SgtPepper

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  1. @ivory I believe the dose I took was 40mg, but honestly I am not 100% sure. I should also add that the entity felt like feminine and extremely loving, like a mother's love. And it was interactive, when you fell into the love and smiled, it smiled back and looked at me dearly. It really opened my mind to the visions expressed by Christian art and solidified my belief in Angels. The mythology of guardian angels. Not that beliefs matter, but if someone asks me, are angels real? Yes. they are. I also did it last summer, and I have more with me at the moment, but that trip was so shocking that I have not tried it again since because it is very intense. One day I will go for it again. Alex Grey's art is spot on. @Leo Gura It was absolutely amazing, beyond human imagination. I would love to hear a trip report of yours if you ever experiment with N-N DMT Leo! These psychedelics really get you to the core.
  2. Okay, so I've attempted N-N DMT three times so far. The first two times were in my room and I used a wooden vapor genie. Both times, felt like a powerful psychedelic trip, but no real launching, no breakthrough, just felt like a super strong and sudden mushroom high. Trip report time The third time, I had an experienced friend essentially guide me through it. Before going through with it. I went into his bathroom and essentially prayed that I would have a good trip, created a lot of self-love and self-acceptance. My friend was kind enough to let me use his bed for the duration of the trip. He played soft piano music for good vibes. Using a sandwich method, I was able to pull 2-3 good hits and afterwards with a blanket, I laid back on my friend's bed, and he left the room. Initially, I was freaking out because as I lay my head, I felt myself go deep into my mind, and my body felt unusual. I quickly relaxed and just braced for it. I face the colors and twirling visions in my mind, and then suddenly what I can only interpret In language, a floral pattern was what I was aware of. This floral pattern spoke to me telepathically and essentially communicated to me, that if I continued to see others outside of me as separate or different from me, then conflict would naturally ensue. Perhaps I was stunned by this floral "entity" and saw it something to be feared and it revealed to me how bad that feels. Then in the spur of the moment it says If I instead see others a part of me, there would be Love, so I am like okay and then right after I fall into deep intense Love for the world, myself, and the entity that was there. I felt love for all the humans before me and I got this feeling everything was one Big Wave. I literally cried, and then suddenly, I hear the piano music which compliments my compassion, love, and connection to everyone I knew in my mind. Slowly, my sense was coming back to my body. I came out of the trip, with a psychedelic high, and absolutely stunned, total shock, and in disbelief. And I am someone with lots of experience with LSD and psilocybin. N-N DMT is amazing. and my conclusion is that entity was angel that exists inside of me. N-N DMT feels like a microscope for the mind.
  3. I'd say it has multiple qualities to it, but the first quality is the main point. 1. your sense of self will become boundless and you will start to see everything as a mirror of yourself. 2. Everything is made of the same thing. Dualities will bleed into each other. 3. All concepts or maps appear limitations that don't grasp the actual experiential nature of the thing. 4. Everything exists within you. 5. You will be in a state of full being and peace. You will be awake, but everything will be relaxed and still as if you have just received a massage.
  4. Nak Khid seems dogmatic in that thread, which goes against the principle that you mentioned. He also appeals to authority and does not specifically describe what tradition he is talking about or any personal revelation. It sound kind of like : Manichaeism (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Manichaeism) He also falsely says that common traditions believe that God is finite and not the creator of evil which is not true actually in any of the Major religions (Hinduism, Islam, Christianity, Judaism, Jainism, etc.) I don't get why Nak Khid does not deserve to get his thread locked if he himself is not practicing open-mindedness?
  5. Just let her be. why does she have to like asmr?
  6. Nice! thank you for sharing, ill check it out!
  7. Happy Birthday Leo you have a made a tremendous impact in my life and I really do wish all the best for you!
  8. The video is beautiful and raw, I really enjoyed it and sometimes teared up myself because I have experienced some of the acceptance and love Leo is talking about. I remember when Leo came out with infinite reality like 3 years ago and I was like how would Leo top this? how much further can he go? haha. Leo you are a beautiful man when you speak your truth. The ending concerns me a little only cause, I can't tell if you are actually going to die physically, or will you be reborn and be true to Unconditional Love?. I am curious why 'dying' is seen as the highest act of love. Why not devout yourself to helping others in a more risky way? Like I have been studying Christian saints and some of these guys like St. Francis Assisi would go help people with Leprosy. Is this dedicated not the highest form of love? To give your life for others?
  9. Awesomeness! looking forward to it!
  10. Yes because I am immunocompromised, so they're helpful for me, and I have never had an ill effect from getting a vaccine. Didn't realize there was a lot of anti-vaxxers here, but I'll check out some of these videos. edit: Can anybody post a legitimate source on the types of heavy metals in a vaccine? https://www.cdc.gov/vaccines/hcp/patient-ed/conversations/downloads/vacsafe-thimerosal-color-office.pdf In this pdf, they link multiple studies that indicate no casual relation with neurological disorders and vaccines. I do think vaccines are harmful if a person does not have the immune system ready to fight it because I have read literature related to that. I am more inclined that the impact of pollution and processed foods in combination with abuse of Pharma drugs are the cause of unhealthy babies who develop neurological disorders.
  11. why not just attend a 2-4 week retreat before making that kind of decision?
  12. All I need is to hear all the ex-vegan testimonies and see how emaciated some of the youtubers (vegan foot soldier) look to know it's not a healthy diet.
  13. They're psyche manifestations of our worse selves or "lower selves". Angels are psyche manifestations of our Higher selves!
  14. Pick up another hobby to excel at, something artistic.
  15. I personally think demons, which I have encountered myself, are self-manifestions of our psyche. The solution is definitely stop believing in these numbers phenomena because it is unstable and turn to something that is stable such as the present moment and present consciousness. Stop all thought stories, do not believe them because you don't know if they are coming from a place of love or fear, and sit with yourself. I have more of a christian leaning background and conceptually way of seeing spirituality because I prefer it. So I would pray to the Holy Spirit which is just my way of saying, communicate and connect with source of all in life. Speak your piece and listen. Stop the numbers, stop believing in anything, come into your being and look into the silence inside. The answers to life has no words, it is intuitive and self-evident. The mistake this person made is believing in numbers as a way to seek answers.
  16. One thing at a time, one day at a time. If you don't like improving at something, then thats fine. At some point, slacking around will catch up to you and you'll realize how shitty it is to do it.
  17. I watched the video and my reaction is -- whatever. I could type out my opinion of why this person is wrong or why I see Leo in a different way than him. In the end, I don't see this as a cult, I am here voluntarily and I rarely bring up Leo in my personal life. I found psychedelics before I even found Leo. I understand why an outsider may see this as a cult, but it's fine. A cult is a lot more drastic if you actually research about them.
  18. My vote goes for DMT and Psilocybin.
  19. I know some people will use a traffic cone too and pull the head out from the smaller hole to give the chicken a feeling of being hugged. These methods are way more humane!
  20. Not every source of animal products come from factory farms: I personally believe we could evolve to more humane ways of raising animals. I think it could start by making companies accountable for their treatment of animals and by enforcing transparency in order to have people care about how the animals are treated which will force companies to adapt. Even if it means the public consumes less meat, or meat becomes a more expensive product.
  21. I respect that definition of sentience and meat. I personally find plants & insects to be sentient creatures. I was just suggesting all animals eat meat, if they can have it. Eating by itself is a biological act, it does not require any belief or thought. Even if I am to forsake all beliefs as a caveman, raw meat will most likely be more appetizing than a plate of grass when I am in starved state. The claim that people do not need to eat animal products for their well-being is not factual for me. People do get physically sick on a 100% vegan diet - okay, so the solution is to eat more variety of plants, nuts, seeds, fruits, and to supplement. But I got a problem with receiving an important vitamin like b12 solely from a supplement because 1. Supplements are not FDA approved. 2. Health experts recommend getting most if not all vitamins and minerals through food which makes sense to me from an intuitive standpoint. I take vitamin D3 as a supplement, but I still make sure to go outside and gets sunlight, and/or eat fish. So to me, eating meat is necessary for biological function because I cannot get b12 naturally from plants, not to mention a host of other nutrients. I agree with the essential amino acids. I still consume plants, potatoes, beans, seeds, and fruits. What about B12? and Vitamin A since animal sourced Vitamin A is different than plant forms.
  22. It's not the best argument, thats true. Informally, I am just stating that eating meat is a biological act, practiced by animals. I've already stated the best argument which is that plants do not cover all essential nutrients necessary to live an optimal life.
  23. @Scholar thanks for posting it! I never said they need to eat meat. I am just stating that they do eat meat when it is available. Mammals have different stomachs and some are better able to digest and extract nutrients from plants. @Serotoninluv If you include insects in your definition of meat, I'd say that covers all the basis. When I look up "animals that do not eat meat" on google, elephants are first one. Furthermore, googling elephants, google says they are strict herbivores, but it is possible to find them eating insects and here is another video of them eating fish. So they are at the least capable and appear to desire it if they are hungry.
  24. @Scholar I don't justify it through lions though. All humans & animals eat meat presently and historically! @Serotoninluv I agree. It would be very great if the government enacted laws that would make animal farming more humane and sustainable by making their process as transparent as possible, penalties for torturing or abusing animals, etc. Ideally, I would prefer to source animal foods from local farms. At the moment, my family buys high quality eggs and meat, so it is sourced from chickens or cows that are not caged in all day.