My dog Died

[PolyPeter]

I'm sorry for your loss. Squirrel hunter will be remembered 🩵

[Jehovah increases]

Dogs and cats are family. Sorry for your loss. They always break my heart when they pass.

Edited Saturday at 07:03 AM by Jehovah increases

[integral]

Thanks everyone for the support!

 

On 8/5/2026 at 9:14 PM, Natasha Tori Maru said:

@integral TBH I have been having concern for you in my meditation sessions lately - well - shall we say, every time I divert attention from breath or bodyscanning, thoughts of how you are doing after losing your dog flirt with my consiousness.

I hope you are doing better, getting easier 

Thank you, you're so sweet 🥺 I recovered, but then I used the clarity that came from her passing and transmitted it to a healthier routine. This routine reduced forum activity and increased activity in business, meditation and consciousness work.

I mourn intensely for 3 to 4 days and then I can't anymore, the body completely shuts off that process/ hormones involved and it takes significant mental work like visualizing her to then access the mourning state again. Probably a sign of a healthy organism  

Edited Saturday at 11:26 PM by integral

[integral]

On 8/6/2026 at 4:52 PM, PolyPeter said:

I'm sorry for your loss. Squirrel hunter will be remembered 🩵

Them squirrels have one less terrorist to worry about  

Actually, I watched a video recently of what a Yorkshire terrier was bread to do on a farm to ground hogs and it's pretty brutal... 😭

But whenever she caught a squirrel, she would just hold it in her mouth and then look at me. like ??? "what R this" then she would place the squirrel down right in front of her and do nothing. The squirrel would play dead. Then, after like a minute, the squirrel would regain survival instinct, and very slowly walk away. lmaooo this happened both times. And she would just watch as the squirrel walked away, made very little sense. haha

Edited Saturday at 11:37 PM by integral