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Meh, its not Illuminati, its just a symbol, dont be so attached to it, the original Illuminati didnt even use that symbol. Freemasons did but they are not even a secret society, anyone can join them but theyre apparently a pretty boring and archaic bunch. So no conspiracy here. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eye_of_Providence

You need to break yourself into little pieces, could take a long time. Ask yourself? Why does feeling imply my existence? Am I my hair, am I my nails? Am I my arm? Etc. Science has proven that the brain creates a body-map, read the book Phantoms in The Brain. Its not easy, youve been taught since you were a baby that you are YOU. I dont rush it, I enjoy the investigation, maybe I am a body but the evidence in my months of inquiry is that Im not. Somethings fishy.

Just write. Dont overthink. Youll thank yourself in 10-20 years.

Haha what a story Mark

You cant get rid of what doesnt exist no.

Both

My god, thats amazing, I want to print this out, put it on my wall and live by it.

I see some DMT shit! or just a burgundy golfball

That follow certain patters of its own logic and puzzle-piecing. Go Leo! Hugely important to know if you want to stop bullshitting yourself

If reality wasnt one how could you even have a you and other... For something to be two there has to be something to be separated... its just basic logic... now to directly experience that is another matter.

I have this question too... Scientists will say its the Brian but that doesnt cut it for me...

Amen to this... or should I say Namaste??

Yellow is so deep... I want to embody my Green first, I still have a fairly shitty diet ,waffly purpose and alot of shadowy anger so no rush

Lol, how about you ask Leo

Learn seeing from different perspectives, relativity (that scary word) and watch Leos Yellow video... and ask some Yellow expert because Im very new to it

Is Actualized dot org not Enlightenment dot org therefore books, development and stuf books have actually helped me alot, Tantra Illuminated helped me get my first tiny glimpse and it hasnt left me

You cant really fathom a stage unless youre close to it. I cant fathom Turquoise because Ive just started dipping my toes in Yellow thinking, I dont even bother imagining Turquoise, its so far beyond where I am at.

My lower self would love a video like that, but my higher self tells me its a fantastic distraction.

Find the similarities in the people you dont like. Everytime you create a boundary between you and someone else its because youre afraid of something. What could that be? Imagine yourself being a soy-boy for a day? Would you ”feel” wrong? Put yourself in others shoes. Do these types of contemplations until you reach a breaking point. Edit: Ask yourself if youll find happiness in judging others instead of accepting and loving them. Dont say yes or no directly, actually ponder it.

What kind of shit? I want to try. Ive done 1.10 hrs at most and 3 hours total in one day.

This is healthy stage Green!! I love it

So true, thats what the phrase really means. Ego fighting with itself until it surrenders.

@TripleNipple He said he uses NaC aka N-Acetyl L-Cystein