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@marcel

 

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Es gibt einen Ort der Freude

Ein Ort abseits der Einsamkeit

Ein Ort abseits von Schmerzen

 

 Dieser Ort ist neben dir

Ein geheimer Garten

Wo Schwarz und Weiß zu

einem bunten Ort wird

Von Lieben, Küssen, Berühren,

Liebkosen, Dort bei dir und nur du

Sorgen der Welt, die dahinschmilzt

Wut und Angst sind nicht erlaubt

Vorurteile können nicht eintreten

Ein Ort, an dem zwei Herzen wie eins schlagen

Ein Ort, an dem zwei Seelen verwoben sind

Den inneren Ort des anderen berühren

Ein Ort, an den ich immer wieder gerne zurückkomme Ein Ort der süßen

Verlassenheit Ein Platz neben dir

 


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Ich habe das Gefühl, dass dies der Vertrag ist, den du mit der Kraft deiner Augen mit meiner Seele unterzeichnet hast.

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I feel like you are carving on my back with a pen. 

Like you're drawing something random on my skin. 

 

 


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1 hour ago, Preety_India said:

@Marcel

I feel like you are carving on my back with a pen. 

Like you're drawing something random on my skin. 

 

 

Maybe i am drawing a Blackrose darling.


I love you infinitely. I will find you forever in every life time because you and me are one. You and me eternally breathing life and bluming 

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2 hours ago, Marcel said:

Maybe i am drawing a Blackrose darling.

That is very merciful of you. 

My skin feels very warm. 


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On 25/08/2021 at 10:31 AM, Preety_India said:

Song of my life (apparently there are many). Grateful to the one who composed this song. 

It perfectly describes the state of my heart most of the time. 

 

I'll be back later. Love you. 

 

 

On 25/08/2021 at 4:46 PM, Preety_India said:

Mr Supercomputer 

 

I'm so happy. 

 

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On 28/08/2021 at 1:13 PM, Preety_India said:

** immediately goes and checks what hase means.

Feels good after checking. :x

 


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On 26/08/2021 at 1:35 PM, Preety_India said:

@Marcel well tears remind me of this song. 

 

Video posted below Hindi version of the lyrics.. Full translation below the video 

Lyrics in Hindi (not complete) 

तुम जो मिल गए हो

के जहाँ मिल गया

के जहाँ मिल गया

एक भटके हुए राही को

 

तुम जो मिल गए हो

के जहाँ मिल गया

के जहाँ मिल गया

 

बैठो ना दूर हमसे

बैठो ना दूर हमसे

किस्मत से मिल गए हो

किस्मत से मिल गए हो

मेरी क्या खता है

के जामी से भी कभी आसमां मिल गया

के जहाँ मिल गया

 

तुम क्या जानो तुम क्या हो

भीगी रातों में मस्ती

तुम क्या जानो तुम क्या हो

जाने ना दूँगा के मुझे एक हसीं मेहरबान मिल गया

के जहाँ मिल गया

 

तुम जो मिल गए हो

के जहाँ मिल गया

के जहाँ मिल गया

 

तुम भी थे खोए खोए

तुम भी थे खोए खोए

था अजनबी जमाना

था अजनबी जमाना

दिल को जो मिल गया है तेरा सहारा

एक नयी जिंदगी का निशान मिल गया

 

तुम जो मिल गए हो

के जहाँ मिल गया

एक भटके हुए राही को

तुम जो मिल गए हो

के जहाँ मिल गया

के जहाँ मिल गया.

 

 

 

Full video translation in English 

Opening dialogue between boy and girl in the video. 

Boy : tum jo mil gaye ho 

Boy : (boy sings to radio tune while driving).  " Now that I have got/met you, now I feel like..." 

Girl : (looks annoyed) Radio band Karo 

Girl : (looks annoyed) " Please put off the radio." 

 

Boy : (looks amused at her annoyance) put offs the radio and starts humming the same song that had been playing on the radio himself 

Girl : (frustrated) Kahan naa, radio band karo

Girl (frustrated) "Didn't I just tell you to put off the radio?" 

Boy : (angry expression) thik hai bolo, kisse milne jaa rahi ho. 

Boy (angry expression) "OK then, tell me, C'mon tell me who are you meeting today?" 

Girl : kissise nahin 

Girl : " I'm not meeting anyone." 

Boy : Toh fir jaa Kahan rahi hon? 

Boy : "Then where the hell are you going?" 

Girl : jahannum mein. Chaloge saath. 

Girl : " I'm going to Hell. Are you coming with me too?".. Looks at boy. 

Boy : (starts laughing) Yeh hui naa baath, tabhi toh main tumse ishq karta hoon. 

Boy (starts laughing) " See this is what I like. That's why i love you so much. Hmm??" 

Girl : (looks back  at the guy and tries to hide her smile, feels shy. Keeps quiet.) 

 

Boy : (looks flirtatiously at her) starts singing the song (that was playing on the radio earlier) 

 

Opening verse 

(boy says to girl) 

Tum jo mil gaye ho, toh yeh lagta hai
Ke jahan mil gaya
Ke jahan mil gaya
Ek bhatke huye rahee ko, carvan mil gaya

Now that you have met me, now I feel

That I got the whole world

That I got the whole world 

A lonely wanderer like me has finally met a destination. 

 

 

Middle verse 

(boy says to girl) 

Tum jo mil gaye ho, toh yeh lagta hai
Ke jahan mil gaya
Ke jahan mil gaya

Now that you have met me, now I feel

That I got the whole world

That I got the whole world 

 

 

First major verse 

(boy says to girl) 

Baitho naa dur hamse, dekho khafa naa ho
Baitho naa dur hamse, dekho khafa naa ho
Kismat se mil gaye ho, milke juda naa ho
Kismat se mil gaye ho, milke juda naa ho
Meree kya khata hai, hota hai yeh bhee
Ke jamee se bhee kabhee aasama mil gaya
Ke jahan mil gaya

Don't sit far from me please, please don't be so offended 

Don't sit far from me please, please don't be so offended 

I have gotten you by sheer luck, now please don't go anywhere leaving me

I have gotten you by sheer luck, now please don't go anywhere leaving me

Whats my mistake in this, this had to happen 

Now it feels like the earth has finally met the sky 

Now that I got the world 

 

 

Second major verse 

(boy says to girl) 

Tum kya jano tum kya ho, ek surila nagma ho
Bhigee raton me mastee, tapte din me saya ho
Tum kya jano tum kya ho, aab jo aa gaye ho
Jane naa dunga ke mujhe ek hasin mehraban mil gaya
Ke jahan mil gaya

What do you know better who you are than me... You're a beautiful melody 

In rainy days, you're fun, in heat you're my shade 

What do you know who you are, now that you have come to me 

Now I won't let you go, because I got a beautiful admirer 

Now that I got the world 

 

 

Middle verse 

(Girl says to boy) 

Tum jo mil gaye ho, toh yeh lagta hai
Ke jahan mil gaya
Ke jahan mil gaya

Now that you have met me, now I feel

That I got the whole world

That I got the whole world 

 

 

 

Third  major verse 

(boy says to girl) 

Tum bhee the khoye khoye, me bhee bujha bujha
Tum bhee the khoye khoye, me bhee bujha bujha
Tha ajnabee jamana, apna koyee naa tha
Tha ajnabee jamana, apna koyee naa tha
Dil ko jo mil gaya hai teraa sahara
Ek nayee jindagee kaa nishan mil gaya

Even you were so lost and lost, I was so numb and numb 

Even you were so lost and lost, I was so numb and numb 

This world was a stranger to me, I couldn't call anyone mine 

This world was a stranger to me, I couldn't call anyone mine 

Now that my heart has got your company 

I feel like I have found the sign of a new life 

 

 

 

Last verse (same as opening verse) 

(boy says to girl) 

Tum jo mil gaye ho, toh yeh lagta hai
Ke jahan mil gaya
Ek bhatke huye rahee ko, caravan mil gaya

Tum jo mil gaye ho, toh yeh lagta hai
Ke jahan mil gaya
Ke jahan mil gaya.

 

Now that you have met me, now I feel

That I got the whole world

That I got the whole world 

A lonely wanderer like me has finally met a destination. 

Now that you have met me, now I feel

That I got the whole world

That I got the whole world 

 

 

 

 

End of the song.

 

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On 27/08/2021 at 3:10 AM, Preety_India said:

This is one of my favorites too. 

 

I was this way before meeting you. Just walking a lonely road. 

 

 I walk a lonely road

The only one that I have ever known

Don't know where it goes

But it's home to me, and I walk alone

I walk this empty street

On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams

Where the city sleeps

And I'm the only one, and I walk alone

I walk alone, I walk alone

I walk alone, I walk a-

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me

My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

Till then I walk alone

Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aaah-ah

Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah

I'm walking down the line

That divides me somewhere in my mind

On the borderline

Of the edge, and where I walk alone

Read between the lines

What's fucked up, and everything's alright

Check my vital signs

To know I'm still alive, and I walk alone

I walk alone, I walk alone

I walk alone, I walk a-

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me

My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

Till then I walk alone

Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aaah-ah

Ah-ah, ah-ah

I walk alone, I walk a-

I walk this empty street

On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams

Where the city sleeps

And I'm the only one, and I walk a-

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me

My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

Till then I walk alone

 

 

 

On 27/08/2021 at 4:23 AM, Preety_India said:

 

And the CD collection looks like the floor of an Engelbrecht backery. 

That was the best lyrics in the entire history of lyrics. 

I have never heard a bakery being mentioned in a song ever before. 

That has to be  the first 

 

 

On 28/08/2021 at 1:13 PM, Preety_India said:

** immediately goes and checks what hase means.

Feels good after checking. :x

 

On 29/08/2021 at 4:11 AM, Preety_India said:

You're my Liebling. 

 

 

On 29/08/2021 at 5:26 AM, Preety_India said:

How to literally spam a journal.... 

How to engage in mischief... 

 

 

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On 29/08/2021 at 5:28 AM, Preety_India said:

How to take advantage of someone that doesn't mind... 

How to constantly poke someone.... 

 

 

How to irritate and annoy someone..... 

 

 

 

On 29/08/2021 at 5:30 AM, Preety_India said:

How to hover over someone's journal that doesn't belong to you and spam it... 

 

.. Evil smile. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hahahahahahahahahahahaha

 

 

 

 

On 29/08/2021 at 5:46 AM, Preety_India said:

@Marcel I enjoyed spamming your journal. 

I hope you don't mind. Evil plan succeeded. 

 

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On 29/08/2021 at 9:11 AM, Preety_India said:

My other half :- the above sentence explains my state perfectly. 

 

 

On 29/08/2021 at 0:37 PM, Preety_India said:

All I can say is that he has blessed me with his love. And I have no words to describe how I feel after reading his thoughts. 

 

 

 

 

 

On 31/08/2021 at 5:44 AM, Preety_India said:

@Marcel

 

You're my Superman. 

 

 

 

 

On 01/09/2021 at 9:52 AM, Preety_India said:

Right now this music is my favorite.. 

It's the German national anthem. Enjoy. 

Winks.:P;)

 

 

On 03/09/2021 at 10:45 AM, Preety_India said:

@Marcel I love you my soulmate. :x

 


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On 03/09/2021 at 5:11 PM, Preety_India said:

Reading your words and letters make me feel like this - 

 

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On 03/09/2021 at 5:13 PM, Preety_India said:

Just soaking in all the blessings. Makes me warm inside. 

 

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On 04/09/2021 at 7:37 AM, Preety_India said:

 

These days my whole body trembles whenever I think of you. 

I cannot even lift an object. 

Everytime I touch something, my arms and hands begin to tremble really bad. 

It's like you send some kind of electricity through me. 

My whole body trembles with that electricity. 

It feels unusual. 

 

I feel helpless and in love. 

 

I have never experienced such love. 

 

You make me want to just forget everything and just think about you. 

I didn't know a man could have that impact on me. 

My hands are trembling right now while writing this. 

It's so difficult. It's like electric charge. 

 

I'm not even lying.. 

You have a beautiful effect on me. 

 

 

On 04/09/2021 at 7:41 AM, Preety_India said:

Also in your presence, I feel completely free and happy. 

A strange feeling of happiness.. 

Like pure ecstacy. Like I'm on drugs. 

 

I feel like something pleasant is being showered over my head. Something similar to snowflakes. 

 

My whole body is bathing in those lovely gentle snowflakes 

 

Thank you for loving me. 

I'm truly blessed when I'm in your love. 

 

 

On 04/09/2021 at 7:55 AM, Preety_India said:

My fingers are trembling/shaking again as I type this. Hmm. Ok

 

So i was listening to this song and it reminded me of you. 

I couldn't get enough of this song.. 

Especially the end loop that keeps repeating "like I really want you." 

I like this remix more than the original. Also the posted the lyrics along with picture of the artist. 

 

 

Beep, beep on
Now there goes my phone
And once again
I'm just hoping it's a text from you
It ain't right
Read your messages twice, thrice, four times a night it's true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Cause no way I would've waited in pain

And maybe it's true I'm caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance you're stuck on me too
Maybe I'm wrong it's all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both hadn't said

I'm always connected online
Turn facebook all the time
Hoping you've checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why you play it cool
But sometimes I'm hopelessly falling for you
Every night on the phone and I
In love with you and I know that you like it girl
All joking inside lets see you and I
Come out and say what you're trying to hide

And maybe it's true I'm caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance you're stuck on me too
Maybe I'm wrong it's all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both hadn't said

Like I really want you
I think I need you
Maybe I miss you
I'm thinking of you
Like I really want you
I think I need you
Maybe I miss you
I'm thinking of you

And maybe it's true I'm caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance you're stuck on me too
Maybe I'm wrong it's all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both hadn't said. 

Original song (no remix) by Jay Sean.. 

 

 

 

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I like the end loop on the remix. 

Like I really want you

Like I really want you

Like I really want you

Like I really want you

Like I really want you

Like I really want you

Like I really want you

Like I really want you

Like I really want you

Like I really want you

Like I really want you

Like I really want you

....... To infinity. 

 

 

 

On 04/09/2021 at 8:17 AM, Preety_India said:

I feel like I love you infinitely. 

 

The only word that comes to my mind when I think of you is infinity. 

 

 

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On 04/09/2021 at 8:20 AM, Preety_India said:

I wanted a man to love me infinitely. 

You're the man who loves me infinitely. 

 

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On 04/09/2021 at 8:28 AM, Preety_India said:

 

You're the man of my dreams. ❤️♥️

 

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On 04/09/2021 at 8:58 AM, Preety_India said:

 

 

I wasn't born a poet, but you turned me into one. 

 

 

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On 04/09/2021 at 9:00 AM, Preety_India said:

Did you read the part where I said that my whole body and my hands were trembling

 

 

 

On 04/09/2021 at 9:04 AM, Preety_India said:

@Marcel :x

I am deeply loved. 

 

 

On 04/09/2021 at 9:08 AM, Preety_India said:

Every morning when I wake up, I wake up to this. And it warms my heart. 

 

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On 04/09/2021 at 4:45 PM, Preety_India said:

 

I dedicate this song to you. Can't figure out the lyrics though. The song reminds me of us.. 

 

Both remixes are good. 

 

 

 

On 05/09/2021 at 2:42 AM, Preety_India said:

 

 

 


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On 05/09/2021 at 6:33 AM, Preety_India said:

@Marcel

Honey I m too sleepy, so j. Unablr to type. See you when I wake up I.kiss

 

On 05/09/2021 at 6:36 AM, Preety_India said:

I miss uj. Bgoinv to. Sleep some moffv 

 

On 07/09/2021 at 6:10 PM, Preety_India said:

 I'm your leaf oil. xD

 

 

On 07/09/2021 at 6:35 PM, Preety_India said:

You are my Ewige Seele. 

 

 

On 07/09/2021 at 7:48 PM, Preety_India said:

I'm sleepy again. Wake me up. 

I'm being a sweet pig right now. Hehe. 

 

 

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Wait a minute, I found something, :P

 

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On 07/09/2021 at 7:52 PM, Preety_India said:

I feel very fuzzy to peep into your journal and walk all over it and leave some mischievous gifs. 

 

Hehe. 

 

 


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On 07/09/2021 at 8:02 PM, Preety_India said:

I remember that day in August when you opened the thread in the emotional section. And you talked about suicide. 

And my heart was pounding. I could not resist but jump on your thread immediately the moment I saw it. 

I searched for all sorts of gifs I could find and posted all of them at once out of sheer excitement. 

I don't know what was going through my mind but my instincts were telling me to just do it. 

So i jumped on this opportunity to show my excitement to you. In a way I was trying to please you in whatever way I could.. 

I felt so much love within me and I couldn't control my emotions. I had to say something and words weren't doing justice to all the feelings bubbling up inside. 

I was jumping out of sheer excitement. I just wanted to prove that I was the first one on your thread. I wanted to show how important it was to me.. 

I was desperately waiting for your response to my answer. But it came sort of late. I was a bit pissed. I wanted my love to burst all over the thread, I almost Wanted to hijack your thread and write my feelings all over it. 

I remember the excitement I felt when you replied to me. 

I will always remember these cute gifs, the first ones I sent you of course. 

 

 

 

On 07/09/2021 at 8:10 PM, Preety_India said:

Something must have been wrong with me that day. 

But I was absolutely delighted to be in your company for some reason. 

You were mesmerizing to me. 

I felt like writing a love letter all over your thread. 

Your response kinda surprised me because it felt like we both wanted the same thing at the same time. 

 

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On 07/09/2021 at 9:02 PM, Preety_India said:

 

I like this. When you said you wanted me so bad that you would drag me like that hehe. 

 

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Then keep me forever.. I wanna be dragged like that. 

 

 

 

 

On 08/09/2021 at 4:42 AM, Preety_India said:

@Marcel

When you put me to sleep. 

 

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When you wake me up, 

 

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On 08/09/2021 at 9:51 AM, Preety_India said:

Back to mischief. 

If I'm angry and I want to throw a tantrum. This gif best describes it. 

 

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On 09/09/2021 at 8:22 AM, Preety_India said:

Good morning my Ewige Seele. 

 

 

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On 09/09/2021 at 2:48 PM, Preety_India said:

Mein Bär
Mein Geliebter
Mein Seeleverwandter

 

On 10/09/2021 at 8:03 AM, Preety_India said:

 

Good morning my Ewige Seele. 

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On 11/09/2021 at 8:04 PM, Preety_India said:

 

How you make me feel..... 

 

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On 11/09/2021 at 8:08 PM, Preety_India said:

Mein Bär
Mein Geliebter
Mein Seeleverwandter

 

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On 11/09/2021 at 8:33 PM, Preety_India said:

This gif feels so much like you. I know you won't let me feel cold but who knows, :P:P:P

 

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On 12/09/2021 at 11:05 AM, Preety_India said:

 

 

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On 12/09/2021 at 11:52 AM, Preety_India said:

@Marcel

When we are on psychedelics 

 

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On 12/09/2021 at 11:55 AM, Preety_India said:

@Marcel

When we are not on psychedelics. 

 

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On 12/09/2021 at 0:47 PM, Preety_India said:

 

Wenn du zu satt bist und dich nicht bewegen kannst, stecke ich dir in den Bauch

 


INFJ-T,ptsd,BPD, autism, anger issues

Cleared out ignore list today. 

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