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@fopylo Nick is the only "reactor" I will ever watch, his freedom of expression is something I look up to. I never thought reaction channels had genuine original input until I found Nick (as far back as his early AoT days) I immediately had a feeling you thought the same haha. Are you sure? If you could just execute the task without hesitation (in all areas of life) I don't think you would be making this forum post here. From what I can tell, there is just too much time-delay between your desire for the thing, and your body moving to take action. And when you reflect on that fact, it brings up emotions of feeling stuck. If you don't think, you can dramatically decrease this block. Most feelings (ESPECIALLY DOUBT) are fueled by thought. With a perfect "zenmind" it's impossible to doubt yourself. Regarding the body block, you could just be severely tired. I've noticed that no matter how perfect my mindset is, if I am physically low-energy I just won't move. There is something to be said for taking better care of your body (circadian rhythm, sunlight, eat whole foods, work out) Me too man, you're not alone

Nicholas Light? 👀

There's your problem lol. you're not even watching the episodes... you're not even PLANNING on watching the episodes... you're THINKING of PLANNING on WATCHING 😭 That's literally 3 steps removed from present moment immersion in real life tasks (watching a video is already 1 step removed)

its the damn seed oils

you said "wrong" and then explained to me a bulletproof escape strategy from your situation as if that wasn't more evidence for my point. are you a clown?

@Growly pretty sure this dude got a cute GF through youtube. And his channel name is "never give up" looks like you ran off with the wrong takeaway

Good points all around but remember that human connection has a deep bodily/energetic aspect. Hormones play a critical unspoken role, we ping off of each other's body chemistry to feel each other's states deeply. She can look like a woman, speak like a woman, feel like a woman when I touch her, but then if we strip her of all hormones my lizard brain will sound alarm bells, like something is wrong no matter how much I cope and lie to myself. "But that's not a human!" will be a perennial objection towards AI companions, and building them to mimic humans more and more will never work. Because even if AI manages to 100% mimic humans, at that point, it'll literally BE a human, and thus no different than just going out to meet real people. By definition, AI is NOT humans, and can never BE humans, something will ALWAYS be "off," and if we ever manage to make an AI that has so thoroughly mimicked humans that it is truly indistinguishable, then at that point that's just a human. Also the point of human relations is embrace each other's flaws. That's why God put you in this dream, surrounded by fallible companions, it's a test of your capacity to love and surrender. A perfect companion is too sterilized and will have the flavor of vanilla ice-cream even if it visually masquerades as chocolate or strawberry by appearing brown/pink

It's 100,000% diet/lifestyle I'm 5+ years fluoride free and cavity free Also shampoo free and deodorant free lmao

All divisions are stupid, but I mention 1st world to delineate a relative measurement of economic development. In economically developed countries, we enjoy so much freedom its actually unprecedented. The fact that I can hop in my car and drive across the country, and then go hiking a mountain with my friends who live there, and then discuss philosophy on the beach and flirt with cute girls. If that's not your cup of tea, nothing's stopping you from engaging in solitary or artistic hobbies like reading, making music, or long meditation sits. The uncapped exchange of ideas, experiences, people, resources - this all allows you to design your life to enjoy more of what you value. What more could you ask for? Precisely how? To be passionate about Consciousness means you are passionate about people and society. The 10 ox herding pictures ends with "return to society" for good reason. Yes but it is not for everyone and it never will be. What makes you so sure that human development will culminate at mass-Mahasamadhi? That sounds like a spiritual fantasy to me. Death will naturally come for everyone anyway. No rush. I'm having fun too man, I appreciate you! How would this society deal with selfish people who attempt to abuse or monopolize power? Do we get rid of them by force? Or do we love and embrace them? "We will evolve to the point that nobody is selfish anymore" is a cop-out. Let's do some difficult philosophy, not just wishful thinking!

Precisely how? Give detail. We already have the immense freedom to explore our passions, mostly without restraints, in 1st world countries. The fact that you are engaging in dialogue with me on this forum is proof of that. Don't get too greedy to dispose of all restraints. With 0 restraints on anybody, people's passion will take critical damage. Restrains spark passion. Do not wish for an alternate reality without understanding the perfection of current reality. even after a million years of human evolution, we will never have a culture of celebrating dropping dead. It's in our nature to want to persist as finite (in our ignorance), and to shit bricks and cry for mommy when faced with the oblivion of void. I think you are underestimating the psychological power of death on most humans. Just because you fancy yourself a reclusive martyr, this is not the nature of mankind, and it certainly is not the trajectory of human development either. Our final form as humans will involve a brilliant synthesis of respect for survival and fear/death integration. You cannot just get rid of the former.

Incompatible with the circumstances of human life on planet earth. Everyone would die because necessary infrastructure for survival would not be in place (labor is necessary for infrastructure, and you specifically propose to erase labor) and as everyone is dying, selfishness would flare up and mass conflict would outbreak, because nobody honestly wants to die. Unless you somehow suppose that everyone will drop dead peacefully, I wonder how you will convince them to do that? God invented earth and humans in such a way that labor is a necessity for survival. And survival is necessary to understand Universal Love. Only though such struggle can survival and selfishness be slowly overcome in real-time - and the wisdom, love, and beauty gained in the process cannot be experienced by fast-forwarding to the end. 君は日本人のようですね。このフォーラムをどのようにして見つけましたか?

at least the normal girl doesn't look like an orangina bottle

gay men or fat girls who fall in love with me. so tiring.

You're not so bad Yup Yup

Ok, show me your girls then. Where are they? I don't actually know what your real iq is, of course. Just most of what you say is unintelligent.

I addressed this at the end with the scab example. It's not "just" a sexual need. I am agreeing with you that shame is involved. My only criticism is your false emphasis on prioritizing shame.

It's complicated. I see both sides. I personally believe men, women, and the whole world would be better off with strong sexual polarity: men being more masculine, women being more feminine. Androgyny is generally the result of unbalanced hormones (chemical warfare) and conformity (psychological warfare). For an honest evaluation of heterosexual dynamics in modern dating, it's not sufficient to merely categorize people in boxes of "masculine" and "feminine." We need to further distinguish "healthy masculine" vs "unhealthy masculine," and "healthy feminine" vs "unhealthy feminine." A quick rundown of each: Healthy masculine: Grounded, Certain, Driven, Unreactive, Proactive, Warm, Protective (of others), Self-Sufficient, Self-Same (Integrous) Unhealthy masculine: Selfish, Arrogant, Insensitive, Abrasive, Destructive, Cold, Defensive (of self), Isolated, Stubborn Healthy feminine: Dynamic, Spontaneous, Relaxed, Reactive, Supportive, Warm, Nurturing, Finds power and identity in community Unhealthy feminine: Uncontrolled, Hysterical, Passive, Gullible, Dependent, Needy, Leech, Feels helpless and lost in community Most modern men are a combination of unhealthy masculine + unhealthy feminine with almost no redeeming healthy traits. It's a total shit show, lol. Therefore we have guys like you and schizophonia telling men to "be more masculine" by which you guys really mean to say: "let's stop the unhealthy feminine behavior." Notice that the healthy masculine "cancels out" the unhealthy feminine behavior. So you guys have made the right call. Meanwhile we have people like Emerald telling men to "embrace their feminine" by which she really means to say: "let's stop the unhealthy masculine behavior" But the healthy feminine also "cancels out" the unhealthy masculine. So she too is making the right call. As a man who authentically feels masculine, I personally aim to be 95% healthy masculine, 5% healthy feminine, and 0% of either unhealthy side. This ratio is completely unique to you and nobody can answer for you how masculine or feminine you are meant to be. Rarely is anybody truly 50/50, remember what I said above about chemical and psychological warfare. Most humans are polarized in one direction or the other. But in any case, we all have the common goal of adopting healthier forms of masculinity and femininity respectively.

I think you're mostly right, but a caveat: It's incorrect to argue that shame is more fundamental than sexual need. You frame it as if the shame came first, and then the lack of women came second. That is not correct. The sexual need (more broadly, the need for physical connection with the feminine) most certainly came first, and when this was not received, a shame complex (negative emotion, overcompensation, denial) started to boil up like a scab over a wound. But make no mistake, the wound itself is feeling rejected (cut off) from the feminine, a physical event. The growing scab (shame) later manifests as ugly behavior: attempts to act overly masculine or to demonize inner feminine qualities. But if we grew up hugged and kissed and sucked and fucked by every girl we've ever crushed on, there would be no need to harbor overcompensation/denial patterns in the form of shame. But of course, life doesn't work like that. Rejection is inherent to this human life. The problem is twofold: 1) nobody ever taught us how to actually attract women. 2) nobody ever taught us how to embrace and move on from rejection. Notice that if I were born with 0 sexual needs, 0 desire to be close to women, women don't even cross my mind - in such an alternative world, there would be no shame complex for you to be observing from above. But overall you make a good point by bringing awareness to the big ugly scab. Once the scab has multiplied and crusted over, it becomes a sort of entity unto itself, and simply ripping it off and probing at the flesh wound over and over will never return the skin to normal. The scab needs attention of its own, mainly acceptance, until it naturally falls off by itself.

How would you know?

He has patreon donations and youtube ads on top of product sales

Finally finished the whole dialogue. I honestly got emotional near the end.

Not regularly. 5meo is the only psychedelic/drug that I have any interest left in

Yes, the AI did all of that with ease if you read the conversation

on the other side of that is absolute serenity and true masculine stillness

This is all I needed to hear