Leo Gura

No, she was very interested. Just the usual games and BS. It was not even close to rape. Girls often make BS excuses before sex. It's all part of the game. She can't appear like a slut.

No I will explain more in a future blog video. I found a better way.

I will provide a simple intro and outro clip that will be the same for all clips. So basically just clipping my old videos is the job. And titling them. The trickiest part of this job is simply selecting which portions of a 2hr video are worth clipping. If you can do that, the rest is really easy. Writing juicy titles also takes some skill, but it can learned.

It needs to be someone familiar with my work who has watched many of my videos already. A normie editor will have an existential crisis

For me dairy does not cause acne, but certain food additives do. I only get acne if I eat out at fast food and other such restaurants. I never get acne if I cook my own food. But you may be different. If you do a strict elimination diet and cook all your own food you can quickly discover what is the cause of your acne. Acne occurs about 3-6hrs after eating something your body reacts too.

Google around. There are alcohol extraction teks all over the web.

Yes, all dairy products. Dairy sensitivities are very common, not to mention the hormones and chemicals that can be present in it.

@Matt23 The problem with elimination diets is that you may have to eliminate a lot of stuff to get to the root cause -- which can be difficult to do and to sustain. Also, diet is not the only factor. It might be heavy metal toxicity, or the water you drink, or the shampoo you use, or the plastics you consume. So you have to eliminate all those factors as well. And even then, you might have developed leaky gut, or SIBO, or something else which requires further action to heal. But yeah, eliminating gluten and dairy and junk food should probably be your first move. But that's just the beginning.

Her game is playing coy and pretending sex is special. A girl's game is very sneaky. It's the game of pretending she isn't playing a game. She's so good at it that she perceives it as reality itself.

Of course you can meditate a bit every day. But in practice you will not break through from such pathetically weak practices. If you are serious about breaking through via meditation, you need to schedule some 10 day retreats at least, and meditate all day long like a motherfucker. The PUA community don't know shit about awakening or how to achieve it. Nor do they care. If you follow them you will never awaken. On the other hand, they can get you laid There is definitely a trade-off between sex and awakening. Choose your priorities wisely.

Profound, language is. Division: di-vision

Exactly. To be everything one must be nothing. Only nothing is flexible enough to become everything. Like a blank sheet of paper can take any drawings, but a drawn sheet of paper cannot take other drawings. There is an absolute trade-off between drawing one scene vs another scene. You cannot draw a scene of Egypt while also drawing a scene of Japan. Drawing any finite thing precludes the possibility of drawing another finite thing. All form is finite in this way. The only way to escape this limitation is to surrender existence as a form of any kind. Which, God, in its infinite wisdom has done. God surrendered all form to -- paradoxically -- create all possible forms. The only way for God to create everything was to itself be nothing. Which is why God is so hard to find. God is hard to find because it cannot exist as a form -- and since humans are forms, they only care about and look for forms. So humans look around, they don't see God's form, and they conclude that God must not exist. But what they don't realize is that God doesn't have form by design. It's not a bug, it's a feature!

@SS10 You can't accept it because first you must become conscious of what God is. Right now, for you, "God" is an empty pointer.

For me it was of momumental importance. It was not about the sex. It was about my growth into a man. In practice, yes. The order of operations is: become skillful at survival, then transcend survival. For a few exceptionally gifted people this order of operations is not needed, but for most people it is. It is hard to be serious about spiritual work when you are horny and lonely and craving it.

Obviously.

Isn't it obvious? Because millions of lives are at stake.

Exactly. God has nothing else to do but dream. And God loves to dream. It's not an excuse at all. You assume there is a distimction between real and imaginary things. But there is not. Reality IS imagination. And this is not some bummer. This is the mosg wonderful thing. One day you will realize that you want to live in an imaginary world. It's so much more fun! Why the fuck do you want things to not be imaginary? Seriously!

Causality exists within a relative, imaginary 2D plane of what materialists call reality. Similar to how causality exists in a video game world.

@neutralempty You assume it's good bacteria, but what if it's bad? You cannot apply the logic of people who don't have autoimmunity to those who do. It's a totally different ballgame. It's like giving someone who's allergic to peanuts more and more nuts. I'm not saying carnivore diet is good long-term. It's a specific tool for dealing with autoimmune conditions. Think of it as the ultimate elimination or elemental diet.

Yes, well, if you could understand what I meant you would become enlightened right this second. Ego must prevent you from understanding it. Your life hinges on you not understanding. I mean that colors and sounds and feelings are happening, but they are not happening to anyone, they are not happening to a human "you". As odd as this sounds, the colors and sounds and feelings that are happening right now are NOT happening to you. They are happening without you. But they are happening. I am not denying colors and sounds and feelings. I am just denying that "you" they seem to happen to. This is explained in great detail in my video: What Is Perception?

@Matt Skinner Think of Love this way: humans love certain things but not other things. Why are humans selective in their love? Why don't they love EVERYTHING equally? Because humans have a self they which to survive. This self is finite, therefore it cannot embrace/Love infinitely. A finite self must have a bias to love some things over other things, because some thing might kill it or harm it. But God has no self! Since God has no self, it has nothing to defend and nothing to lose. Therefore it can Love absolutely EVERYTHING, because why not? Why not love EVERYTHING? Only if you have a self that is biased. But God is Infinitely Conscious, therefore it cannot sustain the illusion of a finite self, and therefore it simply is LOVE as a pure Absolute. Think of it this way: why would reality as whole not love itself completely? I mean... reality as a whole cannot be harmed by anything because it is everything already, and it cannot be any better than it is because "being better" is a notion only the ego cares about. Notice this: if you didn't care about getting a survival advantage in life you would not care about one thing more than any other. And if you didn't care about one thing more than any other, you would care about all things equally. But if you care about all things equally, see the beauty of everything, which grow infinite. And so you would fall absolutely in love with EVERYTHING because you don't need it to be different than it is. The only thing that keeps you from falling in love with absolutely EVERYTHING is the ego wanting things to be different. Ta-da!

You could probably grow them in a tiny storage unit for $30/mo if it's legal in your area I don't see the problem. That will be by far better than flying to expensive retreats. You can grow a lifetime supply of mushrooms and distill them all into a bottle of vodka. A lifetime of mushroom vodka Just don't let your parents or friends start doing shots Just be careful that you are not caught and tried as a dealer. Usually if they catch you making drugs, they will try you as a dealer even if it was just for your personal use. They will just assume you will be selling them and that will stick in court. You do not want to get caught as a dealer or drug lab.

You can buy a waterproof mattress cover at Walmart that seals up the entire mattress from all sides. It's a good investment regardless. Keeps your mattress clean and keeps the mites and bedbugs locked inside. Wait till you find out about the mites

@rd5555 I wouldn't put up with human bullshit in one's living situation. Move out and find yourself a solitary place where you can feel right. You shouldn't have to abide fools and devils cavorting in your living space. Yes, it's annoying to move, but you'll be glad you did. Consider it part of your personal development process. An important part of personal development is setting up your own personal sanctuary at home where no assholes can interrupt you. Don't treat this as unimportant. Your home is important.

Methinks Jamie Wheal has been puffing a lot of the Magic Dragon.