Flowerfaeiry

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  1. I Am, yet I only know this intuitively and through my studies.
  2. Be consistent with attending meetings and doing speeches.
  3. Relationships are a must. Don't poo poo them. We are literally made up of relationships.
  4. I've been fooling myself thinking I had a full God realization when really, I saw It.
  5. Download one of those apps that tells you how much time you spend on the screen each day and become really aware of it without trying to change it.
  6. The psychotic drowns in the same waters in which the mystic swims. Joseph Campbell. I'm not calling him psychotic, btw
  7. He practiced these things for many many hours.
  8. To go really deep with enlightenment one needs to give up a lot of worldly things and for most people it's just not worth it.
  9. Flowing freely to and fro Love is everything you do In air and sky The trees up high Love is wherever I go
  10. Yes. I've gotten a whole bunch of therapy and have tried many other healing methods. It's a process. I suggest you start by talking to someone who is trained in helping people process this type of trauma. It's also important that you have a strong desire to heal, that way you will stay consistent in pursuing it.
  11. Yes! Love that you're introspecting. There is lots of bs out there and inside, keep going!
  12. If you are truly interested in her tell her something you like about her profile. "Hey I noticed there was something special about you". Let her know you're interested and would like to go out. Dating apps should be used for meeting people and that's it. Don't fuck around with texting and messaging and never meeting up.
  13. I rarely watch porn. When I do, its lesbians. So good.
  14. I recently learned that most "acid" that is sold nowadays is actually the research chemical LSA. Sort of feels similar to acid, but it's different. What tips me off that you had LSA and not LSD is the tension in your neck. LSA can do that. Real LSD is difficult to come by.
  15. Will it be your first trip? All those things won't fly out the window with one mushroom experience. I think it's an incorrect assumption that you will stop caring about money, relationships and culture after a mushroom trip. You may begin questioning those things on a different level. Something that may ultimately lead you in better directions anyway. People who do psychedelics and start deconstructing those things don't not care about them, they may or may not just have new ideas about them that they have gained from their trips. Mushrooms are great. Really truly amazing. My guess is you will be very very pleasantly surprised by your experience and will have an even deeper appreciation for life as a whole.
  16. Love you Leo, didn't love watching the interview. Nice to see you putting yourself out there though. The interviewer asked extremely deep and poignant questions that I wanted to hear your answers to, but they just didn't hit the nail on the head like in your videos. I agree, dumbing your answers down in the right way will make a huge impact.
  17. Just in the past couple days I've seen a few posts on here that give me the impression people think that a psychedelic awakening will alleviate their suffering. I think this is a naive way of looking at the topic. Psychedelics are a tool. They can help you in creating a better life, but you still have to do the work. Don't think in the back of your mind, "I just need to have another grand mushroom trip like last time and then everything will make sense again". By all means, take those mushrooms or smoke that DMT, but don't use it as a way of escaping your painful existence. Often, psychedelics will bring up a lot the things you need to work on to the surface which could create even more hardship in your life. You might think that's what you want, but do you really? If you're wise you can use this to your advantage but too many people don't have the proper maturity to do that and end up floundering in outer space, never actualizing the lessons learned. Stop romanticizing them!
  18. I'm interesting too. Have had a lot of diverse life experiences. But when I dive deeper into myself there's a large part of me that has known I can rely on my looks if all else fails.
  19. I've used my looks (I'm tall and have a sort of "model" look) to get by in life. And in that sense I've made my life harder for myself because instead of building a good character, I've just relied on what I look like for people to be attracted to me. All unconscious.
  20. Awakenings are lessons. Having an awakening into the ultimate nature of reality is a lesson. Let's say someone has an awakening of infinite love. They take that experience with them and learn how to live more lovingly.