The most honest journal you'll ever read !

[Shin]

2 minutes ago, zambize said:

Well it seems like it's coming to a bit of a head recently, hopefully you find some relief soon

You know, I read that can last for months, even years.

Soooooooooooo … 

We'll see 

 

[Charlotte]

9 hours ago, Shin said:

You remember ?

I thought you would forgot,

 

You know,

With your fish goat eyebrow twitchy  brain

 

??

Have to try harder than that shin. ?

[Shin]

53 minutes ago, Charlotte said:

Have to try harder than that shin. ?

 

Or maybe you're Voldemort and can't feel anything until we broke all your horcruxes.

 

[Charlotte]

You dead yet?

[Shin]

4 minutes ago, Charlotte said:

You dead yet?

Fuck you ?

[Charlotte]

?

(Poke)

[Shin]

[Charlotte]

Go meditate, eat some sweets & drink from your plastic bottle.

[Shin]

You really want that spank don't you ? ?

[Charlotte]

? look into the hands shin..  see what's in there? The giving of the fucks. Notice it's emptiness, it's nothingness.

[Shin]

6 minutes ago, Charlotte said:

? look into the hands shin..  see what's in there? The giving of the fucks. Notice it's emptiness, it's nothingness.

?

[Shin]

 

 

Except it's infinitely larger, powerful, menacing, frightening and it's in 3d  

[Shin]

 

When I have the courage to face it

 

 

 

When I sense my body dying

 

[Shin]

 

I may be crazy already,

I mean, that's basically sadomasochism at this point

[Shin]

Count me accountable,

Tomorrow I will meditate all day, except for my english homework and a practical thing to do for my healt insurance.

KEEP ME ACCOUNTABLE

[zambize]

13 minutes ago, Shin said:

Count me accountable,

Tomorrow I will meditate all day, except for my english homework and a practical thing to do for my healt insurance.

KEEP ME ACCOUNTABLE

I'm going to be honest and say big doubt, but I also think that would be super cool if you managed it.  I personally think you should try to just do one thing that you can call progress

[Shin]

[zambize]

@Shin Have you done any meditation today?

[Shin]

9 minutes ago, zambize said:

@Shin Have you done any meditation today?

2h30

SHHHHHHHHH

«all day»

??????

 

Only thought I would die 3 times

Edited March 17, 2019 by Shin

[zambize]

8 minutes ago, Shin said:

2h30

SHHHHHHHHH

«all day»

??????

 

Only thought I would die 3 times

That's good! Don't let the fact that you were unrealistic (imo) yesterday take away from 2h30m meditation, that's sure as hell more than I did today, I'm rocking zero min so far