Thank you Leo

[ROOBIO]

I just wanted to say, thank you so much for your work @Leo Gura

I've been following your work since 2014. I'm just imagining how I was back then. Extremely socially anxious. So scared of women. Unclear in what I wanted to do. I was so lost. Thinking of suicide. Painful just to exist every day. I wasn't sure why this was happening. Why I was deserving of it. Every day felt like panic attacks, and I couldn't be comfortable around people. I hated life. I hated my family. I hated myself deeply. 

But your content, especially as it matured into spiritual development, was so fucking interesting to me. It was the only thing that kept me sane. Finally, someone I can listen to and I can relate to. Someone who's introspective and cares about life and what it is. You showed me how to develop a deep passion for existence, for consciousness work. 

As you're getting into consciousness work, I still needed to deal with all of my troubles that I was facing. I wanted to push further and harder into meditation, but the survival aspects of my life were just a mess. I left all of that and focused on survival: focused on getting a stable job, being able to attract women, being able to be comfortable in social situations. Through you as the basis for overcoming all of these issues I faced.

And now I just can't imagine how different my life is. The connections I have had with people, especially women, have been unbelievably beautiful and deep. My anxiety is basically gone, and when it comes I love it. The connection I have with existence, just through consciousness work on a day-to-day basis, is getting to the point where it just moves me:

The profundity and beauty of life

The fact I'm alive

The fact that experience is happening

The fact that I'm here

It just moves me to tears. I've been crying alot this year, and it's been fucking incredible.

The risks I've taken in my career, the risks I've taken traveling around the world, traveling to different cultures, experiencing a multitude of different cultures, have given me a worldview of compassion and care for existence. I'm not scared of life anymore. Well, I'm less scared. Surrendering to it. Like, fuck it, whatever happens, happens. Let's ride this bull. Let's ride it till we die. Everyday is magnificent. Every day is magical. I just want to go deeper into this. I wanna go deeper into myself. Into my understanding of who I am. 

Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you

Edited 2 hours ago by ROOBIO