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I personally like and participate in nofap. Ever since I learned about it, I have done PMO way less and plan to get rid of completely. Spiritually and personally, I do not see it as helpful in my path to living with Love/God or self-actualization. I could always been doing something better. Sometimes masturbation could be self-love or physical expressions of love with someone else. Other times it's straight up hedonism. Your mind will take otherwise innocents who are like you and twist them into pawns in your imagination for your own pleasure, its opposite to love. It's better to express love with someone you love and loving you back.
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It's a lot more. 1.5-2g is like 100-150ug. and most tabs go for around 100-150ug. Doing six tabs is absurd and kind of dangerous.
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SgtPepper replied to ivory's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
haha yeah I have definitely had some visions of his paintings, especially the eyes and its representation of consciousness. I would say his art is inspired by DMT, but is also most likely inspired by meditation and other psychedelics. He seems like an experienced user for sure. -
Just listen to high quality authentic music. Sometimes I really like Biggie smalls because of how real his music and the portrayal of life his story as a narrative, plus its rapping is fun. I do think music and what you consume has an impact on your attachment to ego desires. There is positive authentic music. Usually after a good mushroom trip, I don't want to listen to 6ix 9ine, I want to listen to Here comes the sun by the Beatles.
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SgtPepper replied to ivory's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@ivory I believe the dose I took was 40mg, but honestly I am not 100% sure. I should also add that the entity felt like feminine and extremely loving, like a mother's love. And it was interactive, when you fell into the love and smiled, it smiled back and looked at me dearly. It really opened my mind to the visions expressed by Christian art and solidified my belief in Angels. The mythology of guardian angels. Not that beliefs matter, but if someone asks me, are angels real? Yes. they are. I also did it last summer, and I have more with me at the moment, but that trip was so shocking that I have not tried it again since because it is very intense. One day I will go for it again. Alex Grey's art is spot on. @Leo Gura It was absolutely amazing, beyond human imagination. I would love to hear a trip report of yours if you ever experiment with N-N DMT Leo! These psychedelics really get you to the core. -
SgtPepper replied to ivory's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Okay, so I've attempted N-N DMT three times so far. The first two times were in my room and I used a wooden vapor genie. Both times, felt like a powerful psychedelic trip, but no real launching, no breakthrough, just felt like a super strong and sudden mushroom high. Trip report time The third time, I had an experienced friend essentially guide me through it. Before going through with it. I went into his bathroom and essentially prayed that I would have a good trip, created a lot of self-love and self-acceptance. My friend was kind enough to let me use his bed for the duration of the trip. He played soft piano music for good vibes. Using a sandwich method, I was able to pull 2-3 good hits and afterwards with a blanket, I laid back on my friend's bed, and he left the room. Initially, I was freaking out because as I lay my head, I felt myself go deep into my mind, and my body felt unusual. I quickly relaxed and just braced for it. I face the colors and twirling visions in my mind, and then suddenly what I can only interpret In language, a floral pattern was what I was aware of. This floral pattern spoke to me telepathically and essentially communicated to me, that if I continued to see others outside of me as separate or different from me, then conflict would naturally ensue. Perhaps I was stunned by this floral "entity" and saw it something to be feared and it revealed to me how bad that feels. Then in the spur of the moment it says If I instead see others a part of me, there would be Love, so I am like okay and then right after I fall into deep intense Love for the world, myself, and the entity that was there. I felt love for all the humans before me and I got this feeling everything was one Big Wave. I literally cried, and then suddenly, I hear the piano music which compliments my compassion, love, and connection to everyone I knew in my mind. Slowly, my sense was coming back to my body. I came out of the trip, with a psychedelic high, and absolutely stunned, total shock, and in disbelief. And I am someone with lots of experience with LSD and psilocybin. N-N DMT is amazing. and my conclusion is that entity was angel that exists inside of me. N-N DMT feels like a microscope for the mind. -
SgtPepper replied to Joker_Theory's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I'd say it has multiple qualities to it, but the first quality is the main point. 1. your sense of self will become boundless and you will start to see everything as a mirror of yourself. 2. Everything is made of the same thing. Dualities will bleed into each other. 3. All concepts or maps appear limitations that don't grasp the actual experiential nature of the thing. 4. Everything exists within you. 5. You will be in a state of full being and peace. You will be awake, but everything will be relaxed and still as if you have just received a massage. -
SgtPepper replied to FlowerNote's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Nak Khid seems dogmatic in that thread, which goes against the principle that you mentioned. He also appeals to authority and does not specifically describe what tradition he is talking about or any personal revelation. It sound kind of like : Manichaeism (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Manichaeism) He also falsely says that common traditions believe that God is finite and not the creator of evil which is not true actually in any of the Major religions (Hinduism, Islam, Christianity, Judaism, Jainism, etc.) I don't get why Nak Khid does not deserve to get his thread locked if he himself is not practicing open-mindedness? -
Just let her be. why does she have to like asmr?
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Nice! thank you for sharing, ill check it out!
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Happy Birthday Leo you have a made a tremendous impact in my life and I really do wish all the best for you!
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SgtPepper replied to DLH's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The video is beautiful and raw, I really enjoyed it and sometimes teared up myself because I have experienced some of the acceptance and love Leo is talking about. I remember when Leo came out with infinite reality like 3 years ago and I was like how would Leo top this? how much further can he go? haha. Leo you are a beautiful man when you speak your truth. The ending concerns me a little only cause, I can't tell if you are actually going to die physically, or will you be reborn and be true to Unconditional Love?. I am curious why 'dying' is seen as the highest act of love. Why not devout yourself to helping others in a more risky way? Like I have been studying Christian saints and some of these guys like St. Francis Assisi would go help people with Leprosy. Is this dedicated not the highest form of love? To give your life for others? -
Awesomeness! looking forward to it!
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lmao this is hilarious
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Yes because I am immunocompromised, so they're helpful for me, and I have never had an ill effect from getting a vaccine. Didn't realize there was a lot of anti-vaxxers here, but I'll check out some of these videos. edit: Can anybody post a legitimate source on the types of heavy metals in a vaccine? https://www.cdc.gov/vaccines/hcp/patient-ed/conversations/downloads/vacsafe-thimerosal-color-office.pdf In this pdf, they link multiple studies that indicate no casual relation with neurological disorders and vaccines. I do think vaccines are harmful if a person does not have the immune system ready to fight it because I have read literature related to that. I am more inclined that the impact of pollution and processed foods in combination with abuse of Pharma drugs are the cause of unhealthy babies who develop neurological disorders.
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SgtPepper replied to electroBeam's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
why not just attend a 2-4 week retreat before making that kind of decision? -
All I need is to hear all the ex-vegan testimonies and see how emaciated some of the youtubers (vegan foot soldier) look to know it's not a healthy diet.
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SgtPepper replied to Conscious life's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
They're psyche manifestations of our worse selves or "lower selves". Angels are psyche manifestations of our Higher selves! -
Pick up another hobby to excel at, something artistic.
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SgtPepper replied to traveler's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I personally think demons, which I have encountered myself, are self-manifestions of our psyche. The solution is definitely stop believing in these numbers phenomena because it is unstable and turn to something that is stable such as the present moment and present consciousness. Stop all thought stories, do not believe them because you don't know if they are coming from a place of love or fear, and sit with yourself. I have more of a christian leaning background and conceptually way of seeing spirituality because I prefer it. So I would pray to the Holy Spirit which is just my way of saying, communicate and connect with source of all in life. Speak your piece and listen. Stop the numbers, stop believing in anything, come into your being and look into the silence inside. The answers to life has no words, it is intuitive and self-evident. The mistake this person made is believing in numbers as a way to seek answers. -
One thing at a time, one day at a time. If you don't like improving at something, then thats fine. At some point, slacking around will catch up to you and you'll realize how shitty it is to do it.
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I watched the video and my reaction is -- whatever. I could type out my opinion of why this person is wrong or why I see Leo in a different way than him. In the end, I don't see this as a cult, I am here voluntarily and I rarely bring up Leo in my personal life. I found psychedelics before I even found Leo. I understand why an outsider may see this as a cult, but it's fine. A cult is a lot more drastic if you actually research about them.
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SgtPepper replied to RestWithinTheHeart's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
My vote goes for DMT and Psilocybin. -
I know some people will use a traffic cone too and pull the head out from the smaller hole to give the chicken a feeling of being hugged. These methods are way more humane!
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Not every source of animal products come from factory farms: I personally believe we could evolve to more humane ways of raising animals. I think it could start by making companies accountable for their treatment of animals and by enforcing transparency in order to have people care about how the animals are treated which will force companies to adapt. Even if it means the public consumes less meat, or meat becomes a more expensive product.