Burning the devil by the light of Consciousness

[Javfly33]

There's so much pain in my soul that the moment I Focus some awareness on It, the body breaks in tears when feeling that much level of "perceived hate" towards hymself (the person/ego), But its meaningless to escape or try to distract oneself anymore.

I need to get even more closer. Closer to the nucleus, the more time i can handle that place, the more I can feel the great discrepancy (which is, Pain) between my soul, and the hate, the more ill be Closer to the light. If my soul is really good, if i am really Good, then It must come a time when i say this is enough. There must come a time where i stop believing i am fundamentally a bad human being.

 

[Nadosa]

Dude I can resonate so much. Like, first time seeing how much hatred and stuff cultivating unconsciously and the moment you decide to take responsibility it hurts so much.

[Cathal]

i think the closer you can come to seeing your own innocence you will have the most catharsis through forgiving yourself for not understanding and forgiving others - as you see your own true inherent innocence you see all others, and it is just one big orgy of fogiveness and realesing yourself from that self-hatred.

good luck <3

[Breakingthewall]

you're going deeper. more clarity, more intelligence, more integrity, more openness. good job

[hamedsf]

well, don't make your"self" fragmented by thinking there's an evil and good side of you and another should be burnt.

If you do the consciousness work constantly and correctly, everything will happen and fall into place spontaneously!