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God hisself.

@Akira Leo clearly has a bias, but thats fine, you cant be human without being somewhat biased, I would let him be himself and do my own research. Defending or criticizing him is equally pointless imo.

For a few more generations. Not going away anytime soon, more than half the world is still Blue.

Blues gonna blue.

Most factual news IMO, from Left to Right. Might not be 100% correct. L The Intercept Slate New Yorker CL Washington Post Politico The Atlantic Usa Today New York Times C National Journal Financial Times The Economist Reuters Associated Press CR - R The American Conservative The Cato Institute New York Observer Reason National Review The Times I'd stay away from Far-Right conspiracy like Breitbart, OAN, Drudge Report, Daily Express, Infowars, Fox News, PragerU

I really suggest you work on your inner self-talk, cut out words like "failure, pussy, coward, idiot, loser" and replace it with "hell yeah, i can do this, its okay to fail sometimes because i can always get back up, im a strong motherfucker" etc. After all... Self-love + pussy feels better than Self-loathing + pussy.

Tried meditating with Amethyst and Rosequartz. Nothing happened, haha. But... thats just me. Doesnt hurt to try if you want to.

Havent had any luck with it, they look nice though.

alright let me put it like this "I want to be the 1% that gets the majority of the pussy" yet you "pussy out". Youre at step 1-2 yet you want to be at step 50, of course you feel miserable, you need to be realistic about where youre at. Youre incredibly mean to yourself too, your attitude can be felt in how you speak to me too, you put yourself down in the same way as you try to put me down, work on your self-love and attitude.

yet your name is "striving for more"

Lol, then keep being dissappointed.

then lower them

What does an Unenlightened student say? "But Leooooooo..."

Marriage is overrated. Why go through a rigmarole just to be with someone you love. If people want to do it, fine, but people who never marry shouldnt be looked down upon.

Holy Spirit always reminded me of Kundalini experience, not necessarily Kundalini awakening though. Heres a great video, one of my favourites:

Ah, the Yin and Yang in action.

Yeah! Wanna see this! Im not a Youtuber but I wanna see others stuff!

No... Qanon is about demonization, the kind of curiosity Im talking about takes tremendous love and openmindedness. For example Qanon might say Hillary Clinton is evil, what Im talking about instead is actually seeing her as a human being and learning about her strengths and faults instead of making a caricature out of her, this can be done with everyone you consider "evil". Demonization and caricatures take you further away from truth, the ego loves to paint people with devil horns because its exciting and self-serving. Try it out, think of someone close to you that you really really despise, try to give them an objective and fair shake, not so easy as it seems.

This. Can relate so much. Curiosity overcomes judgement in this stage, I want to know why instead of demonizing people. There is so much to learn.

Hope on Sunday I'll see that lovely video notification... Actualized - "something something"

Unconscious or sometimes conscious resistance towards a previous or future stage. Like Blue demonizing Orange or vice versa. This is basically the ego keeping its homeostasis.

This was my favourite video when I was an edgelord atheist. Still alot of good insights in it thought!

When Leo tries to point to the moon.

perhaps youre bisexual?

Each stage becomes less limited and more open as you go up the spiral. A way of looking at it would be like a funnel. Life at Purple is extremely restrictive while Red is more open but still limited by its own destructiveness, Yellow and Turquoise is extremely wide but still limited of course. So, Blue is absolutistic and so is Orange but much less so.