My womanhood and my weaknesses

[Preety_India]

I'm still going through shit. 

 

[Preety_India]

Deep down I'm a very emotional woman 

Have I made mistakes? 

Yes yes yes yes. 

It's time for me to analyze my own womanhood and resolve issues within me. 

First of all I feel very confused as a woman 

I don't feel confident enough. 

I feel like it's difficult for me to navigate this world as a woman. 

I never had a proper mother who would understand or guide me

 

I had to learn everything on my own 

It hurts. I wish my mom was a proper role model.. 

 

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[Preety_India]

I never got to explore my sexuality properly. My sexuality was always repressed in some form probably because my culture shames women who say anything sexual. 

So I never felt free or relaxed.. 

I'm a deeply submissive shy reticent girl and every day it feels like I'll recoil further and further back into my shell. 

It's just too much trauma to even be able to express it. 

Like how long have i kept my feminine emotions repressed? 

How long have i been trying to cope with my own repression? 

 

[Preety_India]

Yes I have deep deep self image and self esteem issues 

The pain is almost unbearable 

Society judges you on so many parameters and sometimes I feel like I'm not a complete woman.. 

My heart aches...... Have I ever been truly vulnerable? 

 

 

 

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[Preety_India]

 

I'm left in this jail of my own womanhood

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I feel lonely again. I constantly feel like all of my answers lie deeper into my own femininity. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The one song that describes my personality perfectly is this. 

 

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[Preety_India]

Forgive me for my weaknesses. 

I didn't know better.. 

[Preety_India]

I kinda feel like I'm slowly getting there

 

Leo said today "my body is my temple," that's beautifully said. 

 

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[Preety_India]

 

• Psychic intelligence
• Empathy for self
• Self connection 
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[Preety_India]

I feel so frightened right now. 

 

 

 

 

 

______________________

 

 

 

 

 

 

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[Preety_India]

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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[Preety_India]

I should not trash talk or bad mouth anyone. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I'm just not in a proper mental state 

I feel destabilized. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

I'll have my own way of developing my femininity. 

 

 

[BlueOak]

Uncertainty is okay. Its normal. It doesn't have the trauma that it used to have. We are all going through shit, you are not alone in that. Forgive yourself. 

The last comment. Yes. That. Always that.

[Preety_India]

@BlueOak

That's a beautiful solace 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

[Preety_India]

 

1 minute ago, Preety_India said:

So let's describe each type of trash for its unique qualities. 

Start from the north then to the east to the south in clockwise order then to the west and then center. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

On 25/01/2022 at 11:03 AM, Preety_India said:

Cute gifs. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

On 25/01/2022 at 1:07 PM, Preety_India said:

Cute gifs.