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Not being myself anymore ( A little poem I wrote).

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I am always with me, but I still miss Myself. It's more like I miss not being myself anymore.

The me that I become when I am not Myself yearns for the Me that I am when I am not myself anymore.

 

I long for the bliss of being Myself but this self that I am stops me from not being myself anymore.

My tongue has tasted the forbidden fruit. The fruit that led me to Myself when I was not myself anymore.

 

The gold shimmers and the birds sing beautiful songs.The merchant sells, and the addict buys

Is it them, or is it Me? I truly can't seem to tell me from Myself any more.

 

I quit all the drugs so I could experience more of Myself.

Only to discover the strongest of drugs: A state where there is no me, myself, or I anymore.

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"The wise seek wisdom, a fool has found it."

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9 hours ago, HMD said:

I am always with me, but I still miss Myself. It's more like I miss not being myself anymore.

The me that I become when I am not Myself yearns for the Me that I am when I am not myself anymore.

 

I long for the bliss of being Myself but this self that I am stops me from not being myself anymore.

My tongue has tasted the forbidden fruit. The fruit that led me to Myself when I was not myself anymore.

 

The gold shimmers and the birds sing beautiful songs.The merchant sells, and the addict buys

Is it them, or is it Me? I truly can't seem to tell me from Myself any more.

 

I quit all the drugs so I could experience more of Myself.

Only to discover the strongest of drugs: A state where there is no me, myself, or I anymore.

LOL it definitely is cool to realize you are the strongest drug.

You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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23 hours ago, HMD said:

Only to discover the strongest of drugs: A state where there is no me, myself, or I anymore

A state where there is only infinite depth and the depth smiles at you, and you realize that you are the smile and it is not a smile, it is pure joy without limit, it is infinite reality, and it is too good to be true because it is bottomless glory 

Quite addictive, indeed. 

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4 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

A state where there is only infinite depth and the depth smiles at you, and you realize that you are the smile and it is not a smile, it is pure joy without limit, it is infinite reality, and it is too good to be true because it is bottomless glory 

Quite addictive, indeed. 

Bookmarked quote dude.

In the Vast Expanse everything that arises is Lively Awakened Awareness.

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