very muted sense, exact opposite of me who is overly passionate.

I can be somewhat of a bitch on the outside but a great girl on the inside, if you get to know me really well.

Proposing a woman is a mistake. I'll never love a guy who proposes me. You first create a space where the person wants to be with you as opposed to imposing your will and need on them and expecting them to respond out of coercion. It never works. Why will a woman simply say yes to you if she is not even attracted? First create a dynamic where she is very attracted to you by creating romantic chemistry and healthy communication. Then play along Propose when she has given the signal that she wants commitment and you're ready as well.

@Tim R in some ways loving Hitler could also be an over compensation for not loving the ones that need your love?

Exactly. It's sort of a moral hypocrisy. Why would you love Hitler in the first place if you didn't judge him as evil? Doesn't love actually mean that it is without judgement? So by that logic, you're loving Hitler, not out of non-judgement, but out of judgement, why else would there exist a need to love to begin with? So your love (not your) of Hitler is solely based on your perception of Hitler as a sinner and you, the savior of sinners. Now there lies the hypocrisy. The love never came from a true place. You wouldn't need to keep stressing that you love Hitler, if it was ordinary love. In this sense your capability to love is a mere conquest. But if you are capable of such great compassion , then what stops you from loving ordinary people the same way, if you could get rid of Barriers to love Hitler, what made you raise barriers to love someone ordinary.

So yesterday I was watching the movie Basic Instinct, the older one. And the detective character Nick Curran really caught my attention. I have to confess, I fell in love, probably this one last time I want to give my heart to a man once again, but he is an imaginary person, a movie character. I wish he was real. The movie is well made, I love the suspense factor, and Sharon as always was brilliant. I love all the sex scenes and this beautiful emotional riveting romantic chemistry between Nick and Catherine, a delight to my rose tinted romantic eyes (and heart,I cannot survive without romance ). They are so in love. I love his romantic gaze and I almost imagine myself as Catherine, much easier for me to do since she is a Pieces in real life like me, and embodies the kind of sexuality I posses. My sexuality is very light, emotional and muted, filled with subtle teases here and there, being gracefully seductive and not taking the game too far, yet keeping it interesting enough. Catherine embodies my sexuality very accurately and beautifully. I always twitch my eyebrows a little bit to the upper side the way Sharon Stone does, and there is always a smirk on my face like she does. And my confidence can appear vulgar but there is a subtlety to it, I won't take it to trashy levels , I fuse confidence with elegance. So Nick caught my eye and once a man catches my eyes, it's hard for.my eyes to look elsewhere. That's a done deal, you either attract me or you don't. And once you attract me, my heart is on you like love sick puppy. I'll love you to play with me. Its all fun and games until someone is hurt.

This was the most beautiful response. Indeed, charity should begin at home. Sometimes I wonder if people make deliberate claims of loving Hitler out of ego reasons. Just to show that they are more compassionate than your regular empathetic folks. I, for never, resonated with such sentiment. To me, love thy neighbor as thyself, and then maybe love Hitler. There are so many innocent starved and hungry , but you want to feed the one that eats 100 chickens a day, that doesn't make sense? Maybe lay off such extraordinary love for a while and come down to ordinary love, the earth will be grateful for your wisdom.

Yes the world definitely needs saving. It needs an order and equilibrium which can only be attained when we all collectively reach our higher selves and reach the greatest heights of compassion. That's where selfishness dissolves and everything becomes one.

I remember that my life as a Roman was an extremely hard one. We used to be a part of debates everyday. There was too much gossip in the streets. Women used to be married off very young. There was a lot of focus on art and expansion. Anything was better than nothing.

I remember Rome, Egypt, Macedonia which was Greece at the time were a very important part of our discussion Especially there was a lot of turbulence with Macedonia and most Roman Rulers who existed where I lived wanted to expand towards the far west and towards the east and south. In that time, the name Alexander the Great was considered a great name of the Byzantine empire to the east and south, close to the a Aegean sea. I remember that when I used to talk to my fellow Roman friends, I often called them the Aegean people. These people had sharp features ,they were Greek and they were very accomplished people ,something that people from our province always wanted to compete and look up to.

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You should just let go Continue moving in a positive direction.

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If you guys want to fight and create a ruckus, fight somewhere else not in my journals. Now go away from here I'm furious right now. Leave me alone and never comment in my journal without prior permission.

You guys need to leave me alone. No more comments. You guys have zero respect for me. If you didn't, I'm calling the mods Do not comment anymore, all of you. Did you all get it?

I always had a huge complex around this whole topic. People used to tell me that I'm attractive but I never felt it, maybe because of deep rooted cultural beliefs. When people tell me that I'm attractive ,it's usually people from other countries.

@Peter Miklis does sun gazing mean looking into the sun?

Have you tried EFT technique? Please Iook it up and try it.

I had many mystical and psychical experiences, in that I'm naturally spiritually gifted. I had NDE, premonition, feelings of reincarnation, sleep paralysis ( which is not exactly mystical ) I'm also currently working on trying to develop deep mystical experiences through remote practices.

JBP is too rational to even pursue anything spiritual. That's his handicap