God's smoky night dream

[glassfire]

Today I had a dream: There was some concert with music at sort of three-floor rectangular stadium. Down on the central field there were thousands of people. I was standing on the second floor. Some shit-person had started fighting with me, then I had felt the power and had levitated high up to the center. A small fireball had flown down from my palm to the very center of the field. When it had reached the bottom a large fire wave had filled out the entire field. I had levitated down to the third floor and was dancing with black-skinned dancers until I woke up.

Respect is the highest truth, children, remember this. I don't need to be a youtube star to survive. I can sleep as much as I want.

[Hojo]

Sometimes i think that men back in the day didnt want their wives nagging them so they made up a word meditation to sleep all day. Their wives know they are sleeping when they are laying down so they have to sit up and sleep. They get impressed that they cant do it so they think its something else but buddy is just sleeping. They wear the robes so they can jerk off at the same time and no one know.

Edited 1 hour ago by Hojo

[Inliytened1]

11 minutes ago, glassfire said:

Today I had a dream: There was some concert with music at sort of three-floor rectangular stadium. Down on the central field there were thousands of people. I was standing on the second floor. Some shit-person had started fighting with me, then I had felt the power and had levitated high up to the center. A small fireball had flown down from my palm to the very center of the field. When it had reached the bottom a large fire wave had filled out the entire field. I had levitated down to the third floor and was dancing with black-skinned dancers until I woke up.

Respect is the highest truth, children, remember this. I don't need to be a youtube star to survive. I can sleep as much as I want.

What do you think it means?

[Inliytened1]

2 minutes ago, Hojo said:

Sometimes i think that men back in the day didnt want their wives nagging them so they made up a word meditation to sleep all day. Their wives know they are sleeping when they are laying down so they have to sit up and sleep. They get impressed that they cant do it so they think its something else but buddy is just sleeping.

The nagging wife is a legit problem.  So what the fuck do we just be alone then?

[Hojo]

@Inliytened1 Yes, I could never do nothing with my mother around. I always have to be doing something, now Im free I can do nothing.

I used to have to be hungover to do nothing for some reason if I get drunk it allowed me permission to not do anything via the excuse of being hungover. The judgments never stop. The woman constantly look at the man doing nothing and cant help but judge them. if you accept this label of being useless then you cant meditate either. The wife like a second mother.

meditation just I can sleep sitting up and retain my body while sleeping.

It might also unlock powers as you are still aware while sleeping cause you have to maintain sitting up.

If you fall asleep sitting up then you can be aware while you its happening and lucid dream as much as you want.

Edited 1 hour ago by Hojo

[Yimpa]

ayy. i was also at a concert last night... i took 5 mg of THC there and saw baby unicorns! 

https://www.instagram.com/p/DbgSYq1O3dE/

(it was a much smaller concert, maybe only a hundred or so. also, right before i went inside, this old man and his young lady friend were bullying me. im glad i caught their bullshit and walked away from them after only a minute of interaction. then i took my THC medicine 30 mins later and enjoyed the rest of my night instead of running away! i couldn’t have gotten that sick picture otherwise).

[Inliytened1]

7 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@Inliytened1 Yes, I could never do nothing with my mother around. I always have to be doing something, now Im free I can do nothing.

I used to have to be hungover to do nothing for some reason if I get drunk it allowed me permission to not do anything via the excuse of being hungover. The judgments never stop. The woman constantly look at the man doing nothing and cant help but judge them. if you accept this label of being useless then you cant meditate either. The wife like a second mother.

meditation just I can sleep sitting up and retain my body while sleeping.

It might also unlock powers as you are still aware while sleeping cause you have to maintain sitting up.

If you fall asleep sitting up then you can be aware while you its happening and lucid dream as much as you want.

Yeah I'm done with my current relationship.  All she does is nag.  I do care for her but as men we should not have to live like that. So I guess its back to the drawing board.

@glassfire didn't mean to hijack the thread. 

[Hojo]

@Inliytened1 Good job now you can sit up straight and lightly play with your weiner till you merge with God. It a good trade.

[Inliytened1]

Just now, Hojo said:

@Inliytened1 Good job now you can sit up straight and lightly play with your weiner till you merge with God. It a good trade.

She threw the porn out too so now I have to download the stuff again.  

[Hojo]

@Inliytened1 Wow thats blasphemy against God!

[Inliytened1]

Just now, Hojo said:

@Inliytened1 Wow thats blasphemy against God!

Absolute blasphemy.   Fucking Christians. 

[Hojo]

@Inliytened1 One time I recorded some porno off the tv at night and i had the tape in my vcr and that day some construction was happening and I had to move into a room with my brothers. I forgot the tape in the vcr and I set up my tv and video games and my mother went into the room and looked through my stuff and found the tape i was watching and then she brought all of my brothers in the room and claimed that we were all jerking off to the tape together screaming and yelling. It was highly embarrassing and traumatizing to me and give me massive shame. The mother and the wife go looking for way to shame you, she wanted to find the porno so she can shame your sexuality.

Now 20 years later that part of me is still upset. Thanks mom. It was just porno and jerking off. Nothing more no reason to make a permanent mindform out of it.

Edited 1 hour ago by Hojo

[Inliytened1]

14 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@Inliytened1 One time I recorded some porno off the tv at night and i had the tape in my vcr and that day some construction was happening and I had to move into a room with my brothers. I forgot the tape in the vcr and I set up my tv and video games and my mother went into the room and looked through my stuff and found the tape i was watching and then she brought all of my brothers in the room and claimed that we were all jerking off to the tape together screaming and yelling. It was highly embarrassing and traumatizing to me and give me massive shame. The mother and the wife go looking for way to shame you, she wanted to find the porno so she can shame your sexuality.

Now 20 years later that part of me is still upset. Thanks mom. It was just porno and jerking off. Nothing more no reason to make a permanent mindform out of it.

Yeah. Well we can't blame them either. They are just doing what they think is best.  It fucked us up though. 

[Hojo]

@Inliytened1 It can be a learning experience to never let someone shame you ever again.

[Inliytened1]

Just now, Hojo said:

@Inliytened1 It can be a learning experience to never let someone shame you ever again.

But was she shaming you on propose? I don't think so.  

As for the porn - she considered it cheating and I do understand that. It actually helped me stop jerking off. Not that doing so is a bad thing. But I don't think it's very good either. 

[Hojo]

@Inliytened1 Yes its shaming on purpose.

Its not in any way shape of  form cheating.

Is it emotional cheating? No I have no emotional connection to this woman. I am actually making love to myself.

Is it physically cheating? No I have no physical connection to this woman. I am actually loving my physical parts.

So what is it? Its just shaming. Its not cheating, its egoic shaming.

Edited 43 minutes ago by Hojo

[Inliytened1]

1 minute ago, Hojo said:

@Inliytened1 Yes its shaming on purpose.

Its not in any way shape of  form cheating.

Is it emotional cheating? No I have no emotional connection to this woman. I am actually making love to myself.

Is it physically cheating? No I have no physical connection to this woman. I am actually loving my physical parts.

So what is it? Its just shaming. Its not cheating, its egoic shaming.

I guess I have to face the music then 

[Inliytened1]

12 minutes ago, Hojo said:

 

Is it emotional cheating? No I have no emotional connection to this woman. I am actually making love to myself.

.

You're making love to a woman in your mind which isn't her. So it is cheating in that way.

[Hojo]

@Inliytened1 They do the same thing. You think she not thinking about other men?

She probably watches porno too. Just deletes it after.

Edited 27 minutes ago by Hojo

[Inliytened1]

3 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@Inliytened1 They do the same thing. You think she not thinking about other men?

She probably watches porno too. Just deletes it after.

Well like I said in the dating section if you make her cum on your own then no she isn't thinking about anyone else. Its the animal in the man that makes us want to fuck every woman we see.  Women aren't like that if you can please her properly.