Self-Development Works - A Testimonial

[RttPtt]

I want to share my situation here as it's the only place that it feels worthwhile to share it to. And I only have a couple of friends that I feel comfortable sharing things like this with.

I discovered nofap at 14, that marked the start of my self-improvement journey. I'm almost 19 now and I feel like I've hit the knee of the exponential growth curve. What can happen in a short amount of time now is absolutely baffling. During the ~5 years of my self-improvement, and about 3yr of more hardcore self-improvement I'm finally starting to reap visible rewards.

I completely broke off my porn addiction about 8 months ago. Really defeated it, fully. I don't have urges. Porn simply feels pointless. Since then the growth in my life has been increasingly accelerating.

I am proud of my body, I look great.

I feel absolutely grounded most of the time. Detached from the approval of people. I feel increasingly authentic.

I feel like I've built the infrastructure to allow anything to be possible. It's only a matter of committing to something.

I meditate, I go to the gym, I train martial arts, I eat well, I feel grounded and confident, I work with people 20+ years older than me, I read, I learn.

I feel so good sometimes it's ridiculous. The possibilities feel so big and real it's absurd. Leo's videos were a main source for my lifestyle.

I got an 1-year "internship" to what's almost like my dream job.

Recently I got applied to non-military service for 1 year at an organization that's focusing on national security. Think of it like an internship for a year. Now, I come from a lower-middle class family with nothing too special going on. This place is fucking crazy. The kinds of people I see here are the kinds I've never seen before. Ambassadors, generals, ministers, all kinds of politicians and high-ranking military personnel. I signed an NDA the first week I was there. The intelligence service at my country did an security investigation on me.

I JUST GRADUATED FUCKING HIGH-SCHOOL. Where people were only focused on drinking and stupid-ass drama. Then all of a sudden I'm working alongside people with careers in politics, national security, intelligence, journalism. I've been warned multiple times about being an interesting prospect for foreign intelligence cervices as I'm a young and new employee. The security protocols at this place are crazy, and what's more crazy is that these people fully trust me with them. I feel like I'm being treated like an adult for the first time in my life. 

I wouldn't have been able to get this job without working on myself hardcore for multiple years.

From high school to living a fucking spy movie in about 5 months.

I feel like after years of hard work, everything is clicking in to place right now. I feel good. I have so much time left. I feel as though I have a mission. I have a plan for the future. I'm discovering my life purpose. I know where to look. Fuck I'm hyped. 

Holistic self-improvement works. Don't stop learning guys. Thank you for listening to my TED-talk.

[RttPtt]

Tooting my own horn here but had to vent lmao.

[Tyler Robinson]

Gives you a Congratulations Certificate and a medal and few gold coins. 

 

 

[BlessedLion]

That’s awesome brother, way to smash through your limitations! 

[UpperMaster]

18 hours ago, RttPtt said:

I completely broke off my porn addiction about 8 months ago. Really defeated it, fully. I don't have urges. Porn simply feels pointless. Since then the growth in my life has been increasingly accelerating.

 

 

Please tell me how to do this. How long would it take..just please please help me out. I've been really trying to fix this addiction. I need steps, it doesn't seem to help.