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@GodDesireOnlyLove Hahaha, you're right. I never sleep. The artist in me is always awake.

@GodDesireOnlyLove That was cute. Leonardo Da Van Poor I'm Leonardo Da Street Beggar

Today is a good day out of many bad days. No nightmares last night. So maybe I can focus on better things. Since the coronavirus situation, my exhaustion has peaked. Anyway I'm just trying to focus on what can be done. Anything positive is good enough.

The milk got consumed so quick. Had to get some more packs of milk yesterday. Very tiring Not getting vegetables anymore. Just trying to use whatever I can. Things are going to be hard again. I'm not allowed to leave my apartment.

@Natasha That's so beautiful Natasha. I like the color combination. Very pastel and subtle yet attractive.

@AlphaAbundance Thank you so much.

@Vladz0r I created the gify especially for Leo as a tribute. He did not make such a video

@Anna1 thank you Anna

Well done. good job. You are really growing. I wouldn't call it a distraction. And obviously there are mental benefits to it. You learn a lot about yourself through it. Consider it like crisis management. I know it's difficult. When you get around it, you learn how to get around it. There's a saying that goes, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. In the end you're the stronger one. Bless you. Have a great day. ❤️

@ilyas dolliazal thank you.

Lmfao I captured Leo when he was crying. Aww. So sweet. Happy Birthday Leo. ❤️❤️❤️ You rock

Such an important post Parth. Good job. You do a great job at dismantling SD from the Indian perspective. Even I couldn't have done it.

Last night, no nightmares. Good job for 1 night at least Hope the habit breaks. April 23, 2020.

Why do I always feel like she is hypnotizing me? Anyone else feel the same or is it just me? This feeling of being hypnotized while watching her videos.

Don't give the devil ideas.

@bejapuskas I accidentally read it as "ladies restrooms."

I have a huge interest in dinosaurs, dragons, monsters, and phantom beasts. There's the word dragon even in my signature. They hold a special place in my life. Don't know if fascination with huge creatures is considered weird.

I have to admit that I'm developing a crush on Andrew. We had a late night sexual conversation yesterday. He has been speeding things up. He sent me a box of chocolates the other day. So cute of him. I love chocolate. Andrew I love you. Hugs. I am officially his girlfriend now. A new bf eh!! The coronavirus brought us closer. I never would have imagined that I would fall in love again. I was putting off Andrew for some time but he was persistent. He finally won me over. I'm just waiting for the coronavirus thing to be over so that he can come meet me. Just waiting to be in his arms.. Sweet love ❤️❤️ to Andrew.

Yep. More will be coming soon.

After reading a couple of your posts, seems like you are going through a turmoil. Take a break for a month. It will help your energy levels to come back to original. Nothing wrong with taking a break. In fact it will give you the rest you need. You can't do self development all the time. Go have fun. Walk in nature. Listen to music. Eat whatever you like. You won't get fat. Have a party with friends. Get out of the boredom. Get fresh air and do new interesting stuff. Try painting. Seems like you are a creative person. Or go for long long rides.

@Serotoninluv that's so beautiful Love it

@Rilles@Rilles supposedly is not the best word. @Zanoni https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.bbc.com/news/amp/world-us-canada-50478821

I like her softness and all but someone committed suicide.

The pain body is created out of deep hurt because of some personal incident in your life or because of having to deal with a destructive person in your life growing up, for example your own mother's or father's behavior and their hurt or control can cause you to have a pain body over time. This hurt carries itself for the rest of your life if you don't address it through shadow work. This hurt causes you (the person) to act defensive because nearly everything begins to hurt you and you feel helpless in stopping it. Your personality has changed over time as a result of this hurt bomb inside you.. This results in low self esteem, feelings of victimhood which are natural feelings that are an offshoot or side effects of the bad behavior you experienced from your mother /father/another relationship.. When you think that you are above everyone else, it automatically elicits your forgiveness response and you immediately learn to accept other's behavior like their own misgivings or faults or limitations rather than approaching it in a defensive war zone manner.. You learn to dismiss the people who are trying to trigger you because when you let the pain body leave you, you replace the feeling of judgement with the feeling of understanding and dismissal. You dismiss the person who is trying to trigger you, because in the moment you focus more on the person and their karma rather than the trigger. You realize and accept that not all people are going to be humble and good and this raises you towards a higher consciousness. And coming to the Facebook part or practical approach. Here you need to be strategic. It's nice to forgive others but it's difficult. So if you can block and ignore people who hurt you, that's a very good thing to do. You are saving yourself some unnecessary trouble and drama. And you're right. Allowing them into your life and in your circle and constantly standing up for yourself can definitely be a self damaging practice. So the clever thing would be to block/ignore them for the time being. So they don't distract you with drama. But I present you with another example where my approach of letting go is suitable.. Let's say you are in a job where people are hurting you. You can't quit the job because it's your survival. Maybe it's difficult to get another job. In such a situation you cannot simply block people or quit the job. You will need to confront them, you will need to face them, you will have to deal with them and you will have to learn to take the higher road or else it will affect your work. So there are different approaches to the same issue. However shadow work and dealing with your pain body and hurt cycle is an important part of your healing.