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This is supposed to be a journal for my blog.

 

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Topics to discuss

  • Conscious living 
  • Survival 
  • spirituality 
  • Wellness
  • Sexuality 
  • Brain 
  • Philosophy
  • Energy
  • Mental Health 
  • Consciousness
  • Law of attraction 
  • Actualization
  • Masculine/Feminine 
  • Psychology
  • Health 
  • Vibration
  • Body and mind 
  • Biofeedback 
  • Intuition 
  • Psychic powers 
  • Intelligence 
  • Religion 
  • Personality study 
  • Toxic relationships 
  • Law of attraction 
  • Success 
  • Stage Orange 
  • Stage Green 
  • Stage Umber 
  • Mastery 
  • Advanced Learning 

 

 

 

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Interplay

Love 

God

Devil

CONSCIOUSNESS 

MATERIALISM 

SPIRIT

SACREDNESS 

SURVIVAL 

DEATH 

HEAVEN 

 


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I created this diagram to understand this concept better. 

 

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Life is an interplay of these things. 

 

 


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My spirituality is - 

  • Justice oriented 
  • Mission oriented 
  • Charity oriented 
  • Love oriented. 
  • Harmony oriented 
  • Liberation oriented 
  • Suffering oriented.
  • Pain oriented 
  • Empathy oriented 

Key things to consider 

  • Love 
  • Empathy 
  • Intuition (strong psychic ability) 
  • Healing 
  • Liberation 
  • Grace (God's glory) 
  • Union 

 

 

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3 approaches can work here which I'll explain later

  • Nihilism 
  • Detachment 
  • Counter intuitive 

 


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World... Life.... Existence... Is like a crab bucket. 

Because survival will never be given to you on a silver platter. 

So your lofty ideas about survival are bogus. The world wasn't designed for you to survive harm proof. Your survival was and will always be a challenge and this will be shown to you by reality one way or another. 

Modern technology and human system makes it look like survival should be a grant, yet the nature of human life is not impeded by such changes which means human existence will forever be a survival game and a zero sum game in that. So human survival will always remain a challenge no matter how cushy it might appear. When you can't face this challenge, you fall through the cracks. When you overcome this challenge, you get to survive. This is how the system is designed. The human system. So don't get fooled by a modern system that makes it sound like survival is an entitlement or grant. Nope. No human gives you survival. You have to snatch it for yourself. No human gives you a silver plate. There is no higher authority out there working to ensure your survival. Such an authority doesn't exist. Even though you're made to believe that and you can believe that the government exists for this reason but this is just technical. 

In reality of realities, there is no such system designed to ensure survival. You have to do it all by yourself, failing which, your only way is going down and falling through the cracks. 

 

 

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Nihilism 

Detachment 

Don't be attached to life. Because existence is not meant to be graceful and beautiful. The more you are detached, the less is the impact. 

 

 

Counter intuitive 

Try to be happy as anti dote to the pain of existence. 

 


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Nihilism 

 

Detachment 

 

Don't be attached to life. Because existence is not meant to be graceful and beautiful. The more you are detached, the less is the impact. 

 

 

 

 

 

Counter intuitive 

 

Try to be happy as anti dote to the pain of existence. 


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It's like when you go deeper and deeper you discover the truth. When you aren't afraid of exploring further, that's when truth reveals itself to you. 

 


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There were 2 people who were quite deep on this forum. 

Byun and Forestluv. 


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Detachment 

Don't be attached to life. Because existence is not meant to be graceful and beautiful. The more you are detached, the less is the impact. 

 


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Counter intuitive 

 

Try to be happy as anti dote to the pain of existence. 

 

 

 


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I sometimes like bad things happening to me because these bad things reveal people's true colors to me.. 

 


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So I created another diagram to understand this better.

 

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For me understanding spirituality psychically, intuitively and conceptually is extremely important. 

This was my passion even when I was a kid. 

It's like the bread of my life and I'm quite fortunate that despite my bad personal issues in life, God gave me the opportunity to explore what I was always been pining for.. 

I like spirituality a lot.. 

Learning consciousness and learning all these things. It gives me deep fulfillment even when I make little progress. 

Every bit of it is very satisfying. 

Exploring spiritual stuff is my deepest passion ever since I was a child. I used to get attracted and drawn to books on ghosts and afterlife and morality /religion /spirituality. 

They used to occupy my brain and fascinate me so much. 

I really wanted to know the mystery of life.. 

I always had this gnawing question in mind - what's beyond life? 

I knew that there was much more to life than what we see in this world. Something deep and mysterious and elusive that keeps hiding away behind reality. How do we measure it? What should we call it? 

I don't know what it is. But it is definitely something. I really wanted to know this something. 

I had an insatiable curiosity to know such things and this curiosity exists even today after so many years. 

 


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I was talking about nihilism. 

Nihilism is good. It makes you feel comforted when things go wrong in life. 

You accept that suffering is okay, not wonderful, but okay. 

You're not allowing yourself to be consumed. 

In a way you say - this is my bad fate and I deserve this 

It's damage control. 

Islam has a lot of nihilistic premises that are very self soothing. 

If pain is what you gotta live with, you better befriend that pain. 

You become a friend to the enemy so that the enemy hurts less. 

 


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