Gonna be a workaholic

[Verdesbird]

Hello my friends,dont know what to say about the stage of my life im 39 im fat living with my mom

Had some programming skills gotta transform this into cash and Live alone for good

The initial intention was to become a monk but no monastery was avaliable here em Brazil 

now i have 2 lovely cats,they are my life,love them with strenght 

I dont have strong erections anymore dont know how its gonna to be if getting a gf

Dont feel like going to gym

I was diagnosed with Cid f20.0 Paranoid schizophrenia 

 

Im am confused about life, about goals 

Im Just BORED with aall ths stuff ive had experimented in life,everybody is rushing,no one gives a fuck..,everything is Hard to get,woman demands lots of conversation i dont have the skills,i like meditating but there is no time for that in my life since my parents are buzzing my.head to make cash and bbe independent,and then it has my cats...the love of my life

Ive scheduled a psychologist session next week,until there please give me some insights some advices...

 

Thanks

Edited 21 hours ago by Verdesbird

[Zest4Life]

I highly recommend starting a workout routine and finding an activity you enjoy, like biking or hiking,  whatever feels comfortable for you. Improving this part of your life can boost your self-respect and set a positive tone for the year. As an elite-level athlete, if I had to suggest just one workout, it would be the Mike Change Flow. 
 

 

[Verdesbird]

1 hour ago, Zest4Life said:

I highly recommend starting a workout routine and finding an activity you enjoy, like biking or hiking,  whatever feels comfortable for you. Improving this part of your life can boost your self-respect and set a positive tone for the year. As an elite-level athlete, if I had to suggest just one workout, it would be the Mike Change Flow. 
 

 

Thanks 

[Hojo]

Physically working is the most important part of life. I didnt see it when I was younger but when I was a kid my parents made me physically work alot when I was a child and it was actually the hardest I've worked in my life. Now work is easy for me.

If you dont physically work you wont evolve. Its the most important part of spiritual evolution.

If your parents don't make you do it when you are young they do a disservice to you as you wont be able to handle it when you are older.

Working is an intelligence you dont really see animals do it but you see bugs doing it. Working is part of our hivemind with the insects.

Edited 18 hours ago by Hojo

[Terell Kirby]

Baby steps- can start with 30 min exercise or yoga in the morning- see where it takes you