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And this: Very damning if even half of this is true.

Some good info in this video. Not sure how true this guy's stories are. But if they are true then it's very damning for Teal.

That's good to hear but that's not really by design.

That's what the manual spiritual practices are for. Less talking, less thinking, less fretting, more spiritual practice.

No, because you do in the right context (loud club with a dance floor) and you are very calibrated about it. You never force yourself on her. If she gives you a bad look, you let her go. You make strong eye contact with her and you watch how receptive she is to you. If she is not receptive you let her go. Once you get good at it, it comes off very smooth and cool.

I just want to eat the crispy chicken skin without the chicken meat. Hehe

Really??

The problem with listening to others talk about Teal is that many of them were very damaged people before they met her and so their take on Teal could be very distorted by their own minds and failure to understand. Of course their perspective should be considered, but it cannot just be trusted as the unvarnished truth. And you must balance that out against the thousands of people who say she saved their lives.

Not my area of focus. Teal is not your average gal. We have very different focuses. My focus is on understanding reality, her focus is on helping seriously traumatized and suffering people. Her work is very needed. You should not expect my work to offer you that kind of healing. My work assumes you are relatively trauma-free. Plenty of you guys here with lots of emotional baggage, depression, disorders, etc could use her work. Actualized.org is not going to teach you everything you need. I have a certain bias and focus. You should round out my teachings with experts in other areas. Dealing with traumatized people is not my wheelhouse. It's important you guys understand this and don't expect everything from me. Regardless of any culty stuff, I admire and respect Teal's core work. She is helping way more people than she is hurting. And nobody else is gonna help them.

If you don't respect shrooms they will skull fuck you. This was their little warning to you. You are playing with dynamite.

No emergency room or doctor is going to fix that.

This is a pretty poor understanding of Teal's work and intentions. Not impressed. They are doing a lot of projection.

Those links don't play for me. Teal did say she was married 5 fucking times. Makes you wonder...

So it just sounds like you need to socialize more and make more higher quality friends. There is a billion people in India. How impossible could it be? Try looking for more spiritual people in spirituality oriented places.

Well, we cannot have two mega-threads back to back, and yours came second. How about working together rather than fighting each other over it?

@integral Keep her calm and give it a few weeks. Give it a chance to clear up. Also, have her integrate the trip.

3g is a lot for a first dose. You should have started with 1g and worked your way up.

I was in it for hours. But I didn't want to stay in it forever. I didn't contradict that. For me it isn't not about unworthiness. Yes When I mean Godhead here I mean the dreaming stops. You will not have any experience any more.

Do not direct vulgarities at members.

@Husseinisdoingfine Why are you creating a second mega-thread on this topic?

Yes, but you are not awake to it, you're asleep to it. The content of your field doesn't need to change, but your state needs to change. No, it doesn't mean that at all. 99.99999% of people are not conscious of the absoluteness of their experience. They are stuck in a relative state. You are not aware of the absolute, even though it is everything you see. Take a psychedelic and see for yourself. It's more radical than pink unicorns and butterflies. But it is not some other realm.

Nice. Good work.

@Vrubel Yeah, it takes a lot of energy. Optimize your diet and health. And take naps to recharge.

Of course Is-ness is Love. To source there is no difference between any two things. There are not even two things. Source is just metaphysical Oneness itself. It's an infinite field of Oneness. You can't be partial when you are so One you have no parts. Mostly through recklessness. Fear keeps you from doing dangerous things.

Probably Mon or Tues. I got a cold so I was not able to record. Waiting for it to pass.