Mellowmarsh

Just admit it…and surrender to the inevitable truth

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21 hours ago, Mellowmarsh said:

No one’s talking. No one knows this BS

 

On 9/1/2026 at 9:20 AM, Mellowmarsh said:

You’re all alone. And it can feel lonely, that’s why you continue to create others to relate to, even though you know you’re only creating a fantasy, it was better than nothing at all. 

Don't be a pussy. Don't play binary. 

Fuck enlightenment, first be human and accept you didn't get it. Yet being a pussy as you did.


"It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows."

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@kavaris @Yimla I messed up, cause i said there was two options, 1) A storytime story versus 2) Abstract descr., language, but theres three atleast,

(1) Story, (2) A story thats told online (whatever that turns into, Ya kno), (3) Abstract descr., language thing.

And a hint of that last choice lives inside of all of them, however, the third represents a more distilled version of abstract, like more tablespoons of that ingredient...

Stories however are straightforward. You know its a story because its got a protagonist, its got a *setting... Its got elves, and witches, and predicaments, dialogue or narration, etc, etc, etc.

You know its a story because its got language that sounds like it. The opposite to that is the third option, which isnt a story, or its unclear what it is, cause its fluid, like a potion, and its allegiance doesnt rest on any of those ingredients. Its a large tablespoon of abstract, musical whimsy, without any predicament or particular rhyme or reason... Its not a poem, its not anything. The downside is that it can tuen into mumbling~whateverness.

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All of my writings come from David Goggins, And his book titled "My back, my sweat, and my three shins"

Reviewer #2: Wat the hell is going on w/ this new David Goggins book, he went from motivational speaker to outright nut job

Reviewer #3: Someone told me i could buy this book for self help, but i found its better to read when you're seeing lava lamp shapes out of the corner of your eyes.

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17 minutes ago, Joseph Maynor said:

@James123  You must think you are enlightened to some degree.  

I don't think at all.


"It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows."

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1 minute ago, James123 said:

I don't think at all.

Where did this thought come from?

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Who surrenders and thinks?


“Everything is honoured, but nothing matters.” — Eckhart Tolle.

"I have lived on the lip of insanity, wanting to know reasons, knocking on a door. It opens. I've been knocking from the inside." -- Rumi

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5 minutes ago, Joseph Maynor said:

Where did this thought come from?

Talking happens as heartbeat.


"It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows."

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14 minutes ago, VeganAwake said:

Who surrenders and thinks?

This is the million dollar question.  

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One argument for the abstract is however, that it can live within an absolute sensual reality, and sortve push the envelope, without it having to fold, without requiring structural resurrection , or reinsertion into a story...

In a storytime story or (like right now, an online story) suddenly im not even on topic anyway, because *cough cough* im not on topic, and even if i was, it still may not be received or considered AS a story (like, ppl just may not care, unfortunately, but theres a larger chance of them tuning in / and not tuning out)

Thats the argument against story, and obviously, to go toooo far in the other direction, no one really can understand it, even if they tried, cause now it would be hyper personalized language with no allegiance to anything in that initial stanza or grouping, like it can fly the coup at any moment, and leave the reader on a cliff hanger thats unpredictable (im talking, in the MOST extreme spectrums of an abstract writing of course, which i would not be doing)

A story however, in the very least, can save itself from sudden termination of that initial stanza, Like it can be saved from its own psychedelic adventure.... Thats sortve the pros and cons.


All of my writings come from David Goggins, And his book titled "My back, my sweat, and my three shins"

Reviewer #2: Wat the hell is going on w/ this new David Goggins book, he went from motivational speaker to outright nut job

Reviewer #3: Someone told me i could buy this book for self help, but i found its better to read when you're seeing lava lamp shapes out of the corner of your eyes.

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^Try to crack that egg.


All of my writings come from David Goggins, And his book titled "My back, my sweat, and my three shins"

Reviewer #2: Wat the hell is going on w/ this new David Goggins book, he went from motivational speaker to outright nut job

Reviewer #3: Someone told me i could buy this book for self help, but i found its better to read when you're seeing lava lamp shapes out of the corner of your eyes.

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23 minutes ago, VeganAwake said:

Who surrenders and thinks?

Same as who is asking the question above 


"It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows."

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@Joseph Maynor Oh btw, i thought of something you might find interesting. It might tickle your fancy, tho i wanna save it for tomorrow, after one of my appts... because its gettin a bit late noow to start throwing out all these ideas all of a sudden. Better to think of, tomorrow, a fresh day.

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All of my writings come from David Goggins, And his book titled "My back, my sweat, and my three shins"

Reviewer #2: Wat the hell is going on w/ this new David Goggins book, he went from motivational speaker to outright nut job

Reviewer #3: Someone told me i could buy this book for self help, but i found its better to read when you're seeing lava lamp shapes out of the corner of your eyes.

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5 minutes ago, James123 said:

Same as who is asking the question above 

What is "who"


“Everything is honoured, but nothing matters.” — Eckhart Tolle.

"I have lived on the lip of insanity, wanting to know reasons, knocking on a door. It opens. I've been knocking from the inside." -- Rumi

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dang it, i overwrote everything, fk it, doesnt matter, lol im not tryina remember it all again

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All of my writings come from David Goggins, And his book titled "My back, my sweat, and my three shins"

Reviewer #2: Wat the hell is going on w/ this new David Goggins book, he went from motivational speaker to outright nut job

Reviewer #3: Someone told me i could buy this book for self help, but i found its better to read when you're seeing lava lamp shapes out of the corner of your eyes.

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12 minutes ago, VeganAwake said:

What is "who"

İt is a word. Same as when you have to take a shit run to bathroom. 

Fucking non duality bullshit. 

Still a form, identification. 


"It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows."

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16 minutes ago, VeganAwake said:

What is "who"

I wanna put baseball bat in your ass, and at that moment I want you to ask this question, happening to who? 😂 


"It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows."

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I believe that's a foul ball


“Everything is honoured, but nothing matters.” — Eckhart Tolle.

"I have lived on the lip of insanity, wanting to know reasons, knocking on a door. It opens. I've been knocking from the inside." -- Rumi

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3 minutes ago, VeganAwake said:

I believe that's a foul ball

"Who" believes? 😂 Fucking bullshit.


"It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows."

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Just now, James123 said:

"Who" believes? 😂 Fucking bullshit.

🤣 oh shit!! 🤣


“Everything is honoured, but nothing matters.” — Eckhart Tolle.

"I have lived on the lip of insanity, wanting to know reasons, knocking on a door. It opens. I've been knocking from the inside." -- Rumi

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