Jealousy and Deception

[Vipassana]

I fucked this girl like 2 years ago without even really dating her, all we did was occasionally talk on the phone and hook up once. I still have / had traces of feelings for her as thoughts about her constantly pop up and I even go as far to trying and manipulate her even though I know we wouldn't work out even if she dated me. I generally dont try to play the game of classifying thoughts as good or bad but 2 years later and im still kinda stuck whenever this girl enters my life. Cannot really undo what I did nor can ignore my feelings or thoughts. If im suffering emotionally over a girl I rarely have known and understood I cannot even imagine the suffering and deception when people come out of year long relationships. any tips my friends?

[Shin]

Get a new gf.

Consult a specialist too

[Vipassana]

@Shin I believe that i am in search of pussy, not really a GF. and I am the specialist 

[Shin]

5 minutes ago, Vipassana said:

@Shin I believe that i am in search of pussy, not really a GF. and I am the specialist 

Then that's probably an another problem right there.

[Vipassana]

@Shin i came for help... 

fuckk 

[aurum]

1 hour ago, Vipassana said:

any tips my friends?

Yes, find a new girl. And while you're at it, examine deeply why you need one in the first place.

[frnsh]

If you really didn't have any other in this 2 years, probably general neediness is just pumping up, not necessarily her as a person. Of course she may be special in some way, but in these cases, logic of you seeing already that it won't work, is so much stronger.