Survival is limiting my vibration

[niko123]

I've started working full-time 3 months back. Now that Uni started I find myself working 44 hour weeks, with 10 hours of mandatory Uni work + all the extra time it takes to not be a 3.0 GPA zomboid that doesn't know shit about the field he's in. Into this survival mix add the commute to and from my hometown (about 8h per week), and you've got the situation I am currently in. The worst part is that the job is not challenging - a typical office/corporate entry level position. I feel like I am impotent. I know I am capable of so much more than whatever this is.
 

I find myself brain-fogging, mindlessly scrolling at work, not paying attention in classes. My charisma is very much lacking compared to before all this. I just go day-by-day, most of the things that I do I know I could do much better, but for some reason can't bring myself to do it this way. Lately I've also noticed my sexual energy starting to lack - I find it much more difficult to create attraction - I am on a path that leads to no sex appeal. My relationship is starting to struggle because of this.

The things I am doing for myself:

• working out at least 2x/week
• sauna
• as much sun as possible
• trying to get 8h sleep/night
• contemplate 

And that's about it. I don't even read anymore, not to mention meditate. Is this what "real life" is? Fuck me. Advice is deeply appreciated - how do I tap back into the higher spheres of energy?

[Basman]

So 44 hours at work + 10 hours of coursework + x hours of homework

You got limited minutes bro. Maybe you should cut down on somethings for the time being. It's just a temporary phase. 

It might help to do more active rest, activities that give you energy specific to you, like getting a massage or going for a nature walks.

[Thought Art]

Listen to Brendan Burchard daily fire

[Leo Gura]

1 hour ago, niko123 said:

The worst part is that the job is not challenging - a typical office/corporate entry level position. I feel like I am impotent. I know I am capable of so much more than whatever this is.
 

I find myself brain-fogging, mindlessly scrolling at work, not paying attention in classes. My charisma is very much lacking compared to before all this. I just go day-by-day, most of the things that I do I know I could do much better, but for some reason can't bring myself to do it this way.

I was in your situation when I was 24.

It was the perfect motivator for me to start my own business.

Work even longer to develop your side business and spin it off into a full business so you can quit your lame job. You can use down-time at work to research and plan your business.

Welcome to entreprenuership.

Yes, a lame job will rot your soul. You can't just ignore that.

Edited 2 hours ago by Leo Gura