Anyone else have voices

[Meeksauce]

For me it's associating any sound with words in my head - not necessarily hearing voices independent of my own "thinker" speaking independent thoughts to own to me. I've felt I've always had insight into myself and mind - enough to strongly consider these voices aren't real many times - so I don't think I can be classified as classic psychosis. I do smoke weed and cigarettes, but I believe they are only catalysts for underlying trauma of loss in my near family recently, not underlying causes. All of these "big mental health" disclaimers aside let's get to the deep part. If reality is subjective and constructed from mind, there is nothing stopping me from building my own self constructed prison of voices that seem to be real and violate reality. This must be a curse or something my higher self is inducing upon myself to induce rapid growth. Or else it would not be possible.. thoughts? Any similar experiences? Differing experiences?

[Hojo]

I had so many before I awaken, it was like being buried under them. When my brain turned off I was like cell getting blasted by Vegeta. 'Whats this?!'. When all the voices suddenly turned off via psychedelics, I could see God. Then a different kind of voice started talking and asked me who I was and I said I am God.

I still have them, not as bad and I ignore them mostly. Trying to ignore them entirely.

Society does this weird witchcraft where they force you to create a voice inside your head, then have it start to attack you by shitting on you relentlessly. This is why people go schizophrenic.

Edited 3 hours ago by Hojo