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It's March 12.

I woke up late today. 

Im feeling slightly better. 

 

 

I'm going to start a theme in my journals titled know your leader, know your government. 

 

 

Bias is baked into almost everything. 

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Next segment I want to start is social issues

Theme segment - Social issues 

Now this. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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It's March 13.

I wanted a segment on bullying and bullies. 

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Total segments 

Theme segment - Social issues 

Theme segment - bullies and bullying 

Theme segment - know your leader, know your government. 

General segment - personal feelings 

Theme segment - The world must go on Comedy series

Theme segment - dystopia is now

 

 

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Personal feelings 

 

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Dystopia is now 

 

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I can't believe it's March 13 already. 

 


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I feel sexy right now. 

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I saw some artistic human body pics

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General segment - personal feelings 

I have been thinking about this whole Ukraine situation for days and days now. 

It's terrible. 

I hope the war comes to an end. 

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Structure and principle. 

 

 

 

 

I love this image of the heart space. It's so feminine and speaks to my inner self. 

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I loved writing this. 

3 hours ago, Preety_India said:

A synopsis and breakdown of the video from my perspective. 

First 10 mins of the video

He talks about how we can't handle the truth. 

Without taking the context of the video, one can say truth is always scary and bitter. 

Then he says an African proverb that means when two elephants fight, the ground suffers, when two nations fight, the civilians suffer, he couldn't have said it better. I like how he talks about sending condolences and healing energy to both Ukraine and Russia and he doesn't want to be partial in that regard. Because we must understand that a lot of Russians don't want this war and its important to empathize with them too. I like how he shows the side of Russian soldiers fighting this war who were probably lured into it against their will. I also appreciate how he doesn't directly demonize Putin but begins to deliver the Russian perspective on the war. 

He gave 3 reasons why Russia is invading Ukraine 

1. Russia wants the old Soviet. 

2. Gas and oil. Much of Russian export goes through Ukraine. Getting Ukraine will make Russia a monopoly player in the oil gas market for the EU. Economically this is a gain for Russia. Russia is especially interested in Crimea. 

3. Russia doesn't want Ukraine joining NATO. 

 

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He says Putin forgot about humanity. 

 

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Then he talks about how the concept of "my country" automatically leads to war. 

War creates separation and separation creates suffering. He put this beautifully. 

I like how he says Television that lies to your vision. I kinda chuckled at that:P. Then he says instead of fighting for your country, fight for your freedom and humanity. I think there is wisdom of the ages in this single line. Although this might sound absurd from a relative perspective of everyday life, from an absolute perspective, it is very wise that we focus on our own freedom and on humanity in general if we really want the idea of world peace to materialize, so there is a ton of wisdom in what he said. 

It's not about choosing sides. It's about choosing love.

That was again very wise from the absolute sense. 

Then he tells people to listen to the Lennon song "imagine." 

Although I don't agree with him on this, since I believe that nations should have borders and that in a practical objective sense, national security is not to be taken for granted, it would be too idealistic to take the higher road and imagine that national security is an illusion. 

So I understand from an absolute perspective, a whole unified world with no borders looks like a great idea for unity yet from a relative mindset, this seems like a pipe dream. 

After 10 mins.

He goes into the conspiracy zone here. 

He calls this war a distraction. He says there are organic people and inorganic people. Although I don't exactly believe in it in an objective sense, but psychologically speaking he is spitting some truth. I have observed two kinds of people around me - ones who always  like conflict and drama and the other ones who always love peace and zero conflict. In Hinduism we call this concept Sudbuddhi and Durdbuddhi which means a constructive mind/psyche and a destructive mind respectively. 

He calls this world a state of pure simulation. I will call this pure conspiracy. 

But he is right in a deeper spiritual sense. In order to fight evil or darkness, we need to choose love since fear is the kryptonite of the darkness. He is very right. With fear there is chaos. 

Then he talks about 4 factors necessary to control the world 

1. You need to feel alone. 

2. You need to feel like life is meaningless. This will bring idleness and anxiety what he calls free floating anxiety. 

3. Free floating frustration 

4. Free floating aggression

 

Love creates a world that nobody can control. Wow. This was like a line straight from a book of age old wisdom. It has deep meaning. 

Then he goes on to talk about the great reset. I don't subscribe to this since it seems like some conspiracy theory again. 

At 16 mins, he proceeds to give powerful advice on how we need to look within if we want answers. Because the world is in constant panic. I don't find this fear mongering if you take out the conspiracy stuff. He is only trying to tell people to be careful and not fall for manipulation. 

He says ignorance is expensive pain. Well put. 

 

Then he says how chaos disconnects you from your heartspace. There are no winners of war, only losers. Great wisdom again. 

 

My final opinion on the video 

He goes really deep here. Great great video. All the bold lines are great pieces of wisdom. The conspiracy part should be avoided. 

Lot of what he says is very meaningful in the absolute perspective. But in a relative sense, his suggestion is very problematic and insanely impractical. 

I think he mixes a lot of wisdom with some conspiracy. 

I like his heart space concept. Very wise. 

 

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Overall good video. 

 


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I want to be connected with God, feminism, femininity, nature, universe, heartspace. 

The masculine is the protector and the feeder, the instrument 

 

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Why did I feel so hopeless and so directionless? 

What is it that I was looking for? 

How much effort did you put in? 

What benefits you right now? 

 

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I don't know why I was feeling so uncomfortable? 

 


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One thing is true that I'm a bit exhausted. Last few days haven't been the best.

I want to work from the space of femininity but I want something extra. 

 


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I want 

  • Love 
  • Clear path through which love flows 
  • Art gallery 
  • Heartspace
  • God
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Maybe I'm looking for inspiration and motivation I don't know. 

Yesterday I was talking about the following concepts. 

  • God 
  • Feminism
  • Femininity
  • Love 
  • Self love 
  • Heartspace 
  • Your own resilience 
  • Faith is Key 
  • Healing 

 

 

 

 

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Masculinity - principle, order, maintenance, control, affection, protection, establishment, direction

 

Femininity - structure, care, gentleness, flow, growth, desire, passion, creativity, love 

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  • Art gallery 
  • Heartspace

 

 

  • God
  • Feminism
  • Femininity
  • Love 
  • Self love 
  • Clear path through which love flows 
  • Heartspace 
  • Your own resilience 
  • Faith is Key 
  • Healing 
  • Integration of masculine and feminine romance. Tantra. 
  • Principle, structure, flow 

Principle needs fundamental thinking 

Structure needs holistic thinking 

Flow needs organic thinking 

 

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Masculinity is represented by the snake 

Femininity is represented by the princess. 

 

 

The concept of the art gallery where everything is represented by an art picture. 

 


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How should I integrate both masculine and feminine? 

By being more feminine, you are more gentle with your system. More caring. More intuitive. More structure oriented. 

By being more masculine, you are more principle oriented. 

 

 


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Rarakrumi 

The archetype of the male or masculine snake. 

If the opponent surrenders he will protect. If the opponent Protests, he will punish.. Or refuse to protect. 

Rarakrumi is the male character 

The male Archetype is the snake and Rarakrumi exhibits traits of the snake Archetype. 

The mother goddess is the feminine archetype and her young daughter is Sarasiliya. She takes inspiration from her mother goddess Wadjet. 

The feminine represents the color blue and green. Blue for calm

The masculine represents the color red and yellow 

Red for attack and passion. 

Yellow for protection and direction.. 

 

Maintaining a balance between feminine and masculine depending on the situation. 

 

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Princess Jalveni

And the Snake Bhuragajar

The princess sleeps every night waiting for the snake to appear and fuck her. In return the snake provides her protection from enemies. This is a fictional story I created of a princess who has fallen in love with a snake that has all the masculine qualities. 

The snake lovingly wraps around her body and then enters her pussy and fucks her deep. She orgasms multiple times and then the snake slowly silently leaves. The snake comes every evening and night to wrap itself around her body. 

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Let's see the visualization for each character and deity. 

 

Rarakrumi

 

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Sarasiliya

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Princess Jalveni

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Snake Bhuragajar (deity) 

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mother goddess Wadjet(deity) 

 

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Just mother goddess (no name) 

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