Trauma, my ego

[Loba]

@RickyFitts He's reaching out cause you're a cute girl.  That's it.  No bravery or valiance at all.  None.

"Nice guy"

Edited March 14, 2022 by Loba

[Esilda]

@RickyFitts I feel the same way Ricky  . I felt really insecure sometimes here and peoples comments really helped me a lot  .

@Loba Cute sunset  . Thank you as well Loba, you were one of the first people to make me feel welcome on the forum.

Edited March 14, 2022 by Esilda

[RickyFitts]

13 minutes ago, Loba said:

@RickyFitts He's reaching out cause you're a cute girl.  That's it.  No bravery or valiance at all.  None.

"Nice guy"

Excuse me? Are you second-guessing my motives when you don't know the first thing about me?

[Esilda]

@RickyFitts @Loba Respectfully, please take any dispute you two may have with one another via PM.

Thanks so much to the both of you for being supportive .

Let's keep the energy here right .

[Loba]

@RickyFitts I'm spot on dude.  Nice guy... I mean.

You're nice to hot chick here, not just PEOPLE.. in general.  You have an agenda.
You're a hound.

[RickyFitts]

@Loba Respect Esilda's wishes, Loba, this is her thread.

[Loba]

@RickyFitts https://people.com/pets/the-ugliest-dogs-in-the-world/
Also, I didn't get her message, hound dog.
"Here, respect her wishes while I respond to you."

You're not a good person.

You follow women around on here too much.  Focus on yourself.

Edited March 15, 2022 by Loba

[Esilda]

@Loba I've commented a lot on other peoples journals as well though, I don' tget it 

I don't want to stop either, I like socialising .

@RickyFitts its alright darl nothing to worry about  just take it in ur stride .

Hoping you can join too Loba. Peacefully 

Edited March 15, 2022 by Esilda

[RickyFitts]

I only have eyes for one woman, Loba (I mentioned my relationship with her to Esilda privately recently), I like Esilda but I've always thought of her as a favourite sister.

Edited March 15, 2022 by RickyFitts

[Esilda]

@RickyFitts Figuratively a sister, otherwise that's a bit weird  but yes this is true 

[Esilda]

15 hours ago, Esilda said:

@RickyFitts Oh its NOT that lol, just simply not interested in the persons. Impress then there won't be distress! 

 

 

NEW TRANSITION!   

 

Moving forward... Somewhere within me.... this journal is now dedicated to my transition from trauma to my journey to enlightenment.

My body has felt so "activated" throughout my life that I have to spend a lot more time deconditioning a lot of my behaviour.

For whatever that's worth.. Jumping into that mystery.... 

 

New transition...

 

New transition...

 

New transition...

 

New transition...

 

Please respect  

[RickyFitts]

@Esilda Yeah sorry, I meant to say 'like a favourite sister'.  

[Esilda]

@RickyFitts you're not 'like' my favourite brother but you're a cool cat : , still getting to know one another!