Preety_India

You have a solid point.

What does Leo represent to me? I've fallen in love with the God self of Leo. You have to zoom out and see the Meta angle. The Meta is God or should I call it Super Meta, the ultimate Meta way of looking at things. What am I looking for? Maybe I'm looking for becoming whole or attaching myself to this whole? Is this the ultimate objective of our lives? To become one with whole? Becoming Super Meta? And what is Super Meta according to Leo? Often Leo says everything is Love. Even death is love. Evil is love. So Super Meta is love then? And if I want to become one with Super Meta, then it must mean that I want to become one with LOVE?

What does Leo represent to me? Embracing God? Becoming God? Lets say I'm facing a situation. I am going to call it Situation 1. How do I perceive and react to Situation 1 as Preety? How do I perceive and react to Situation 1 as ??????? I'll note down both reactions. How do I perceive things in my God suit? I've seen in a recent example, my reaction as God has been completely different. It is a bit selfish yet this selfishness is very deep and pure and higher, I'd call it pure deep higher survival. An acronym would be PDHS - PURE DEEP HIGHER SURVIVAL. THIS REALLY SOUNDS GOOD LEO..

Or what I can do is repeat the above quote in my journals as a reminder.

Psychosis.

If the girls are being approached by many guys, this is obviously going to happen. You have to move on. But does that bother you? This is just a regular thing that is expected to happen if you are texting strangers. Try building a rapport when you meet someone as opposed to just taking their numbers. I get messages as well which I don't bother to read. Unless I feel like that person is special. Make yourself feel special by building rapport while getting the number. Cold approaches won't be too successful if your only goal is to get a number. You need to be quite social, communicative and flirty to make things sound interesting. She needs to feel like you are some serious guy who has a good head on his shoulders and not just some guy fooling around.

Hate always sounds boring. Can't blame Sadhguru.

This sounded a bit silly. But I wanted to do this as an experiment. My normal version would be called Preety. My God version would be called ??????. ?

In this clip Leo talks about suicide and the challenges around it. He says in the absolute sense, suicide is not morally wrong. I somewhat agree. Then Leo proceeds to say - death is infinite love, this is where I suffer a temporary moment of mindfuck. How is death supposed to mean infinite love? Then he says the absolute purpose of this work is to recontextualize everything around you in the here and now and be able to see the beauty in the present moment. But my question is that if this present moment represents all the beauty and infinite love, then why can't death also represent same? How does death become any lower in value than the experience of the present moment and why should death not be on the same plane as living in the present moment? Is it not possible to love this challenge that entails loving the present moment and love death at the same time? Also as Leo says to make a commitment to suffer it out no matter what, I guess it's easier said than done. Would this imply that suicide is un-spiritual?

If you would come to me, I would be so happy

Letter to my future lover.

I feel like I want to be in your arms and cry.

I almost cried watching the video. When my father died, I actually felt happy for him because he was suffering too much..

This is the video I like the most because it directly targets my suicidal mentality.

What does Leo represent to me? In a moment everything changed. Everything was different. Initially it felt like mindfuck..

?????? preety ?????? this is the God version.

What does Leo represent to me? I think Leo represents to me the process of becoming God. A few weeks back I was caught in an unpleasant situation where it felt like I was unnecessarily trapped and trying hard to get out although not really trying hard enough.. I don't know what happened and I suddenly snapped and the thought of Leo came to my mind, Leo talking to me. Leo telling me to act like God. Why don't you become God? What if you were God, what would you tell yourself in this situation? For a minute, I was stunned. I placed myself in God's shoes. I thought for a minute or two. Wait a minute. Am I God? Then I am speaking to Preety - "Preety, why would you do that, don't you know better? Why are you so confused? Get out of this situation."

It's because we don't know how to make healthy look better. Some deep insight there.

Becoming God. I love skeleton animations.

Spirituality is the most important thing and something worth embodying.

What does Leo represent to me? He represents a deep form of survival. Leo asking me in my dreams. Why are you stuck in this? Why don't you look at a deeper form of survival? Which is basically looking after what's good for you, doing what is in your best interests? You really wanna squander your time dealing with things that bring zero benefit to you? At this point I can't look at Leo in the eye. "

Later I was thinking about how Leo inspires me to be more selfish. As though he is telling me that I need to stop being so placid.

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The current picture is peaceful and non threatening and it represents my true self that will peek out if everyone in my family stops controlling me.