Gentlemen, I'm officially TRAUMATIZED

[Rafael Thundercat]

Bro, check this. 

Ps: My ex also tried sucide 2 times. This pattern of saving the Danzel in distress need to be observed. In relationships we need to be aware. As much as aware as we would be in consciousness work. Maybe chill a bit and have fun, but watch your patterns and her patterns as a hawk because is all games till shit hits the fan and affects you money or even your physical security. 

And surprisingly I still felt guilty for what happened to her because I felt that I could do some stuff different, but maybe nothing you could do would help anyway. We cant save anyone from their own dramas. Get back to your energy. Self Study etc.. be creative, go have some time in nature and with safe grounded friends.