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No, because you do in the right context (loud club with a dance floor) and you are very calibrated about it. You never force yourself on her. If she gives you a bad look, you let her go. You make strong eye contact with her and you watch how receptive she is to you. If she is not receptive you let her go. Once you get good at it, it comes off very smooth and cool.

I just want to eat the crispy chicken skin without the chicken meat. Hehe

Really??

The problem with listening to others talk about Teal is that many of them were very damaged people before they met her and so their take on Teal could be very distorted by their own minds and failure to understand. Of course their perspective should be considered, but it cannot just be trusted as the unvarnished truth. And you must balance that out against the thousands of people who say she saved their lives.

Not my area of focus. Teal is not your average gal. We have very different focuses. My focus is on understanding reality, her focus is on helping seriously traumatized and suffering people. Her work is very needed. You should not expect my work to offer you that kind of healing. My work assumes you are relatively trauma-free. Plenty of you guys here with lots of emotional baggage, depression, disorders, etc could use her work. Actualized.org is not going to teach you everything you need. I have a certain bias and focus. You should round out my teachings with experts in other areas. Dealing with traumatized people is not my wheelhouse. It's important you guys understand this and don't expect everything from me. Regardless of any culty stuff, I admire and respect Teal's core work. She is helping way more people than she is hurting. And nobody else is gonna help them.

If you don't respect shrooms they will skull fuck you. This was their little warning to you. You are playing with dynamite.

No emergency room or doctor is going to fix that.

This is a pretty poor understanding of Teal's work and intentions. Not impressed. They are doing a lot of projection.

Those links don't play for me. Teal did say she was married 5 fucking times. Makes you wonder...

So it just sounds like you need to socialize more and make more higher quality friends. There is a billion people in India. How impossible could it be? Try looking for more spiritual people in spirituality oriented places.

Well, we cannot have two mega-threads back to back, and yours came second. How about working together rather than fighting each other over it?

@integral Keep her calm and give it a few weeks. Give it a chance to clear up. Also, have her integrate the trip.

3g is a lot for a first dose. You should have started with 1g and worked your way up.

I was in it for hours. But I didn't want to stay in it forever. I didn't contradict that. For me it isn't not about unworthiness. Yes When I mean Godhead here I mean the dreaming stops. You will not have any experience any more.

Do not direct vulgarities at members.

@Husseinisdoingfine Why are you creating a second mega-thread on this topic?

Yes, but you are not awake to it, you're asleep to it. The content of your field doesn't need to change, but your state needs to change. No, it doesn't mean that at all. 99.99999% of people are not conscious of the absoluteness of their experience. They are stuck in a relative state. You are not aware of the absolute, even though it is everything you see. Take a psychedelic and see for yourself. It's more radical than pink unicorns and butterflies. But it is not some other realm.

Nice. Good work.

@Vrubel Yeah, it takes a lot of energy. Optimize your diet and health. And take naps to recharge.

Of course Is-ness is Love. To source there is no difference between any two things. There are not even two things. Source is just metaphysical Oneness itself. It's an infinite field of Oneness. You can't be partial when you are so One you have no parts. Mostly through recklessness. Fear keeps you from doing dangerous things.

Probably Mon or Tues. I got a cold so I was not able to record. Waiting for it to pass.

Well, that takes you into the tricky domain of epistemology, which is notoriously murky. However, to make thing simple: Conceptual knowledge will always be partial, relative, limited, and oversimplified. So you will never have 100% accuracy there. Absolute Consciousness is possible. But this takes you beyond the domain of normal knowledge. Absolute Consciousness is self-validating because it is Truth itself. But even so, it's possible to fool yourself with Absolute Consciousness. Self-deception is always possible.

What you're really talking about is leadership. Study how good leadership works. A leader is someone who has a strong vision and strong values and then is able to find others whose values align with his and communicates his vision to them. So you need vision, you need values, you need to get good a communicating that to others, and then you just need to screen people for their values, and screen out people who aren't serous.

Contemplate what is it about her that you're needing/craving? And then come up with a plan to get that elsewhere. In practice, go socialize with a lot more new girls. Find girls who you really like. Getting hung up on an ex usually comes from lack of abundance with new people.

He's talking about a basic sort of awakening, loss of self. That's not the end game. I was talking about the end game, becoming pure Infinity. All life and form disappears forever. There is nothing to see and nothing to do there. You might as well consider it death.