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Feminine Sexual Surrender (intimate journal)

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I don't know what made me give into him. 

 


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I felt so romantic for him. He almost conquered me. 

I was getting all these feelings when he was in my journal 

He was so persuasive. It felt unreal 

 

My first thought was - what does he want? 

 

That day I had butterflies in my stomach. 

I couldn't resist 

 

 


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Something told me that he was going to win my heart. 

It felt like complete surrender. 

 


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I was reaching the point of feminine sexual surrender. 

And I felt all these romantic butterflies. 

 


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By that time I had given into him.. 

He was being so loving. 

When he said he wanted to kiss me on my forehead, I instantly felt like he wanted to kiss me on my lips. 

And I was already drawn by the overwhelming attention he gave me. 

And when he went away I missed him pretty badly. 

And so I just gave up and gave in to his affections.

I started having strong feelings for him. 

 

I felt loved and wanted. 

I also felt like I had no escape. 

A certain romantic helplessness. 

He had almost surrounded me on all sides by his power 

 

After a week, I had almost deeply fallen in love. I just could not understand what was happening. 

 


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He was /is like an angel. 

He came into my heart and stole me from myself. 

I can't even think straight. 

He is all over my thoughts. 

 


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He was giving me such a hard time by being all over me

 


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When he said this I began to feel something something

 

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I don't even know what I was doing when I he was talking to me 

 

 

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I think this thing did it. 

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So happy for the two of you :x 


'When you look outside yourself for something to make you feel complete, you never get to know the fullness of your essential nature.' - Amoda Maa Jeevan

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@Preety_India

What a trip through memory lane. I love it

Thank you for putting this together hun 

I love you ♥️


I love you infinitely. I will find you forever in every life time because you and me are one. You and me eternally breathing life and bluming 

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