1.75 gr of Mushrooms... TRIP REPORT

[Sleyker]

Hope you enjoy my trip report, it's kinda messy 'cause that's kinda how it wanted to be expressed.

Took 1,75 grams of mushrooms on my hand, looked at them calmly, I told them "Show me what I need to see", "I'm open to whatever you want to show me". Ate them on an empty stomach, sat on my bed, meditated, then lay down. Closing my eyes.

Waited, just calm, there was a bit of fear going into it but not too much. I had taken 1.80 gr of mushrooms before and they just put me in my body and enhanced my mood. This was my second mushroom trip ever, different source, 2 years after the first trip.

About an hour later they kicked in. I was contemplating some questions in bed, like what am I? am I consciousness? am I Sleyker? where do thoughts come from? these were questions that just came to me, the questions came and then dissolved like the answers didn't really fucking matter, like asking the questions itself was pointless.

I laughed my ass off at the idea of being Sleyker, like... Sleyker? HAHAHAHAAHA THAT'S FUNNY... SLEYKER HAHAHA

The initial intention didn't make sense anymore. "Show me what I need to see" HAHAHA "I"? "I"? 

At some point approaching peak, I suddenly got MORE conscious for a second, all my senses ENHANCED by quite a bit, it was sudden and it scared me, this happened three times or so. This was interesting, after my initial scared reaction I kept kinda wanting it back again.

Minutes later I opened my eyes and went to check my phone, I had told my gf I was gonna trip minutes before I took them, she's not open to psychedelics so she didn't like the idea.

There was a message from her: "It's okay please don't text me today again, text me tomorrow when you're conscious. You know I love you bla bla" HAHAHAHA I was laughing my ass off at that... "TOMORROW WHEN YOU'RE CONSCIOUS" HAHAHAHA so she actually wants me to text her when I'm UNconscious HAHAHAHAHA.

I spent like a whole hour marveling at how BEAUTIFUL, INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL everything is... my hands, the door, a set of pictures on my wall my gf gave me, the fan, the whole room, my pillows, my blanket, my dick... just how many details and ALL OF THEM WERE BEAUTIFUL. Turned on some porn, omg how beautiful it is, felt my turn on, how beautiful, warm, my body was really warm, turned on some music (TOOL - Parabola) Oh my God Maynard's voice is just incredible it felt like I could taste the voice, grasp it, see it completely, the changes in the energy of the song were so CLEAR. 

I was just AMAZED at how conscious one can be.... OH MY GOD, wtf????? My jaw just kept dropping and dropping. WTF????? WTFF???? EVERYWHERE I TURN... WTFFFFFFFF??????

I asked Chat GPT about peak state and it said: Altered thinking, visuals, among others.

HAHAHAHHAHA ALTERED THINKING?????? When I was coming down from the trip I realized altered thinking is the thinking you do when you're not conscious. HAHAHAHAHA

Visuals? HAHAHHAHAHAH WHAT DO YOU MEAN VISUALS????? REALITYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! LOOOOOOOK!!!!! JUST CLEEEAR SEEING BROTHER!!!!!!!! HAHAHHAA

Tasted some food, Jesus Christ, just started laughing at how good it tasted. 

Then watched some porn again when the effects were cooling down, noticed how much it grips me, sucks me in, but again so beautiful.

I wondered how I could explain this to anybody without sounding like a drug addict, 'cause anything I'd say would sound exactly like what a drug addict would say. Drug addicts are just lovers of reality, they love reality SO MUCH, it's so obvious.

It's very cool when you're coming down from it, you can see how conscious you can be and yet at the same time how unconsciousness keeps creeping in. There's still clear seeing though, reminded me of my state when I'm in a Vipassana retreat. 

As I'm writing this, I can not imagine what would happen if I doubled the dose, like wtf man.... I'm just amazed at the whole thing. 

[Leo Gura]

Yup. Good work.

[Hojo]

if you take higher doses shit gets weird. Literally anything an happen.

[emil1234]

hahahahah this is the most relateable trip report i ever read. related to literally every bit of it. i also love you threw some porn in the mix, i might have to try that next time lol. I however find that watching porn takes a toll on my energetic system so i try to stay clear of it

yes at that state of consciousness your name becamese literally just a random noise

 

Edited 5 hours ago by emil1234

[Sleyker]

5 hours ago, Hojo said:

if you take higher doses shit gets weird. Literally anything an happen.

Incredible, just how much there is to explore. Mind-blowing experience for me really, like I was born again.

 

3 hours ago, emil1234 said:

hahahahah this is the most relateable trip report i ever read. related to literally every bit of it. i also love you threw some porn in the mix, i might have to try that next time lol. I however find that watching porn takes a toll on my energetic system so i try to stay clear of it

Glad you liked it. Yes you should try it and I agree with you about the porn, even as I was just holding my phone I felt its frequencies in my hand, you notice how poisonous all this shit is.