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@GodDesireOnlyLove Nope I've extremely low self esteem thanks to my childhood abuse. I never felt confident. I had feelings of guilt for many years thinking that I'm not good enough. I still struggle with the same feelings. I feel like im not adequate. Also I was bullied a lot. That really sabotages self esteem and confidence. But I'm beginning to rediscover myself. I thought if I wasn't creative then what's the point of even trying. So I asked to know for sure if I am just imagining that I am creative or if I really am I'm more likely to compliment others than myself. I like to encourage people but when it comes to my self, I become self-deprecating. So I needed a bit of assurance and a real honest opinion on my creative skills. If someone said to me that I'm not that creative, it helps too. It helps to know if I'm having an exaggerated or wrong view of my self. So I'm open to criticism of my creative skills.. If someone said that I'm not good enough, it will help me to remain humble and not expect much out of myself.

My passions are several and I hop from one to another like a butterfly. Where to begin. As a kid I used to write long essays, play badminton, chess, play the guitar etc. Now my passions have diversified I enjoy Writing Singing Painting and arts Photography Studying psychology I love camping and collecting and selling camping material Writing fictional stories Cooking Self actualization work, meditation I love making memes, gifs I like putting images together to describe a story Brainstorming with my friends Listening to music. I also like making crafts when I have enough time I have a huge interest for recycling material and putting them to use. I don't throw used things. I make something out of it and use it in different ways. I also have interest in paranormal mysteries and ghost hunting. Maybe I'll try that some day.. I did stamp collection as a kid. And witchcraft which has been my latest interest and passion for life. Gardening and Farming I also have a passion for psychedelics.. Currently I do ayahuasca. But I plan on doing 5-MeO Dmt and weed.

@GodDesireOnlyLove Hahaha, you're right. I never sleep. The artist in me is always awake.

@GodDesireOnlyLove That was cute. Leonardo Da Van Poor I'm Leonardo Da Street Beggar

Today is a good day out of many bad days. No nightmares last night. So maybe I can focus on better things. Since the coronavirus situation, my exhaustion has peaked. Anyway I'm just trying to focus on what can be done. Anything positive is good enough.

The milk got consumed so quick. Had to get some more packs of milk yesterday. Very tiring Not getting vegetables anymore. Just trying to use whatever I can. Things are going to be hard again. I'm not allowed to leave my apartment.

@Natasha That's so beautiful Natasha. I like the color combination. Very pastel and subtle yet attractive.

@AlphaAbundance Thank you so much.

@Vladz0r I created the gify especially for Leo as a tribute. He did not make such a video

@Anna1 thank you Anna

Well done. good job. You are really growing. I wouldn't call it a distraction. And obviously there are mental benefits to it. You learn a lot about yourself through it. Consider it like crisis management. I know it's difficult. When you get around it, you learn how to get around it. There's a saying that goes, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. In the end you're the stronger one. Bless you. Have a great day. ❤️

@ilyas dolliazal thank you.

Lmfao I captured Leo when he was crying. Aww. So sweet. Happy Birthday Leo. ❤️❤️❤️ You rock

Such an important post Parth. Good job. You do a great job at dismantling SD from the Indian perspective. Even I couldn't have done it.

Last night, no nightmares. Good job for 1 night at least Hope the habit breaks. April 23, 2020.

Why do I always feel like she is hypnotizing me? Anyone else feel the same or is it just me? This feeling of being hypnotized while watching her videos.

Don't give the devil ideas.

@bejapuskas I accidentally read it as "ladies restrooms."

I have a huge interest in dinosaurs, dragons, monsters, and phantom beasts. There's the word dragon even in my signature. They hold a special place in my life. Don't know if fascination with huge creatures is considered weird.

I have to admit that I'm developing a crush on Andrew. We had a late night sexual conversation yesterday. He has been speeding things up. He sent me a box of chocolates the other day. So cute of him. I love chocolate. Andrew I love you. Hugs. I am officially his girlfriend now. A new bf eh!! The coronavirus brought us closer. I never would have imagined that I would fall in love again. I was putting off Andrew for some time but he was persistent. He finally won me over. I'm just waiting for the coronavirus thing to be over so that he can come meet me. Just waiting to be in his arms.. Sweet love ❤️❤️ to Andrew.

Yep. More will be coming soon.

After reading a couple of your posts, seems like you are going through a turmoil. Take a break for a month. It will help your energy levels to come back to original. Nothing wrong with taking a break. In fact it will give you the rest you need. You can't do self development all the time. Go have fun. Walk in nature. Listen to music. Eat whatever you like. You won't get fat. Have a party with friends. Get out of the boredom. Get fresh air and do new interesting stuff. Try painting. Seems like you are a creative person. Or go for long long rides.

@Serotoninluv that's so beautiful Love it